Married Handsome Widow My Ex-Fiance's Dad
Episode 52: Painful Things
Felix remembers the past, the days he spent with Shopia...
It was him who forced the girl from the beginning to be with her.
Even if he knew, Shopia didn't love him.
With hope that when they get married, Shopia will fall in love with him, she decides to marry him....
Making Shopia his own....
He himself was patient from the beginning of their relationship both are wrong....
He even on their first night, forcing Shopia to get in touch with him....
'Shopia, from today on you are mine, you will no longer be able to escape me, I love you so much.... We'll be together forever...'
'You may have my body, but you will never have my heart forever.... Even until I die!'
It was an oath that Shopia had said on their First Night.
Their relationship starts from a compulsion, which forces her love for Shopia.
Initially, Felix did not think too much about those things, and considered that if he continued to show his kindness and seriousness, in their relationship, Shopia would be melted down on his love.
Ever since they got married, she had never seen Shopia smile...
It was as if the cheerful Shopia he had always seen had disappeared was replaced with a face of despair and sadness...
At that time, Felix wondered if he was wrong to force Shopia to marry him?
Is his love for Shopia wrong?
Indeed, at that time he also knew that Shopia loved others...
But that man is dead....
So, Felix had hopes of getting into his heart slowly.
The more their marriage relationship goes, there is only quarrel and sad face Shopia.
He tried to do everything he could for Shopia...
Make him smile again...
'What do you want me to do to make you happy? I'll do anything for you,'
'All I want is for you to tell me.'
It was a short answer, not even a month since they got married.
Sophia always asked for things that were impossible for her to do.
He has tried, to please Shopia, to buy her favorite flowers every day, to bring her favorite Shopia dishes.
'I don't like food from the outside,'
To comply with the request, she even learned to cook for Shopia, trying to cook whatever she liked.
'I've made what you want, you'll love it,'
'I don't need that,'
But Shopia never wanted to eat the cooking of himself willingly, he had to force it first so that he would.
'If you continue like this, I will stop your father's medical expenses at the Hospital!'
With some of the same balls he could always persuade Shopia.
Now he realizes that all of this has left Shopia even more devastated.
He became unable to stand it, seeing Shopia's dispersion become more and more pale, losing his smile.
Until one day, there was good news about his wife's pregnancy.
She always hoped that, with Shopia's pregnancy, this would be able to improve their relationship.
He also saw, Shopia could smile again after knowing his pregnancy.
From here he began to have a hope, maybe with the presence of a child between the two of them, Shopia will open his heart to him.
Those moments, were the happiest times for him, being able to be with the woman he loved so much, waiting for their future child who would be born into the world.
Thinking about it, at that time, where he would soon become a father...
Having a child of the woman he loves the most...
During her pregnancy, she clearly took good care of Shopia, leaving her with nothing to lack and always checked on time, she always accompanied Shopia when checking with her obstetrician.
See how Shopia's pregnancy develops from the USG screen, where the tiny fetus grows little by little.
When Shopia entered his craving, he clearly tried hard to comply with the demand, even though it was quite strange things sometimes.
It's okay for their baby.
He was even very pounding waiting for news from the doctor about the gender of their child.
'This baby is a boy....'
He becomes so happy when he will have a baby boy, it will definitely be similar to him, or maybe a combination of him and Shopia.
Those Beautiful days go on until Shopia's pregnancy gets bigger.
Until then, when he was busy for a moment and had to go outside the City, there was an unpleasant incident, where Shopia had fallen, somehow the story.
Those things, make Shopia's family become disturbed.
He who was outside the city clearly immediately went home.
So scared about what happened.
'Mistress Shopia's Pregnancy Condition, it may be quite difficult if continued, it may harm the Mother, but it may also harm the Baby,'
Based on the advice of doctors, it is better if the pregnancy Istirnya, to be aborted, rather than endangering the lives of both of them.
Choose one of two lives.
He became so difficult, Because it was the child of himself and the woman he loved was clearly not easy to choose the decision suggested by the doctor.
However, she is also unlikely to be able to lose Shopia, if indeed the pregnancy is continued can endanger the life of Shopia.
Until Shopia found out about this news and made a very clear decision.
'I will keep this baby no matter what, I'm sure I can give birth to this baby safely,'
Seeing the determination of the day, Felix was a little determined, he thought Shopia was also thinking about how valuable their future child was.
With that he has confidence if Shopia, may have opened his heart a little, with how Shopia was so stubborn to keep the child in the womb.
He could not do anything and just follow the will of Shopia.
'I will definitely give birth to this child well, I promise, so you must also promise me to look after this child later,'
'Of course, this is our son, I will definitely take care of him always looking after this child,'
After that incident, Shopia did experience difficult times during her pregnancy.
Spend more time in the hospital than at home.
'I'll give a name to this kid, what about Allen's name?'
Felix also saw how his wife was eagerly awaiting the birth of their future son, even eager to give him a name.
'Yes, of course, that sounds a good name, Allen Chastielo, he will be my proudest Son in the future,'
Felix saw Shopia just smiling and without saying anything else after that.
Until the days passed quickly the next, and again Shopia experienced a severe contraction, which made Shopia forced to give birth early.
But unfortunately, those things did not go well.
Felix is initially thrilled to see how Shopia manages to give birth to their son, who was born in good health, despite having to enter the incubator room afterwards.
Looking at the little baby, Felix's happiness felt complete, the cry of the little baby that was the new life.
'Now your name is Allen... Allen Chastielo, my proud son. You are so great, you were born safe and sound....'
Prospective pride in the future, unfortunately happiness did not last long until the doctor gave bad news about how the condition of Shopia began to drop.
In his last seconds, Shopia regained consciousness and saw his son.
'Felix, you have to promise to take care of him for me... I'm sorry....'
'Hey, what are you saying? We're obviously going to keep this kid together....'
However, after that Shopia's condition became so bad, and those were the last words Felix heard from the woman he loved.
He was devastated, having been left by Shopia for all eternity...
They haven't even been able to enjoy their happiness...
Many regrets after Shopia's death....
Felix really doesn't know what to look like after Shopia's death...
But even though his wife was dead, the little baby he was born with, grew up healthy.
For the sake of giving birth to that baby...
He lost Shopia...
Suddenly, as Felix looked at the baby, his feelings were so chaotic.
However, the little baby also brings happiness to Felix, filling his days of overcoming his grief after being left by Shopia.
Felix himself took care of the child, the child of himself and the woman he loved so much....
He saw the boy grow up little by little....
Allen, his dearest son....
They were very close when Allen was little, Felix who always held Allen who was still a baby, stood up to him when he questioned, his son who had poor taste because he could never see his mother....
'But it's okay... You still have Daddy... Allen Father's Beloved Son..... Allen Castielo....'
Until reality finally came out.
It was when Allen was 4 to 5 years old, who needed blood because of the accident that hit him.
How Allen's blood does not match his, even though he has the same blood type as Shopia...
Until a reality that he had never thought of back then appeared in his mind...
And so it was, finally after the DNA test, and the results came out....
Shopia's words on their first night come true...
All this made Felix finally understand.
That, Shopia never loved her even until she left this world...
The reason why Shopia had kept the baby so hard, was not because it was their baby, but because it was the baby of the boy that Shopia loved so much...
It all seemed like a slap to Felix...
That all of this might have been his fault from the start for forcing Shopia into his possession...
Is it wrong to want someone you love to be his?
But these things only made him broken.....
