Married Wrong

Chapter 49 Pov Antonio.

I heard he insinuated me. I did not see it, I slept on my back to Alwi and El. Is it true that he was intentionally speaking like that? And El issued a hadith about... Mm... I'm honestly embarrassed to mention it.

I am far from being a responsible husband, let alone a husband according to religious law. I admit, I am full of sins. I don't deserve to be called a husband.

Why should the woman return, while I was living the life of the household ark. It is also undeniable that I am still very heavy to take it off.

Not without reason, nor did I touch him. There is also a hadith about... Sorry for a woman if she was pregnant before marriage. I have to make him understand. My little girl seems to be an adult.

Before I explain everything, I suddenly want to pee. I especially hear my phone ringing. Before I went to the bathroom, I grabbed my phone first and I hurried away. I lift it after I finish my wish.

"Master, I haven't been able to get any information yet, I haven't been able to catch it at the moment,"

"So you mean... You haven't been able to catch him? I told you you had to be smarter. Shittt,"

"Yes, sir, I will try. As soon as possible I will definitely manage to catch him,"

"Indeed, I should have caught it, I'll give it until tomorrow. I don't want you to fail,"

"Okay sir, I'll try to bring her as soon as possible,"

"I don't want yesterday to happen again. Especially now that the El family is here. I'm worried that he hasn't been caught,"

"Yes sir, I know. The master and lady are back. That's why I'm going to try to get them caught tomorrow, sir,"

"Hopefully get caught. Okay fine! Good luck,"

"Thank you, happy resting. And I'm sorry to bother you all those nights," the call ended.

I breathed a heavy breath. Again, difficult things happen again. Likened in the phenomenal flm Warkop entitled 'forward hit back'. I came out of the bathroom and kept my phone on the nightstand.

I lay facing Alwi and El. This toddler can never be far from her Mommy. Alwi was always in our midst. In the sense of me, Alwi and also El. This is my sleeping position. I admit it's natural because Alwi never noticed more like a child. Maybe he also considers that the one who deserves to be his Daddy is Willy.

My niece was always on standby and was always the number one person if for this small matter. Moreover, soon he entered the age of 5 years.

Incredibly active development. Children his age sometimes speak plain but full of meaning. After I daydreamed, I abandoned my intention to tell him. Turns out he's asleep.

Did I dream too long. Dialogue with myself?

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I heard water splashing from inside the bathroom. I'm awake too. Of course by walking slowly so as not to wake the handsome.

I walked over and grabbed a towel near the bathroom door. And I heard El was talking? If you're on the phone why should the shower be turned on? My little girl seems to be hiding something.

"Hmm, so is that it? Yes, take him with you so that he can be processed immediately so that he rots the prison. Wear a layered article for premeditated murder,"

Hmmm, that's what I heard. I'm actually talking to who my little girl is. After I kept eavesdropping but there was no conversation back, I finally rushed downstairs to bathe in the guest room.

Now the time has shown at 07:00. As usual, I and the rest of the house ate breakfast in silence. Just the clinking of spoons and forks I heard.

"Are you going to the office today?" ask Papa Ananda to me. I just nodded my head.

"Just rest, let Galih handle everything today" he said again.

I thought for a moment. It is true that I can rest for today only. But... The taste?! I glanced at the filler girl of my heart niche with the tail of my eyes.

I also breathed heavily. I won't be able to linger on not greeting him. I don't want everyone to know my past. I can't stand it just looking at it from behind.

Too big my love. Especially after I found out that he was indeed the person I was looking for. He, he's just my heart. I have to do what I can to make everyone understand my situation. Why should it be like this?!

"Ehem." El clearedch.

I'm sure he knows my moves. I'm nervous too. To get rid of my nervousness I also answered Papa Ananda's throw.

"I'll just go to the office, Pah, it's okay. Just a slight scuff," I replied by downing my drinking water.

"Huh?! Heart swipe?! Daddy's heart mom can be scuffed? Daddy let's get a doctor to treat the blisters?" alwi answered the toddler I had always ignored. I didn't think he was watching me. I'm so moved. I was just stunned to hear his attention.

"Your Daddy's heart will not heal dear..," El replied to Alwi. What does this little girl talk about? Does he know everything?

"Keep... Where do we go to treat Daddy Mom?" alwi's great-grandson to El. Again the attention of the toddler made my heart ache again.

"Dear, don't think about it Mommy will treat Daddy ok?! You don't need to worry," said Mama Ima mediate questions Alwi who is in the growth of his curiosity deeper.

Mama Ima looks to hold the handsome one. But the toddler's gaze hinted that he was sad. Does he love me that way? I'm sorry, I wasted you guys.

Papa Nanda and Uncle Iman went to the back. And El Aurelia's best friend she's cleaning up the leftovers and dishwashing at this house. Don't forget also Princess secretary Willy who prefers to be my assistant in-laws? What a strange woman.

"Young...,"

"Why uncle?" answer Willy.

"May I ask you today to deliver Nuri? And let me take El to your office?" ask Willy.

"It's okay Uncle" replied Willy. Willy rushed to go with Nuri.

El and I walked down the road with other riders. Only this time after a long time we married with both. We are rarely alone. Even though we are a couple.

"According to the hadiths... I'm sorry El mas didn't mean to offend you let alone humiliate you? I hope you understand this explanation." I told my little girl. I saw him looking at me and nodding his head. He easily understands now. He's an adult apparently. But I could never get rid of my beloved calling. That's my little girl.

"Sadly, not infrequently men who impregnate run from responsibility alias blur. Finally there is another man who is kind and willing to marry a pregnant woman for adultery."

"But it does not mean that it is you El. It's just a glimpse of her," I said understandingly. He just nodded without refuting my speech.

"Will it be permissible to marry a woman who is pregnant because of adultery?"

"One of the religious teachers at Pondok Pesantren Al-Masthuriyah, Ustadz Muhammad Sulaiman Nur said, marrying a pregnant woman is not legal in the eyes of religion because her status is pregnant out of wedlock."

"The law of marrying a pregnant woman is invalid. In accordance with the Word of Allah SWT QS. At-Thalaq verse 4,"

In Surat At-Talaq Verse 4 Allah SWT says:

وَاللَّائِي يَئِسْنَ مِنَ الْمَحِيضِ مِنْ نِسَائِكُمْ إِنِ ارْتَبْتُمْ فَعِدَّتُهُنَّ ثَلَاثَةُ أَشْهُرٍ وَاللَّائِي لَمْ يَحِضْنَ ۚ وَأُولَاتُ الْأَحْمَالِ أَجَلُهُنَّ أَنْ يَضَعْنَ حَمْلَهُنَّ ۚ وَمَنْ يَتَّقِ اللَّهَ يَجْعَلْ لَهُ مِنْ أَمْرِهِ يُسْرًا

Wal-la'i ya'isna minal-mahii min nisa'ikum inirtabtum fa 'iddatuhunna salasatu asy-huriw wal-la'i lam yahidn, wa ulatul-ahmali ajaluhunna ay yada'na hallahunn, wa may yattaqillaha yaj'al lahu min amrihi yusra.

Meaning: And the women who do not menstruate anymore (monopause) among your women if you are hesitant (about their period of iddah), then their iddah period is three months; and so (also) the women who do not menstruate. And the women who are pregnant, their iddah is until they give birth to their womb. And whoever fears Allah, Allah will make his affairs easy for him.

"From the above verse, it is explained that a woman may be married if she has given birth. Although no official timeline has been completed, the woman is legal to marry."

"However, if the man or woman is forced to marry even though the woman is still pregnant. Then the marriage must be repeated again because again with the rules at the beginning, women can be married if it is not in a state of pregnancy."

"If she forced marriage while she was pregnant then she should repeat her marriage. Plus if you have sex with her man, as long as it is categorized as prosthetic,"

"Do you understand?" ask her.

I looked at El beside him. I saw his shoulders shake. Did I offend him? I'm sorry my little girl ... You're hurt by me again. El looked at me with tears.

"Yes... I understand Mas, we both already know each other's shortcomings, is it still appropriate for us to be together in the bonds of this holy marriage Mas? Let go of me, divorce me! We seek happiness in each of our lives."

Ciettt...

I flinched with his decision, I was surprised not to get upset.

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Antonio End Pov.