Married Handsome Widow My Ex-Fiance's Dad

Episode 55: Stella's Feelings

Hearing Rhea's question, Stella then nodded.

"That's right, I actually made a decision that was so Implusive when I felt desperate and didn't know what to do anymore, I really didn't think it was until I got my blessing,"

Rhea became speechless after hearing that.

"That must be a hard thing for Stella, sister,"

"Very right, I'm so tired of all this. Back then, I really didn't know what to do, I just wasn't willing to see them be happy above the suffering I was going through. I initially tried to get revenge with the Marriage, to upset Allen, but in the end I got innocent people involved in these sickening things, which makes me feel so guilty... So do you think the decision I made was wrong?"

Rhea who got the question of course became speechless and thought.

He himself did not know whether the decision was right or wrong.

Because things get complicated, and they get more and more complicated.

"But I thought... How yes, Brother... I might not expect this to offend Sister Stella," Rhea said with doubtful excitement.

"It's okay, just tell me your opinion,"

"I don't think marriage is a joke,"

"Yes you're right. That's why I also want to try to make this marriage not just a joke, I want to make this Marriage into serious things, My marriage with Uncle Felix. But the more I get here I find it very difficult...."

"Sister Stella.... Does Stella like Uncle Felix?"

Stella was silent for a while, still thinking for herself about the feelings she had.

"I don't know either. To be honest my heart is still unable to receive love again, having experienced so much betrayal as before, and it is not just this. Do you know? Cynthia was already pregnant with Allen, which means they did when Allen and I were obviously engaged, and it was really hard for me,"

Rhea also became confused as to what kind of response.

But he also did not think that the behavior of his Cousin Brother was worse than he thought.

Whahuh?

Sis Allen could actually do such a thing before she got married?

Even then she was engaged....

How could...

Did Allen go that far?

"What's? Allen can get there like that? That's.... It's really not like Brother Allen we both know,"

Stella who heard that then immediately said,

"Yes like you said, Allen's not the Allen we know.... I don't know what makes it that way...."

"Then what about Stella? Does Brother Stella still have feelings for Brother Allen,"

Stella then fell silent and said,

"I don't know about this either. It's still hard for me to accept any of this, a lie if I say I don't have feelings for her... It's just... To some degree I could hate him, after all the pain he gave me.... But.... But... I don't really know either.... It was as if everything was just yesterday when we had a wonderful time together, yet it was as if everything was destroyed in one night and became like this.... I hateit... I also hate how hesitant I am, "rich Stella with sad dispersion, then she continued saying again,

"And I also know how this doubt of mine offended Uncle Felix, but what can I do? All of these things are going too fast.... Everything was just a nightmare, coming in an instant.... I have also tried to open my heart, but I see Uncle Felix does not understand this one bit, the fear of being betrayed and abandoned is still in my heart, I also know Uncle Felix is not such a person, yet I also clearly know, that even to this second if he still loves Mother Bladder Allen, even after a lot of time has passed. It all makes me doubt this marriage,"

Rhea listened to all the curses, obviously feeling sad when thinking about it, Kak Stella's position must be difficult.

Now having to get caught between the Father and the Son, the two seem to be very difficult to guess and understand.

"Sister Stella should be able to forget Brother Allen,"

Stella always tried to wipe away her tears and said,

"It's been hard, all the time you've been through, I really didn't think that Brother Allen could do that, anyway,"

"I should be able to easily hate him, it's just that sometimes I still have uncomfortable feelings when I meet him, even though I try to be strong by making him upset. I really don't know what to do...."

"I feel the source of this problem seems to be from that girl named Cynthia," Rhea again tried to deduce.

"Yes, all these problems did come from him, he who appeared all of a sudden and ruined everything, I know all of this is indeed his... but I really didn't think he'd go that far to take what I had..."

"Indeed I also already had a bad feeling when I met him this morning,"

"Everything he does is a hoax, you should also be careful with this Cynthia" Stella said.

"Yes, I'll be careful. But there are still some things that make me awkward, is it true that Cynthia is pregnant sister Allen? We both know what Allen looks like, even if he's completely changed... But... I don't know, I don't know, just thinking about some random stuff, either,"

Stella then fell silent, never thinking about this possibility.

What she clearly knew was that Cynthia was sneaky.

"But if it's not Allen's son, who's it?" Stella said again.

"Well, I know too. I just thought that she didn't seem like a good girl,"

"Yes, that's also how I initially opposed their marriage, only, Allen's father was too gentle with his Son, he still approved of Allen's Request,"

Rhea then also remembered something,

"Then what is Allen's relationship with his father?"

"How do I say it? Their relationship is still like that, between far and not far,"

Stella always thought about it and wondered why she saw that Felix sometimes kept her own distance from her son, but now she knew the answer.

Uhhh...

Those things must have been hard for Uncle Felix, too.

Once again, Stella got dizzy on her own when she thought about the relationship between Father and Son.

But how else?

The relationship between himself and Felix, will never be far from Allen, because anyway, Allen still considered Felix as his Son.

"It seems like talking about it just makes you dizzy. I think we should have fun first, forget for a moment about Kak Stella. All of this does take time can not be instant, I'm sure there will be time for Brother to find happiness, Brother Stella do not need to worry too much I'm sure everything will be fine, I'm sure all will be fine, let time be answered, and Sister Stella definitely should not give up easily,"

"Yes, thank you Rhea for the advice,"

After saying those difficult things, the two of them then started ordering how much food in the Restaurant, as well as some Desert that looked very good.

Stella tries to get rid of her sadness by enjoying those foods.

There were many things he wanted to tell apart from his problem with Allen.

But he doesn't know where to start either.

Maybe next time he'll talk about it.

For now, he wants to focus on calming down.

Forget all these complicated and convincing things.

Forgetting is not an answer....