Marrying a Young CEO

Chapter 17

I carry Elza ala bridal style. She held her hands around my neck while hugging me tightly. I love it when Elza is spoiled like this and I promise I will always keep her - that's my promise.

We have reached the dining table Bi Ijah who is still awake just finished arranging dinner at the table. I just smiled at her because Bi Ijah was so sensitive that I would definitely bring Elza down for dinner.

I then sat Elza in the chair, but she was reluctant to let go of her embrace. I looked at him, our eyes met each other.His eyes said his lips he smirked so much that I was so anxious to kiss him.

"Don't want to sit down, pangku dong keeps bribing so romantic," he said while turning his face away. I just smiled a little Bi Ijah had left us for maybe fear of disturbing.

"Ok, honey, what the hell is not for you," I replied as I pulled her nose slowly.

"Ih, don't have to pinch her nose either" he said as he puffed his cheek which made Elza look very adorable.

I just smiled and sat down with Elza on my lap. I slowly began to feed him, he ate voraciously. Again I smile, it seems like things have changed this is Elza who actually looks spoiled and adorable not one of her parents is very caring for her.

"I'm a bribe too yeah," he said instantly who woke me from daydreams.

I nodded in response. Elza with a smile on her face began to take over the plate that contained the food I had prepared earlier, then Elza started feeding me painstakingly—we were feeding each other maybe Elza realized that I had not had dinner either. Ha, if I knew like this it was like having a wife for sure since I was married, but if I married first I certainly could not meet this angel in front of me. I chuckle with my own thoughts.

"Kok laughing? Is something funny?" tanyakanya. I'm only shaking if nothing's wrong.

"I'm full, '" he continued.

I drink Elza a glass of water that is gladly received. I also drank water to wash my throat.

"Now do you want to go to sleep, what relaxes first?" I asked while tucking the child's hair behind his ears.

"Just wait, we'll watch a horror movie" he replied excitedly.

"Oh, aren't you afraid?" manyaku.

His eyeballs began to wander indistinctly until he chuckled a little while scratching the back of his head. I know it's not itchy.

"So?" ask again. My motive was just to make him laugh.

"Em, actually scared, but try it first must be scary," he replied with a small smile.

Here we are now, I'm sitting him on the sofa in front of the TV. The snack on the table had moved into his lap. I then chose the horror movie we were going to watch then walked to the switch to turn off the lights

When I turned off the light switch she immediately screamed out quickly ignite the switch again and she had curled up in the corner of the sofa tightly hugging her body.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" manyworry.

He with a broken movement turned his head towards the front, tears welling up in his eyes. I was surprised to see Elza. Ah, I forgot her dark phobia just deserved the lights in this house are not really turned off.

"I-I'm not afraid of Ian, he's gonna kill me. D-he he's going to kill me," he said stammering as he hugged me tightly of course I returned his embrace with soothing words I started rubbing Elza's back hoping it would be a cure.

What does my wife mean, why did she say someone was gonna kill her? What exactly have you experienced in the past, Za? I have to find his own year for sure it's not a good thing to see his fear of the dark. I remembered why he was so scared when I took him to the harbor that there was a reason that made him like this.

I still rubbed his back until Elza was completely calm.

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Ah, you know I'm so ashamed of Devan, it almost happened. Fortunately my stomach would go off if not, ah I don't want to think about it honestly I'm so embarrassed. But I don't want to be a hypocrite if I want it to be mine. I know, Devan is a good guy he loves me sincerely. However, that fear sometimes always comes to monitor this soul. I was scared for some reason because there was a part of my past memory that was forcibly erased.

I was so happy that Devan followed my wishes without letting out his gentle smile, his soft and tender eyes when he looked at me always ringing in my head. I waited for him and forgot to eat. I know that the snake woman must have come again and asked Devan to work with her, a little bit of annoyance enveloping me at that moment. However, I know Devan, he will definitely finish it, I wait for him late and he hasn't shown up I think he has something important, and at nine o'clock in the evening he arrives, I ventured to call him dear for the first time is not it too strange if only he called me with a romantic call according to teenagers now.

After that you know for yourself what happened next and you must laugh at me. Ah, it's over. Right now I'm sitting on the couch eating snacks and waiting for Devan to pick a movie. I didn't notice Devan's movements at all it turned out that he turned off the lights that made me scream at once suddenly a flash of memory hit my head. I was afraid, those memories always came in my dreams I saw me locked up somewhere and being tied up in an old chair, my clothes tattered with virgin everywhere I felt it. However, I don't know why it all happened to me, what really happened to me? At that time I asked Dad, he just said everything would be fine it was just a sleeping flower while calming me down.

Now that the flash of the song came back to hit my mind, anxious and sad to gnaw, I could not hear Devan's words clearly I tried to calm myself by hugging him.

It all felt as real as I had experienced it all, but when? Over where? Why I can experience it. I was afraid to see myself hurt, the memory felt real.

"Dear, please," I muttered slowly, The tightness in my chest was unbearable, which made my breath unstable.

"Darling? You why? Elza try to beat me up? Guarantee your eyes and forget what you're feeling imagine it's just a sleeping flower." Devan's trying to help me. However, it feels so hard, now my head hurts. I was afraid that no one would come to help me. I saw the black vortex that was trying to swallow me, as hard as I could to escape still I was going back into that black vortex that made me even more suffocated as if the oxygen around me was being forcibly snatched away.

"Why didn't anyone come to help me? It's dark Elza's afraid of the dark."

"Elza's? Elza's? Wake up Baby?!" her door. However, I could no longer answer Devan's call, even though I wanted things to be difficult, my voice choked I could no longer open my eyes or say if I was okay.