
"Come dong pa, sorry I pa. Papa want me to bow at papa's feet? Papa want me to kiss papa's feet? Or do you want me to go for treatment right now? Please pa, don't throw me out. I don't have a place to live anymore."
Gunawan, with a face full of disappointment, confirmed to Sinta that he had dirtyed his house. He detailed some events that made him feel humiliated and lost respect towards Sinta. Gunawan revealed that Sinta's inappropriate behavior with other men had violated the boundaries of trust and destroyed the intimacy of their household.
"After what you've done you still want to stay home? You're an adult, Sinta. It's time for you to be independent and try to solve your own problems without any help from papa! I will no longer be in charge of your life!" sahut Gunawan's.
"But pa... "
"No buts, you've been embarrassed. Don't expect to set foot in the house again. There's no excuse for a child not knowing yourself like you!" this time Gunawan really acted decisively to Sinta.
Every corner of the house, every memory they built together, is now filled with disappointment and loss. Gunawan felt that the house that should be a place of peace and happiness had been tainted by Sinta's actions. In a strong emotional state, Gunawan said that there is no place for Sinta to be happy in her life and home.
Gunawan, with a disappointed heart, tried to express his feelings to Sinta. His voice sounded full of disappointment and deep wounds. He revealed how Sinta had disappointed him with the actions and decisions he had taken. Gunawan felt that the trust they had built up all this time had been shattered into pieces.
He felt like he was betrayed and hurt by someone he should have trusted as a child. Gunawan could not cover up his deep sense of disappointment. He felt that the hopes and dreams they had built together had been shattered. In this state of disillusionment, Gunawan seeks strength to face the inevitable reality.
"Now you get out of here, papa wants to work and don't bother papa!"
Gunawan, full of despair and anger, told Sinta to leave before him. His voice sounded resolute and loud, reflecting his current firmness of heart. He insists that there is no place for Sinta in his life anymore.
"No, pa. I'll stay here!"
However, despite Gunawan's attempts to get rid of Sinta, Sinta refuses to leave. He firmly and courageously declared that he would not leave the place where he should be. Sinta struggles to earn her rights and maintain her place in Gunawan's life, despite the difficult situation and the conflict between them.
Sinta, in a voice full of pain and disappointment, faced Gunawan with a sharp question, "Does a father really have the heart to throw away his own daughter? How could your heart be so cold and not consider all the memories and family ties we once had?"
Sinta tries to highlight how inhumane Gunawan's actions are to just throw him away. He felt hurt and confused by the drastic attitude of the father figure who was supposed to protect him. Although full of emotion, Sinta wants to make Gunawan aware of the impact caused by this harsh decision. He hopes there is room for reconciliation and understanding between them, as a family that once loved each other.
Sinta, with teary eyes and trembling lips, tried in various ways to attract Gunawan's attention. Tears flowed from her eyes, even though they were fake. He hoped that by showing his deep sadness, Gunawan would be devastated and allow him to stay at home. Sinta plays her role perfectly, hoping that by arousing emotion and compassion, she can seduce Gunawan. Although the tears are fake, Sinta hopes that it can open the way of communication and influence Gunawan's decision.
"Love, you said papa baga to you. But do you think the mistake you made was not a fatal mistake"
"Enough, Sinta. Don't cry in front of me anymore! you better just leave here. I don't want to see your face anymore."
Sinta felt a deep sense of heartache when she was kicked out of the house by Gunawan. It was like being stabbed by a sharp dagger in part of his heart. Every word Gunawan spoke felt like a deadly attack, scratching invisible yet so real wounds. Sinta could not help but shed tears, revealing such great feelings of disappointment, pain, and loss.
She feels rejected by the person who is supposed to protect her and love her unconditionally. That heartache enveloped him, filling every corner of his mind and feelings. However, amidst the deep sadness, Sinta also felt a burning fire within her - a strong determination to prove her true worth and existence.
"Go, Sinta. Don't make me angry for the umpteenth time! Let me live in peace. You've disappointed this old man too much. You I'd rather and my own son, just because we've been living together for so long that we can't say just for a little while. The hope and despair in this old man is buried with the shame you've put down
Sinta, in a state of despair and hope, felt a strong urge to prostrate at Gunawan's feet. In her pain and grief, she tried to express her humility and regret. In that second, he felt swept away by such profound loss and despair, and in his last hope, in his, he wanted to convey the message that he was ready to do anything to regain Gunawan's affection and kindness.
Gunawan shed tears, but his feet moved away from Sinta's hands. It is a more viscous blood relationship, but the relationship of the heart is more difficult to release.
"Alright, Pa. Sinta left," said Sinta rising from his bow. With the tightness in her chest, Sinta left Gunawan's room.
When he came out of Gunawan's office, Sinta passed by Tia. This morning Tia intends to visit her father because there is something she wants to talk about with Gunawan.
"You?!" tia stopped at the door of Gunawan's room.
"Sorry!" sinta's words passed without regard to Tia who stood glued to see the strange Sinta who did not usually only answer briefly Tia's words.