Marrying a Single Heir

Marrying a Single Heir
Guilty



"My wife is so pretty, not mom." Tama put an end to that awkwardness.


Sarah's mother regained her senses and let go of her grasp. "Yes, of course, you're so beautiful, son. " Sarah's mother looked at Kirana's face.


"Ahh thank you ma'am." Kirana southed in embarrassment.


"Then I'll stay, enjoy." Sarah's mother then left her second.


"How have you started to calm down, dear.?" Tanya Tama clasped Kirana's hands gently.


"Yes, I feel very calm here.The atmosphere and the place make my heart warm." Kirana smiled loosely while sighing. It was as if he had let go of all the burdens he had been carrying all this time.


They both sipped their drinks and ate the snacks that had been ordered earlier.


"So since when did you come here and know this place ?" Kirana was curious and started asking her husband.


"Hhmm maybe about 2 years ago, somehow I always feel calm here when there's a problem."


"Indeed you have a problem other than just with the girls you date." Kirana put her lips against her husband.


"Yes, of course, what else can I do other than make trouble with women." Tama smiled back at Kirana's innuendo with an answer that could upset her.


Kirana poked her lips forward and pinched Kirana's arm. " Cihh, you son of a bitch. "


Tama just smiled with a smile to see his wife's cute behavior in her eyes when she was pouting it.


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Inside the coffee shop, Sarah's mother leaned against the wall behind her kitchen door. Tears have dariitadi soaked his cheeks profusely, ever since he returned from the table of Tama and Kirana.


"Why should we meet like this." Her shriek was interrupted by her cries. His chest felt tight and his head began to turn dizzy. Sarah's mom hit her own chest.


"I'm sorry, son, I'm sorry." Sarah's mom is still sobbing.


Yes, Ms. Sarah is a figure that Kirana always misses. The one who always tucked his name in every prayer Kirana prayer. Ms. Sarah is Kirana's mother who has left her for a long time and has never visited her all this time.


But Sarah always monitors how Kirana and Grandma are doing all this time, without their knowledge. Sarah's been back in the country for two years. Sarah opens a coffee shop on the edge of town to support herself.


Actually he was not really married when he asked his mother for money at that time. But the money was used for his medical expenses in the hospital at that time.


"May you always live in happiness dear, forgive the mother who cannot be a good mother to you. Forgive me for always avoiding you. It's not that mom doesn't love you, but I don't want to see your face for all the mistakes that have happened." Sarah moans in her heart, for not being a good mother.


Actually a few moments ago Sarah made a pilgrimage to her mother's grave. And asked someone who had been an informant about Kirana and her mother. Sarah is told that Kirana is getting married. I feel so happy to hear the news. At least she didn't have to worry that Kirana would live alone. But he did not dare to come to Kirana, although in his small heart he was very eager to hug and accompany Kirana at that time.


"Mom, Sarah's mom. " Call Tama who is already standing in front of the cashier's desk.


Sarah's mother immediately got up and wiped her tears quickly with her hands. "Yes, Tama, I'm sorry you were behind." He walked to the front of the cashier's desk.


"Mother why ? Why are mom's eyes red and puffy so." Saut Kirana who was standing next to Tama who arrived saw Sarah's mother coming.


"Ahh mom was peeling onions in the kitchen, so mom's eyes hurt a lot. " His saut dodged.


Kirana just agreed, and Tama paid all her bills and left Warung Bu sarah. They both got into the car and drove back home.


EPILOGUES


Sarah's mother lamented and blamed herself. "Why should my life be like this. Why am I a useless human being." Maki is on herself.


From the moment she left Kirana, Sarah had always lived by moving from one place to another. He had wanted to end his own life several times but had always failed.


Actually he could have come back to Kirana's life. But the insufferable inner torment he felt every time he imagined Kirana's Father's Face implied on Kirana's facial line. It was very painful for her to accept the fact that the husband she loved so much left her alone while she was pregnant.


The parents of her husband never approved of their relationship. So they choose to marry quietly and live together until Sarah hides Kirana. The beginning of their new life is very happy even more so with the presence of Kirana interrupted between the first month of their marriage.


But a few months later, the husband's parents found out about their relationship and then separated him in any way. One day Sarah gets a letter from her husband on her bedroom table, saying that she does not want to live with him anymore, and does not want the child to be born and exist.


The circumstances that suddenly changed that made Sarah frustrated and gave birth to Kirana alone. At once she felt very hateful to her husband. He cursed himself for being too stupid and blinded by his love all along.


After giving birth to Kirana, Sarah left the baby to her mother. Grandma Rosmah had been looking for the existence of her daughter who suddenly disappeared and left her. But now, he came with a cute little baby and left it to him.


Sarah advised to take good care of her baby, she also advised not to tell about herself to the child if later she was grown. Sarah packed up all the pictures of herself and took them away. Rosmah's grandmother never asked who her father was and what really happened.


Sarah left without ever giving any news. Not infrequently Grandma Rosmah looking for the whereabouts of her child. But still the results are nil. Kirana begins to grow beaar into a cheerful and sweet girl.


Sarah's remorse always haunts her wherever she goes. But everything is done if he wants to come back. She no longer felt worthy to be a mother of Kirana.


But now after all this time, Kirana was in front of him. And now the selfish feeling of wanting to go back and be next to Kirana is really very torturous.


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