MARRIED FOR TRUST

Chapter 81. Circumstances

“With our story, I took a deep breath and asked in my heart why you still keep on my mind.”

“Why is this love so deep for you, even after I lost you, that even though I have killed many times the longing continues to grow.”

“I'd love to tell you how I make myself laugh every day, but it all starts and ends the same. My days begin and end empty without you.”

“I'd love to tell you how hard this miss is, how it hurts when we're so close, but untouchable.”

“Now I realize, no matter what reason I make, not having you makes my life so bad.”

- Aydin Dzauky

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While a man hopes that no one is aware of his presence.

When He felt that his plan was going well, without Him realizing there was someone who had long been aware of his presence.

“Excuse me son,” greet the woman.

“Iya Ma'am,” reply nervous.

“Do you have time? Can we talk to you for a minute?”

“No need to hesitate, just the two of us. There's just something I want to be sure of.” Convincing continues.

The man is still tight-lipped.

“I'll keep it a secret if you watch him today, as well as yesterday. How?”

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In a cafe whose visitors are mostly young and young, an adult man is now sitting in the presence of a middle-aged woman.

After ordering drinks and snacks, the middle-aged woman began to introduce herself.

“Sorry if I force you to come with me.” His words started the conversation.

“Include me Martha, I'm the mother of someone you've been watching the last month." Further.

Aydin smiled awkwardly, He's like a criminal caught by the hand.

“Include Madam, my name is Aydin Dzauky.” The man introduced himself.

Truly nervous, now He is dealing directly with the Mother of the woman He longs for.

“You know one of my daughters?” ask Martha.

“What Amora? The esme? Or maybe Risa?” continued.

“Hemmm, actually I am a former lover of Risa.” Reveal it.

Martha's eyes are breaking, “That child is well, even until it's been an ex she didn't tell me. “ Disappear.

"The bad boy never told me if he had a lover in Indonesia." His grunt.

"Are you the reason he chose to leave Korea?" inquiringly.

Aydin shakes.

"It doesn't seem like Madam. Risa and I met a few months ago. My sister is a model who became Risa's student."

“I saw you several times in hospital, police station, and now here it turns out we meet again.” Martha Obviously.

“May I know why you followed my daughter?” search Martha again.

“I, I, I just miss him.” Answer Aydin honestly and then duck .

“Rindu? Do you still love my daughter?” Ask Martha.

Aydin was silent, and the atmosphere instantly became silent.

A servant came to take their order.

Aydin was confused if He should be honest about his feelings or He should give up again as He has been doing.

“Connecting with Risa does require an extra struggle Aydin. My husband and I have experienced it.” Martha said.

“We met a teenage Risa, She was 18 years old then.”

Martha sighed, remembering how difficult Risa used to be to open her heart.

“Both of my twins love Risa very much. Amora with her firm and disciplined attitude, Esme with her casual attitude follows the instincts of teenager Risa.” Martha laughed as she recalled that time.

“As Risa has already opened her heart to her two brothers, but not to our foster parents.”

“Hardheaded and hard to believe, that's Kim Risa. Two years we lived together, then He could open himself to us.” Martha Obviously.

“For 2 years never once have we changed Aydin. My husband once said, facing someone like Risa, even though it will be difficult but you only need him to trust you once. And you'll have her.” Her speech.

“Maklumi Risa if she doesn't know much about lovers.” Further.

“If I ask him on a blind date, he always refuses to even mess it up.”

“She has trauma with love and betrayal.” Martha Obviously.

“For me Risa is perfect Mistress. I'm sorry, but honestly I'm a widower and have a son. All my family loves Risa, especially my son. Only Risa, the woman who can take my son's heart after his mother is gone.” Aydin.

“Then, why did you guys break up?” ask Martha.

“I'm a man still tied to the past. I'm not good enough for a perfect woman like her.” Lirih Aydin's.

“Aydin, from the first moment I realized that if you were watching us I never suspected you. My instincts feel you're a good man.” Martha said

“But it's okay, I'm glad that you chose to give my daughter reality instead of forcing you to be with her but the past still looms over you.”

"If one day you decide to chase him back, make sure you're completely sincere with your past.” His sweat.

Before leaving, Martha left a business card, “Contact me sometime."

Aydin's gaze followed Martha's steps until she disappeared behind the cafe door.

Aydin breathed a sigh of relief, “ I don't know when I dare to let go of my past.”

Let it be like this for now, just enjoy the laughter from a distance.

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While in a hospital, Risa stepped hesitantly towards a room that is now guarded by 2 officers from the police.

“Sorry, what's the need?” ask one of the officers.

“I want to meet patients on behalf of Anggun.” Answer Risa.

“What is your relationship with patients?” Ask the officer again.

“I, patient brother .” Answer's short. For the first time He recognized the status of his relationship with Anggun.

The officer asks for Risa's identity, doing some data checking before finally allowing Risa to enter.

Risa's cry broke when she saw Anggun with one handcuffed to the bed, while the other was deliberately tied.

His body was thin, the bottom of his eyes were black with dry lips.

His eyes were blank, empty, and without direction.

According to the nurse who accompanied Risa,

This is the impact of drug dependence experienced Anggun.

These were the hardest times for him.

Graceful several times contemplated suicide.

God really shows his power.

Only He can turn a person's life upside down.

After swerving Anggun Risa back to see the officer.

He asked the officer how the chronology of events until his half-brother became like this.

¤¤¤¤¤《Flashback On》 ¤¤¤¤¤

*Family, career, future, now ruined.

It all started when 5 years ago the harmony of his family was destroyed, tarnished by the betrayal of the Father with a young woman who was none other than his secretary*.

Like reflecting on yourself, Anggun thought his mother would be honored to accept or maybe would choose to part with his father.

*But what happened, her mother whose heart was covered by anger, followed in the footsteps of the father with the aim of avenging her husband's actions.

Spending every night with a paid man much younger than him. Until I finally left home*.

*Born as an only child then made Graceful as a curse.

No place to share, until finally He began to fall into the dark circle of drugs*.

*Tonight is the culmination, Anggun feels no meaning in this world anymore.

After being desecrated by her biological father, conceiving a baby who was not who her father was, until the fact that soon she would live poor, made Anggun feel at the bottom of his life*.

With dark eyes He swallowed all the pills that had been his friend when He was sad, when He was alone.

His laughter echoed in his spacious room. He looked around his room.

“Even in the last moments of my life only these pills accompany me.” His great-grandson on the sidelines held back the dizziness in his head.

“Goodbye cruel world, I hope I will never come back again.” His inner self before the pain began to suffocate his neck and a tightness pressed against his chest.

Not long after, the door of Anggun's room was knocked.

Because there was no answer, so the door had to be broken.

Indri, the mother immediately entered, her eyes round seeing the reality before her now.

“ANGGUN.............. TIDAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!”

Pekik Indri, refused to believe the reality he now sees.

Her daughter's body lay on the floor, with a thin black nightgown that became her favorite.

From his mouth put out foam. His body still occasionally sank slowly.

Around him were scattered bottles and some pills, he said, also the family photos that have been torn into smaller pieces as if to explain how this happened and what became the motive of this young woman desperate to do the action.

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We never know what surprises God has prepared.

Sometimes they are at the top, sometimes they are at the bottom.

What others experience, can befall us in an instant.

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