
Many shaka houses visited by people to serve Zia already died. All the families were gathering to go bury the body of zia, who was crying yesterday to hear the dead zia still crying in shaka's arms.
All the families were present to bury Zia today. Rena who passed out yesterday when she heard her son died was still crying in her husband's arms. Including aurel zia's best friend who was told yesterday by mutual also came directly to shaka's house.
The funeral was over, everyone who came home first except the zia and shaka families including the aurel were still loyal there. The tombstone inscribing the name of zia was rubbed slowly by the shaka, with the head laced to the headstone.
"Why do I miss zi" muttered shaka.
Cia who had gone home first with rini and her son, for fear that he would faint again like yesterday.
Tasya and his parents were also present at the funeral. Tasya was very sad to hear that Zia had died, especially before they met and chatted, but the night she left. Tasya remembered the words of zia who asked him to keep the cia, it means that zia already knew that she was going to leave.
Tasya crouched down to save the flower bucket eaten by zia. Tasya closed her eyes to pray that Zia would be able to calm down there. Tasya turned to the shaka who was devastated by the loss of zia, he was sure that shaka would become a cold man again after the departure of zia.
"Shaka let's go home to Kasian cia" take rena.
"You guys go first, shaka still wants to be here" he said.
"Alright don't be long, kasian cia need you now" said rena who was replied by nodding shaka.
Everyone left except shaka and Tasya. Shaka looked at Tasya flatly, "Ngapain is still here? " ask shaka.
"Ah yes I want to give this from zia" Tasya replied as she offered a letter.
"Why can there be him you? "
"Yesterday zia nitipin it's a letter to me, he said if he no longer have please give a letter to the shaka mas it" he explained.
"I'm sorry" Tasya said.
Shaka stared at the gift letter from Zia making him miss his wife very much. It was only a moment but he had already missed him a lot, the simple zia, the zia who had always been his memoerhatiknya was no longer there now.
Only cia now should he take care of, remembering about cia shaka directly staring at the mountain eating zia.
"I go home first yes, later I often come here to look at you. You are not sick anymore now zi, hopefully calm you there. I go home first" pamit shaka did not forget to kiss the tombstone of zia.
Once at home shaka immediately walked towards the room owned by cia, because shaka knew that cia was very hit because of the departure of zia. At the house of shaka there are still many families who are still there to just accompany cia and shaka.
Shaka opened the door of the cia room, there on top of the mattress cia was hugging a photo of zia. Shaka could not bear to see his young son had to lose his mother. Shaka walked over to the cia and sat next to the cia and took over the photo of Zia and immediately carried the cia into his arms.
"Papa mama go papa" said cia while crying.
"Relax baby, baby is it the same mom?" tanya shaka is nodding by cia.
"Mama there is already happy baby, don't tangisin mama keep kasian loh same mommy ya"
"But papa why did mommy leave cia? "
"God loves you more, mama's eating goes first. Udah ya do not cry anymore, better cia shower first abis it eat ya"
"Cia doesn't want to eat papa" said cia while breaking her embrace.
"Yes it is"
"You have papa come out first and then go down"
Shaka came out of his room and walked towards his room and zia. When opening the door shaka looked at his entire room there were many memories of him with his wife, Zia.
shaka laughed while walking to sit on the mattress. "Huf.... In this room many memories with you zi" said shaka slowly.
Shaka's hands were raised to massage his dizzy temple, staring at the clock the wall already showed at 4 pm. Shaka went to clean his body because he had to feed the cia.
After finishing cleaning his body shaka directly out of his room to the dinner shirt because there is still his family who will stay at his house.
Shaka sat down beside the chair and smiled at the cia. "Papa bribe ya" said shaka.
Everyone ate quietly but their faces looked sad despite smiling but the smiles were forced because they were afraid that they would be sad.
After it was done everything went to their respective rooms, usually they gathered in the family room but now not because they know all must be cape and still feel lost zia.
Shaka comes out of the cia room after putting the cia to bed. Dhaka remembered the letter that Tasya had given at the funeral, shaka hurried to his room and looked for his letter to read it because he was a little curious about the contents of the letter.
After meeting Shaka walked to the balcony of his room and sat in the chair on the balcony. His eyes stared at the overcast night sky and the cold night wind that pierced through his skin that only wore short-sleeved shirts.
Shaka stared at the letter in his hand and took it to hug the letter for a while. Shaka slowly opened the letter, shaka smiled looking at the very neat handwriting of zia.
**For my husband mas shaka...
if mas shaka has read this letter, it means I no longer exist.I'm sorry about you, I kept silent to the doctor without your knowledge because I was afraid to make you worry..
I pray that you are equally happy without me beside you. I hope you can be a father figure for our son cia mas, I hope you can be a father figure, sorry samein also cia I have not been a good mother figure for cia...
And yes I ask that you accept Tasya's presence in your life, because I believe he is a good person indeed. cia still needs the figure of a mother and Tasya is suitable to be a mother for cia later mas...
I hope you can yes mas, please also take care of cia and my family ya mas...
thank you for being a husband who makes me feel like a queen in your life, thank you and also apologize mas shaka..
I hope you are happy without me again..
greetings love zia**..
Shaka's tears kept flowing the first time he read the letter from Zia. Shaka is not ready to lose zia yet, and what now zia asks him to accept Tasya back is very difficult he thought.
Shaka continued to stare at the letter from Zia and closed his eyes to hold back the tears that kept flowing from earlier.
"I will try zi, I will also take care of cia and family.you are calm there yes, but sorry for Tasya I am not ready darling I still can not zi"
"I love you my wife".
End