Married Wrong
Chapter 15 Assume Everything Never Happened
"I'm fine, I've been willing to sleep this," he said to end this call as soon as possible.
He still can not control the emotions that may one day his tears will fall.
"All right, good night. Don't you forget every prostration and prayer you say my name to be your priest?" Instantly the sad and moody face changed with a blushing face.
His welcome always soothed El's heart. His words could distract his sadness. Hopefully Antonio can still accept El's situation?!
"Never forget." He answered by blinking one eye.
"Well, it's good to tease you El." In his words, he heard her laugh.
"What the hell is it mocked, I'm mad ah that's it." El pretends to sulk.
"Yes your mood is not good it seems beautiful. Now baperan." Still with a sweet smile in front of El.
"Well, that's why it was?"
"Well good bye .. Assalamu'alaikum," Her pamphlet.
"Yes... Wa'alaikumsalam," ended his talk.
When the call ended she held her second phone, hugged it and cried deeply.
How should I mas? I should how? I'm dirty, I don't deserve you, aaahhhhhhhh. He screamed at himself.
Crying so much, shedding his sadness, he was confused how to talk to Antonio. When El was tired of crying, he fell asleep, into a dream.
***
The starry night featuring the moon was over. Now the sun has begun to show its light even though it still looks shy. The two foster brothers in this house are ready to go down for breakfast.
Hopefully there are no fierce fights between them, sometimes it may cross in the mind of El himself can martial but can not keep himself. It's a shame you El, where your martial prowess, where the sciences you've learned.
I don't know if his mind is nervous. Or is his consciousness clouded by Willy's drunkenness?
Let ... All has passed El, the rice has become porridge. Finally they walked down the stairs.
There was no greeting this morning, there was only silence, when it was up to the table eating and with the two art aunts in this house.
"Good morning, Mister, Miss," Greet the two arts.
"Auntie's for." El answered the two arts' greetings, dragged the chair and sat down and Willy remained silent without answering with his flat face.
"Auntie has breakfast? If we haven't had breakfast together?" Take El to both of his art.
The two arts just looked at each other
"No need for our Miss to eat in the back" replied the two arts quickly.
"You've gone back to breakfast if you don't want to have breakfast together, are you like this every day?" the question returns for both arts.
The two arts only nodded in affirmative sign.
"Geez bi don't be like this later there will be problems with your stomach, sorry yes I have not paid attention to your health, for the future before we eat even you eat first, you eat first, now go away."
"None right." They left behind their two masters who were enjoying breakfast. Willy was only able to say a word in his heart, it was very kind.
"El," he called out in a weakened tone.
Silent! There was no answer from the pretty lips of this girl, she just lowered her head to gather the courage to express her opinion. After gathering that courage, he began to raise his voice.
"Sir ..."
"Be normal so I can forget slowly. It's not easy, I know, but I can't accept your responsibility, I don't love you Brother" he replied, beginning to tear up.
"I don't want to marry you!"
If only Willy still remembered the first conversation about El when it was confirmed*a? And Willy's answer is to inevitably have to marry her even if she doesn't love each other.
But what is the power of feeling can not be forced, it is human if Willy feels guilty, but do not feel always guilty, because this is not just your fault, Willy, but he who does not want to accept your good intentions.
"Think that nothing ever happened, brother, I will still be your sister and you will always be my brother, I will not change my attitude towards you," he said in a weakened tone.
"Now eat yes Brother later you are late to the office." Willy nodded without answering.
They continued their morning breakfast in silence when the conversation ended. After finishing breakfast, Willy said goodbye to go to the office.
"El, Brother to the office first," said to El.
"Yes, sister, if I come home from college I go to the office is okay?" ask Willy.
***
El went back to the campus. He inhaled the air by slashing it slowly before he walked towards his class.
"Hi ... Meet again."
El also turned his head back while frowning until he saw his forehead scratches folded himself confused by the behavior of this one girl, he thought this girl was strange.
"You ... "
"So, why are you following me to campus?" he said with a ketus.
"Hey, what beautiful lady is in your brain? Lay out his questions. "I am also in college here" he replied evasively.
"Ohh, I'm sorry if that's true!" Apologizing for being too tight on her. "Who yesterday did you forget your name?"
"Who?"
"What am I?" The girl pointed at herself and looked to the left right.
"You're rambling." he said with a clack and went to his class.
"Eh Miss wait." He ran after El.
When the door to the class they even looked at each other and El just stared in wonder with the girl.
"What is a class? Incidentally, it looks like you're the new kid in this class?"
Not only will Aurelia answer but cannot be conveyed because the dosan has come and the time to discuss the material.
***
After a few hours have passed the material has been discussed, now is the time to go home. But not with El, he intends to go to Willy's office.
"Miss." Pangil Aurelia on El while running around small to align the direction of his journey.
"Huh let alone the one interfering with my time alone this girl." Nagging himself felt uncomfortable with his presence.
"Yes" he answered briefly.
"What?!!" Stop walking and look at the girl.
I'm nervous to see Gebetan. Inner Aurelia said.
"Eh anu what's yah." He just scratched the back of his head that was not itching
"Of course you want anything to bother me, I am very uncomfortable with your presence."
Why to the point once said. Inner Aurelia said back.
"It's okay miss, please continue your journey, hopefully until the destination safely." He said by playing on the bottom of his clothes.
"Is that all?" instead of answering, she asked questions back for Aurelia.
Aurelia fluttered and just nodded her head, what a strange girl according to El. El passed away leaving Aurelia feeling that the conversation was not important.
Strange girl. He murmured in his heart.
El waved his hand to stop the taxi and enter it. When in El's car again held his chest, he recalled the events of the night that had made his life weak.
He cried as much as he could by staring at the portrait of the handsome man who always asked him to say his name in every prostration and prayer.
***
If only I could choose
I don't want it to happen
Tell me that I am not worthy
To be next to you
So I can stop loving you wishing you and keep your name in my heart.
(El-Suci Nanda Maharani)
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