Married Handsome Widow My Ex-Fiance's Dad
Episode 98: Awakening
The day is near enough noon approximately shows 10:00.
Currently, Stella was in the funeral arena belonging to the Chastielo Family.
This is the location where the late Bladder Mother Allen was buried.
Stella, just knew this place was one of the places that Allen used to visit often when he felt sad.
These kinds of things, not only happened once or twice, there were some times in the past, where Allen was open to ever feeling so sad and devastated like this.
But maybe the sadness experienced in the past will not be as bad as the present.
As Stella stared at the name impregnated, somehow her feelings became quite complicated.
"Shopia Lawrence's.... I don't know what you've been through in the past, it might be something pretty heavy, but I think to your selfishness, it's not only destroying Felix, it's destroying your own Son, Allen.... Allen felt the most hurt by all of this.... I've known Allen since childhood, how he was so sensitive to this topic, but in the end the inevitable reality destroyed Allen. Even though, you hate Felix so much, have you never thought about how your son would fare in the future?"
Stella had no idea, there was no point in talking to a dead person.
He immediately turned around and left the place, looking for another place that Allen might come to.
Yeah, even now Allen knows about Cynthia's betrayal.
"Where, Uncle Felix I can't call anyway, he's still avoiding me, really annoying,"
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The sky slowly turned dark. The weather was somehow bad enough, and suddenly it immediately rained, drizzling small.
But in one particular Park, exactly one of the trees that is quite shady, there is a young man sitting on the ground, as if he did not care about the rain that began to fall.
In the rain the young man slowly cried.
Allen was still lamenting about how his life was going.
Now everyone is completely deceiving him.
It was as if nothing was on his side.
Just now, he also called his Grandfather, Richard seems like he is busy taking care of something, is something like suddenly his other son was involved in an accident or something?
Never mind, Allen also did not want to be so concerned about those things.
The bad reality he received was enough to destroy him.
When everyone knew that he was not the Bladder Son of Felix Chastielo, everyone seemed to turn away from him, and leave him like this.
Especially, his wife Cynthia.
Cynthia's traitor was completely outrageous.
He didn't think he would be lied to until this bad.
Even the child that Cynthia was carrying, herself thought to be her child, was not.
He was also quite looking forward to the boy later.
Why, Cynthia could have tricked him and could have done this to him?
When he thought of these things, Allen suddenly remembered his father Felix.
How did his father feel when he found out that he was not his Son?
Does his father feel bad like this too?
So his dad started hating him all this time?
Then seen venting his anger on her?
Allen knew the answer to that question could only begin to think about it.
But he also does not know anything, it is not his fault if it turns out that he is not the Son of the Bladder Felix Chastielo.
It was as if everyone was lighting themselves up about this fact?
Allen began to stare at the slowly darkening sky.
God if the heavens understand about this broken feeling.
He now feels alone and has no one on his mind.
Moments like this he remembered something, a memory of his childhood.
At one time, he also felt desperate like this when invited by other children that he was not the Son of the Bladder Felix's father, Felix, and how did Felix's father not come to his birthday party, huh was it around him twelve years old?
The greetings of those years at home were quite lonely, and his Father slowly drifted away, and everyone still liked to mock him how much he did not resemble his Father, he said, then how did Grandpa and Grandma complain about the graduation grades of the School is not so good.
He then went to this park, and began to cry alone here.
Different that day, there was a man who came to him and comforted him.
'It's okay, Allen. Everything will be fine, let's study hard, so later your Grandpa and Grandma will not be angry anymore, also later your father will be good to you,'
'Really 'that?'
'I don't know, but shouldn't we try? Instead of staying silent like this, I will help you,'
'But... Maybe I'll let you down just like I let my family down,'
'It's okay, for me, Allen is Allen, whether you're good or bad, whether we're great or not, no matter where you're from which family, Allen is Allen, '' Allen,'
A sudden smile, Allen missed....
When recalling those memories suddenly, Allen's heart also ached.
It is not that the two of them do not have good and valuable memories maybe because of the Inferior complex that he has, which makes him even jealous of Stella.
He who was from the beginning was someone who was very bad.....
When Allen started thinking about that, suddenly there was an umbrella covering him.
Seeing that the water was no longer there, Allen began to look up.
This was the face of a familiar girl.
"Allen, it looks like you haven't changed, you still like to go to this place,"
Allen's expression clearly felt determinedly staring at Stella who was standing there.
"Ke.... Why are you here?"
"Of course I'm here looking for you, because I'm worried about you...."
"There's no point in worrying about me, there won't be any profit you can get with it,"
"I know, from the very beginning of meeting you, I felt like I'd never had any advantage, not even now,"
"I'm not the Son of the Vanguard Felix Chastielo,"
Stella then immediately took a deep breath, and said,
"Then, what's with that? I've told you before I don't really care about that sort of thing, Allen is still Allen.... Everything's gonna be okay,"
Those words were familiar, and made Allen feel touched.
Then, Allen began to remember, his days since childhood were quite heavy, but it was not as heavy as he thought, because actually there was Stella who was always beside him.
Perhaps her self was too blinded by her hatred, to the point of not realizing this kindness...
Realizing her true feelings.
Actually, it's not bad there's Stella on her side, who always cares about her.
The reason why he felt uncomfortable when he saw Stella with others...
Stella who looked at Allen who even let out her tears the more it became tangent.
And immediately hugged her.
"Allen, you're an adult, why are you still so fond of crying like this?"
However Allen did not listen to those words, only drowned in his mind, and returned Stella's embrace.
Stella still cares about him even with everything she does to him, in contrast to the people she cares about, they turn to her instead when she falls like this.
Sincerity, which was too late for him to realize...
Which he does not want to admit because of the selfishness that he has...
She likes Stella more than she thinks...
But maybe this is not the time to think about it...
"Why do you still care about me?"
"Allen, you should have noticed. The one who cares about you is not just me... There's Rhea, and your father, Felix Chastielo.... Your dad cares about you too and he always worries about you when you're gone...."
"My dad? She obviously hates me,"
Stella then started taking her phone, and showed me a picture.
"Allen, when did your father Felix ever actually say he hated you? Hasn't it been since you were a child that always stood up for you? Always said you were his favorite son,"
"But I'm not his son,"
"Even if you have no blood relation, Felix has raised you well and loved you like his own Son... Your father does look a little cold, maybe it's because he can't be too direct, he's just a little stiff and can't express his affection, it's just that he obviously loves you. Look at this photo, when you were in a coma at the Hospital, who do you think took care of you? Is that Cynthia? Obviously not, it's your father, Felix, he cares so much and loves you so much but that was, he probably couldn't really show it because of his attitude.... Well, for some of this kind of thing, I think you two are pretty similar...."
Hearing those words, Allen became startled, especially after seeing some of the photos Stella addressed, Allen clearly saw the face of sincerity and worry on his father's face while taking care of him and bathing him when he was in a coma.
A warm look that he really misses from his father, Felix Chastielo.
Isn't Felix Chastielo's father really fond of her?
Then things happen later in the day....
No. gabe....
"Stella´s... We'd better get to X Street, right away,"
"Eh? Why suddenly?"
"I don't have time I'll explain later while on the road...."
He was a fool, if he had been unaware of how Felix's father felt about him.
Indeed, if his father wanted revenge, hated him or something, wouldn't it be better to have thrown himself away since he was a child?
His father instead raised him like this in a comfortable life and did not lack anything, maybe that's how his father Felix addressed his awkward affection...
Damnit...
I hope it's not too late...
