
‘ If ‘ .
One word that is now in the top chart on the mind of an Aydin . But would ‘ if ‘ could help him now ? NO !
If this were true now for an Aydin, it would be an entrance to the gate of regret .
In the room occupied by Mama Indira and Papa Dimas, now Aydin and Franda have sat facing each other .
No one has opened their voice . Only Mama Indira can be seen holding Franda's hands . Franda had just looked down, not daring to look at Aydin and Papa Dimas .
Tok..
The sound of the door being knocked.
Papa Dimas immediately opened the door .
Visible Risa in, walking slowly behind Papa Dimas .
“ Sorry to interrupt , Ayana asked me to come here ” said Risa . He really felt awkward in the middle of this tense atmosphere .
“ Sit Risa , Papa who calls you . “ Say Papa Dimas .
The remaining place is now just next to Aydin, inevitably He has to sit there .
Risa sat with a focused gaze to Papa Dimas, once she had a glance at Mama Indira who was calming Franda .
Franda really looks like a victim right now.
Whereas earlier from what Risa saw, there was no sign of coercion at all .
“ Papa gathers you here , to discuss the embarrassing incident between Franda and Aydin . “ Say Papa Dimas firmly .
“ Pa , sorry if Aydin interrupts . I think it should be me and Risa talking together first “
Aydin had not finished his speech but was soon interrupted by Risa .
“ I think you should correct, the one who should talk is you and Franda . I shouldn't even be here . “ Resist Risa .
“ Enough ! “ Snap Papa .
“ That is why Papa gathered you together, so that what we talked about is open and all talks are the same . "
Aydin looked at Risa , “ actually how does this woman feel to me ? why does he look so calm ? does he believe that between me and Franda nothing happens ? “ inner Aydin full question mark .
“ Now explain how this all happened “ Papa Dimas command .
“ Last night Risa and I had a fight, then Franda came . We chatted and he offered coffee in his room . I thought Ayana was there so I agreed . We had a chat for a moment on the porch of Franda's room and after that I don't remember anymore . “Ucap Aydin reveals the truth .
Papa Dimas turned to look at Franda .
“ Yes , which Aydin says is correct Om . Ayana was guarding Dafha on Aydin's own orders . We had coffee on the terrace, Aydin recounted his quarrel with Risa . Then .... , “ Franda suddenly sobbed , cupped his face with both palms , even his shoulders seemed to tremble .
“ Franda ! Don't make it up, I'm sure once last night nothing happened . “ Jerky Aydin .
Franda did not answer , He was silent .
“ Risa , dear , you have to believe I can't possibly do it . “ she said reassuring Risa .
While Risa only smiled, with her flat face look, making Aydin even harder guess what the woman was thinking .
“ What makes you sure Aydin ? Seeing your appearance earlier, it is likely that if nothing happens it seems impossible .” Papa Dimas's Speech .
In his heart Franda now laughs triumphantly .
By maintaining his sobbing and facial expression of regret , “ Om , I just follow what Aydin said ,” he said hoping to get sympathy .
“ Then what's the point of us talking like this if I don't have a chance to defend myself . “ Grunts Aydin .
“ To disconnect the step after this what is it like ? “ Mama Indira finally opens voice .
“ Sorry Om , Auntie , it looks like I have no interest here . If it's a relationship between me and Aydin, we're actually over . “ Say Risa .
“ RISA ! “ The clash came from Aydin .
“ Stop discussing farewell , end what ? I never agreed to end this relationship . “ Strictly .
“ Please Aydin , rather than maintaining this relationship you better take responsibility for what you make . I'm sure Franda can and is willing to accept a man whose heart has been divided . “ Say Risa .
Risa came out of that room, her goal was her room . He believes Aydin must have followed him, may Dafha be in the room so that he does not have to discuss this anymore .
Risa opens the door to the room, but unfortunately Dafha is not there . Wanted to go somewhere else but it was too late because Aydin had already closed and locked the door .
“ Risa don't say you also think if me and Franda ,” Aydin did not continue his words .
“ Tell me if you were in my shoes, what would you think if Franda was me ? “ Risa lazy arguing . His energy is not yet , he has not even had breakfast .
“ But you should be able to trust me more , I am your lover “ said Aydin .
“ Why should ? “ ask Risa . “ Is it just because last night I said I love you & then you thought I'd be stupid ? “ tanyanya challenging .
“ Aydin since yesterday it feels like I really want to leave this place , only Dafha is the one who keeps me. But by your actions, thank you for giving me the way home . “
" It's funny because when we had a fight you went to talk to your ex . You're surprised I know Franda is your ex ? " ask Risa.
" If you really want to maintain this relationship you should have come to me last night, not to another woman . " Say Risa .
“ Don't try to go from here without me Risa , don't try to leave me . “ Aydin is confused, whether he should be angry, sorry, or just sad .
For sure he is not ready if the short-lived relationship with Risa must end .
“ I won't try , but I will definitely do it . “ Reply Risa .
“ I'll never hesitate like you Aydin . Including to go from this place at this time also I have no doubt . “ he added full of confidence .
“ So don't get in my way, and please don't be a coward. Aren't you someone who abstains from breaking a promise ? Then take responsibility for your actions .”
Risa ignored Aydin's words, She headed for the closet and packed her clothes .
“ Risa , please stop . You don't have to go like this .” Pinta Aydin .
“ Then say I should What ? you want me to accept you here and look like a pathetic lover ? “ ask Risa .
“ Alright if you force your way home , we'll go home together . “ Say Aydin .
“ No . What is still unclear , our relationship ended . Even I told you in front of Papa and Mama . “ Say Risa emphasizes each word .
“ We are still in the emotional state of Risa, we can still talk about this later , please . “ Sayings Aydin softens .
“ No more us Aydin . “ Reply Risa , while walking out the room pull her suitcase and bag .
“ If you really go , then never expect to see Dafha again . “ Say Aydin .
Risa's steps stopped . For some reason hearing the name Dafha, her tears could no longer be contained .
“ Dafha intelligent child , I am sure he will understand . “
“ I went ,” part .
Risa left without turning her head or turning around though .
By using the ship he rented with the help of Steve , his journey to Sorong began .
More precisely , his journey to eliminate his feelings of love for Aydin .
In his laughter tucked in sadness, it should be in a place as beautiful as heaven I remember the beautiful, but what happened He must remember the bad .
“ Ikhlaskan Kim Risa , God has shown you the way to go home . “ Inner .
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"There are people who believe that holding on and holding on is a sign of strength. But there are times when it takes even more strength to know when to let go and do it." - Ann Landers
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To be continue