
In a corner of the room, Sarah sat down daydreaming while holding a photo in her hand. His eyes were staring in an indeterminate direction. Instantly he regained his senses when tears had fallen down his cheeks.
Sarah quickly rubbed her and woke up from her distant imagination staring into the past. Sarah never really cared not for Kirana and her mother. It was just that he would no longer have any face if he returned to them.
The photo of Grandma Rosma and Kirana who were seen laughing watering the plants was the thing that made her most able to treat her longing in those two people. It's been a while since Kirana just graduated High School. Someone familiar with Sarah always gives information about grandmother and Kirana. A friend who has always helped her even during her difficult times.
"Son, I'm so happy to see you're married and living well." He said while wiping the photo.
A few days ago, Sarah went into town and saw from a distance Kirana flower shop. It's just that right there he didn't see Kirana in the store, but rather a young foreign woman in his sight. Because of the feeling of longing that he could not resist again, Sarah ventured to come even if just looking from far away. After all, even when passing Kirana will not recognize her.
Sarah opened a Coffee Shop that was enough for her daily living expenses. Because maybe the suburban area is sometimes crowded and sometimes quiet. Maybe only during the holidays or weekends visitors began to crowded and stop by his ketoko.
It's been a few days since the stall wasn't open. His body feels bad, and also his mood is not too good to do the activity.
"Hhmm, like her I have to come to the doctor again." His murmur when he saw the contents of the medicine in his bottle had already started to run out.
Indeed, some time Sarah always prescribed medicine for her to drink, sometimes late in this his head often hurts and he easily tired.
The one he always regretted in his life, which was to leave his son and mother for selfishness alone. Let it be if her husband threw them away and left them. He should be able to live with his mother and son. Maybe at this time he will feel very happy and lucky to get a child like Kirana.
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In the afternoon, Sarah took the time to go to the practicing doctor who was there to check her condition. The doctor said that Sarah's condition does not allow a song if only consume headache and fever medicine only. Sarah had to go to a large hospital for further examination. Because the equipment there is not possible to do it.
Sarah just nodded when the doctor said, and after the consultation. Sarah came home with a little pain relief.
"How can I get to the hospital, I don't have enough savings to pay the hospital fees later." When you get home and sit on a chair.
Sarah walked up to her closet and picked up a purse that she slipped between the folds of her clothes.
"There's no way I'm using this money. I've been collecting it for a long time to give back to Kirana the money I once asked for. And I also want to buy something for my daughter as her wedding gift. " Sarah murmured in her heart holding some money.
"Well, tomorrow I go to the city. I'll buy something for Kirana first. Then I'll give you this money back. " Sarah decided her consideration.
Sarah walked up to the bag she had placed on the table and pulled out her cell phone there. Sarah squeezed out a few numbers and pressed her call.
"Hello, Suchi." When the man across there had already raised his call.
"Yes Sar, why tumben once you call me". Her saut.
"Mmm, No. Why?"
"I'd like to ask you a favor. Tomorrow I'm going to town, and like it, I need a few days there. Can I stay at your house for a while ?"
"Owh of course Ra, you don't be too distasteful to me. I think of you as my own brother. I'm glad to have you here. Besides, I've missed your cooking, too, hehehe." Sauten the woman with glee.
"Thank you Suchi, you always help me under any circumstances." Sarah haru said.
"Ahh no, that's nothing compared to your help to me. Maybe if there wasn't you I wouldn't be in this world anymore. " Suchi said with a very grateful taste.
"Have not remembered the past. I already want to rest first. I'll let you know tomorrow if I'm leaving." Sarah hangs up the phone after Suchi cuts across there.
Remember when Sarah first met Suchi. It was already night time and a slightly heavy rain fell to the earth. The day Sarah left her life and family. He walked without any direction following his footsteps alone. In the rain Sarah continues to walk with tears that are no less heavy than rainwater. Until his tears were no longer visible in the rain.
From a distance, he saw a woman standing next to the bridge and jumping down. Seeing that Sarah shouted to stop even though her voice was not defeated by the sound of rain. Sarah ran and immediately pulled the woman's hand until both of them fell onto the asphalt.
The woman was wide-eyed and wriggled to release her hand in Sarah's grasp.
"Take me off ! Let me just die." Shouted The woman who sounded very slashing with a feeling full of pain and sobs her cry.
The woman was still struggling and still wanted to jump under the bridge. For a long time he was so, until finally he was tired of himself and stopped with the tight grip of Sarah that he could not escape.
"Whatever your problem, don't you act stupid like this. " Sarah's screams beat the sound of rain on the sidelines.
"For what else am I alive, there is no use for it at all. The one I love has betrayed me after getting all of it from me. All I did was for her until I was willing to leave my family for her. " His scream with between her sobs.
Sarah heard it all like a cliche of her life all along.
"You are so stupid ! you don't deserve to die just because a traitor left you, I know and know how he feels. I too was betrayed, I was left behind. But I don't deserve to die to make amends that I never did. I just want to start a new life and throw away all my past." His words with sobbing follow because the problem of women is not much different from his.
After a while. The two of them stood up and headed to a shady place. Like finding the same fate and story both chat and confide in each other about their respective problems. Until the woman also went with Sarah who did not know where she was headed.
It's true said people, Counseling people is easier than doing it yourself. That's how Kira thought the saying could be said to Ratna at this time.
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