Marry Mr. Rachell (S1)
CHAPTER 58 Alexa
Alexa was sitting pensively in her room. I don't know what the girl is thinking, but she looks moody since she came out of the zayyan room earlier.
"He's really changed now. I don't even know him anymore. Yesterday I thought, I could get her since nana left, I thought I could get nana's position as a wife and daughter-in-law in the Rajendra family"
"But now what ? Let alone to get zayyan, I instead like losing and getting further away from her. It seems like fate is not on my side" he murmured inwardly.
"Tell me, am I wrong to love Zayyan ? Am I wrong if I want it ? But I knew him first and I loved him first"
The girl kept muttering in her heart. It was as if there were so many questions that he had to find the answer. He grew so late in his daydream that he did not realize someone had entered his room.
"Hey" Call the guy who surprised alexa to make the girl fall on the floor. Instead of helping, the man laughed when he saw Alexa fall. Even his stomach hurt laughing at it. It's a bad friend. Wkwkwkw
"Why surprised me ? If my heart is out of place, do you want to take responsibility ?" Alexa's upset at that guy.
"Haha.. It's your own fault alexa. I've been calling you since you didn't hear, you're so dreamy and playing with your own mind" replied the man still with a laugh.
"What kind of friend are you. His best friend fell over and he laughed instead of helping" Grumbled Alexa.
"Because friends are so, right ? When his best friend falls down he will laugh at him first and help him" replied Raka with a little joking. Hearing that alexa glared her eyes at Raka.
That person is Raka Maheswari. Men of Indonesian-Indian descent. Zayyan and Alexa.
"Alright I will help you stand up, but don't try to scare me by glaring at your big eyes" Seru Raka stretched out her hand so that it could be grabbed by alexa. The girl immediately welcomed the man's hand without thinking much.
"Oh yeah, why were you daydreaming earlier ?" Ask raka to alexa.
Alexa does not answer questions directly from raka. It took a long time until he finally opened his voice. "Would I ask you ?" Ask alexa.
Raka frowned at Alexa's question. He thought it was a silly question that had been thrown out of the girl's mouth. Because all this time, he never asked permission when he wanted to ask.
"Isn't that a question ?" Seru Raka tried to melt the atmosphere that was currently starting to get serious.
"I don't want to joke" said Alexa with a serious look.
"alright.. Tell me what you want to ask" Raka said. The man now began to look serious listening to the question that would be asked by his female friend.
"Raka, answer me honestly" Alexa said before telling her the real question.
"What ?" Ask raka. Right now he was already made so curious as to what an alexa would ask.
Alexa turned her body, until now she was seen turning her back on the raka. "Am I wrong to love my best friend ?" Alexa asked which surprised me.
Raka was silent for quite a while, "Who is loved by alexa ? What did he say ? Love a friend ? Does she love me ?" Mumbled in his heart. A smile rose in the lips overshadowed that.
"Who is that ?" Ask raka later.
"Zayyan" Alexa replied firmly which made Raka very surprised to hear it. It turned out that everything he thought was wrong. The best friend the girl meant was not her but zayyan.
"I loved her from the first moment I met her. I liked him the first time he helped me back then"
"Am I wrong ! If I love my own best friend ?" Ask Alexa again to Raka.
Raka was silent for quite a while, before finally deciding to answer. "It's not wrong to love your best friend. Because there is no prohibition that says that you should not love a friend"
"But your love is Alexa's fault" cried raka again.
"Why is my love wrong ?" Alexa was confused. Didn't the man say that it's not wrong to love a friend then why did he say if my love was wrong, thought alexa.
"But isn't Nana gone ? I will take Nana's place as his wife" Alexa said.
"You need to be aware of Alexa, if you can't do that. You won't be able to position anyone"
"Nana did leave the zayyan house. But he did not go from zayyan's heart, mind and life. You can see for yourself how Zayyan has loved his wife. Even he was almost crazy for losing nana" said Raka gave understanding to alexa.
"But nana doesn't love zayyan" Denies alexa.
"You're a woman, I think you know more about women"
"Why do you think Nana could conceive her son zayyan ? Do you think Nana will give what she's been keeping for zayyan for free ?" Ask raka who made alexa not answer.
"I'm very sure, nana would never give up her honor to zayyan if there was not the slightest love in her heart for zayyan" answered raka.
Alexa was silent, her eyes were back in tears hearing raka's explanation. His heart was back, his heart seemed to stop beating.
"Then what about my love ?" Alexa asked with tears flowing. Raka closed her eyes for a moment, she adjusted her breathing and pulled Alexa into her arms.
"Alexa, listen to me. You are a beautiful woman, you are good, I beg you not to be evil just because your ambition wants to have zayyan"
"Try to open your eyes and look around you. There are still many men that you can love and there are still many men who can repay your love" said Raka.
"Like me. If only you knew how I felt about you alexa" muttered the raka in his heart.
Yes, actually raka has feelings for alexa whose incident is her own best friend. He often fought with Alexa. But it is one of the forms and ways he loves the girl who has stolen his heart since 5 Years ago. More precisely since the first time they met in college. Doesn't everyone have their own way of showing love and affection ?
The man now realized that they had been caught in a love triangle. She loves alexa and alexa loves zayyan. Until there is no love between them.
"Alexa, promise me that you'll forget your crazy love for zayyan. You have to promise that you have to let zayyan be happy with his love" said raka giving a hand to make alexa promise him.
"But raka" Denied alexa.
"Love is not just having. But also about sacrifice. True love is when we let our loved ones reach their happiness even though they are not with us" explained Zayyan.
"If you really love zayyan. So please let her be happy with nana" Pinta Raka.
Alexa is still tight. But his tears did not stop flowing from his eyes.
"But it will be very painful to see a loved one with another woman" Alexa said.
"It won't hurt, if you want to open your heart again and let another man into your heart" replied Raka.
"Do you want to promise me that you'll let zayyan be happy with nana ?" Ask raka.
"I don't know raka" replied Alexa turning her eyes. "But I will try to forget my love" he replied again.
Hearing that, Raka smiled at alexa. The man stretched out his arms so that the girl in front of him could enter into his arms.
Here's to the nanya, how's alexa thor ? The author has written a chapter about alexa.
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Kerinci, Jambi September 19, 2020
