
In the gray room there was only to the joy and silence that struck, Fariz and Liza were both silent and sat by the side of the bed against each other.
Fariz was silent because of the burden of thought that filled her head at this time, while Liza was struck by fear of her decision that her husband might oppose. But, how else, he really wants this fetus to keep growing in his womb until born into the world. This may be the toughest test for Liza in her entire life.
"Mas, don't know what else to say. But, if it's a danger to your life, you better just throw it out."
Liza shook her head strongly and squeezed the bed sheet, rejecting Fariz's proposal.
"I don't want to! I have the right to the decision I choose, Mom! I don't want to drop it," Liza refused in a low tone of voice at the end of the sentence.
The woman's body trembled again, biting her lower lip withholding sobs and also a pain that gripped the inside of her chest. Fariz would not understand and understand what she was feeling right now even if the man was her husband. The work system of a person's heart is different including Fariz who prefers his ego for love and heart.
Fariz turned his body facing towards Liza who was still on her back. He could clearly see the look of his wife's sadness and disappointment from the reflection of the mirror facing Liza. He loved his wife very much and did not want anything bad to happen to her.
"It's really hard for you. But don't force anything to harm you, honey." Fariz spoke as softly as possible, at least his wife's heart was tapped to hear his proposal.
"I don't want to!" Liza was getting out of control with her cries until oxygen was so hard for her to breathe."If I abort her, I definitely can't get pregnant anymore! And Umi will look for another woman who can give you a child! I don't want to!"
Liza faced Fariz and cried hysterically against her husband's proposal. Especially after he knew Umi Fardah hated him so much and wanted other women to take his position now.
Fariz got up from her seat and hugged Liza who immediately returned her husband's embrace very tightly, and hid her face in the chest of the man's field.
He had no idea since when this feeling had grown in his heart. But clearly she did not want to share her husband with another woman.
"I want to be like any other pregnant woman. And I want to show umi, that I can also give you a child and a grandchild and umi..."
Liza was still crying and Fariz gently stroked her tear-filled face.
He had just woken up from his sleep feeling a little calm, but Fariz again discussed the thing that made his spirit down.
"You'd better take a break." Only that word came out of Fariz's mouth and dismissed the words Liza had just uttered.
It seems like the man no longer wants to discuss this.
Liza clenched both her hands as Fariz let go of her embrace. The man got up from his seat. No words came out of Fariz's mouth.
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"As I was clear with Ms. Liza before. I do not guarantee that Ms. Liza will give birth safely. Because Mother Liza's disease greatly affects fetal development and endangers her. And I should have had chemotherapy before this cancer spread and entered stage two."
Doctor Indri explained in detail to Fariz who increasingly tightly gripped Liza's tiny hand. While Liza can only be silent with her limp face. Listening to the doctor's words made his chest more sore.
"Is the doctor sure there's no other way? I want my wife and son to be safe."
"Nothing, sir. Choice is only two, cancel or defend but life is a bet."
Fariz turned his head towards Liza at a glance and sighed softly.
"My advice is to throw it away. It's for Liza's mother's sake." Doctor Indri stared at the veiled woman.
"I don't want to! It's so evil that I obliterate this fetus. It makes no difference to me than a murderer!"
"Liza!" Fariz looked at his wife.
"Why?!" Liza raised the volume of her voice.
"Then I'll go out." Fariz pulled Liza's wrist a little rough making the woman almost fall upside down.
Doctor Indri looked at the two with a difficult to interpret look.
"Don't be so stubborn! Is it hard to follow the doctor's advice, huh?! Don't let Mas get out of hand because of your childish decision, Liza!"
The woman snorted at the words of her husband."I'm childish?! I will not understand how I feel! You said this for my own good but never thought about my feelings. I've had a miscarriage and I don't want it to happen again!"
"Mas Fariz and Umi are the same! Always put yourself first without thinking about the feelings of others!"
Liza looked out from in front of Fariz. While Fariz growled annoyed and angry at himself.