
Kirana and grandma live on the top floor of a building, and the bottom floor is made into a flower shop they manage.
since Kirana got home earlier arrived drizzle came and after that the rain did not stop down to earth until now.
Looked at the gloomy face of the sweet girl with my eyes staring out the window. I don't know what Kirana was thinking at the time.
arriving from outside the room heard Grandma knocking on the door "tok tok,"
"sad if you've been sleeping" the voice of my grandmother said up in the sound of splashing rain.
Kirana woke up from her daydream and immediately stepped her foot to the front of the door and opened it.
"no grandma, why haven't you slept?" kirana answered, and asked the same thing to her grandmother.
" grandmother is not sleepy yet dear" Grandma walked into Kirana's room, and sat on Kirana's bed.
"why, is grandma sick?" kirana asked worriedly as she clasped her granny's wrinkled hands, and sat down beside the granny.
"No dear, grandma is fine.
"unfortunately someone wants grandma to talk to you son" she spoke softly as if there was something she was holding in her heart.
"what's wrong, grandma? speak up, I listen" replied Kiran calmly and heard Grandma's words carefully.
" Look, grandma just got a letter from your mommy son" Grandma said looking into Kirana's good eyes either.
" What? what grandmother did not joke" chirping kirana arrived after hearing the grandmother's words, she was so happy that her eyes glazed with glass.
"Is mom okay, Grandma? did mom ask about me, Grandma? Did he tell her where he is now? " Kirana pointed at grandma with her question, it was obvious that she was so curious what the letter was about.
With the heart of my grandmother spoke slowly "no son, she did not ask me at all about you or me" the grandmother looked sad to say the word she told kirana.
" Your mother just told me that she was getting married soon, and she asked for money for her wedding expenses" explained the grandmother to Kirana with a very disappointed look.
after hearing the words of grandma immediately Kirana turned her face with water that glistened in her eyes.
"really mother really does not love me at all" lirih kirana bitterly when her tears fell down her cheeks.
"honey, don't cry son, grandma is also very disappointed in your mother" said the grandmother wiped the tears kirana.
actually, Grandma did not want to make her granddaughter sad. In the depths of her heart grandma also felt the same way as Kirana.
"What's? you sure son, isn't that money you collected for your tuition fee son" Grandma looks surprised to hear kirana's words.
" Yes Grandma, as long as it makes mom happy, I'm willing to give what I can to mommy" replied kirana trying to convince grandma.
"it is very noble of your heart, son, after what happened in your life, but you are always patient and accept the harsh reality of your life" murmured the grandmother inwardly as she rubbed Kirana's long hair.
"Let's think again good son" said grandma.
"No grandma, I've been thinking about her, after all we can save up again for my college" Kirana implied her smile so that grandma would not worry.
" Well son if that's what you want, tomorrow grandma will go to the bank to send her" replied the grandmother relented to kirana.
" didn't mom invite us to her wedding Grandma?" kirana asked with still a hint of hope.
"No son, even your mother advised not to find out his whereabouts" replied the grandmother.
"Alright grandma if it wants mommy". kirana lowered her head.
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After grandma came out of her room, Kirana was again washed away in her daydream. And without realizing it, the water fell from his eyes.
In his heart, he felt tight. Why do you hate her so much, what's wrong? Kirana asked herself.
Even so, Kirana still loves her mother who she never knew what her appearance was like.
For her mother is the woman who has given birth to her into the world, who has given life to her. Without her mother she could not have been able to breathe until now.
Thank you for giving birth to me, and for letting me know the world. Even if you don't give me a chance to get to know you. Even to be angry when I'm naughty.
I hope you're happy there, I always wish you all the best. I'll do what I can to help you. Maybe that's the only way I can show you my love. Not one bit I hate you, Mom.
Such was Kirana's mind that night when she thought of her mother until she fell asleep with her eyes moist.
Truly Kirana experienced a bitter life during her life, fortunately there was always Rendy and Grandma who always loved her and protected her.
Maybe without them, I don't know what would happen in poor Kirana's life.
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