
It's almost to the beach.
Passing a journey full of lush green shades.Pandu invites Kara to Parangtritis beach.
The beach is one of the interesting tourist destinations to visit.Pandu chose to go in the morning right.
The cool and cool air is refreshing.
Kara developed her smile, though,seeing the scenery from behind the car glass window.Kara really likes it.The guide who occasionally steals a glance towards Kara also feels happy.Of course Pandu feels managed to make Kara back to how she used to be.Become a smiley and cheerful girl.Simple it makes her feel happy.If Pandu knows it will be this easy to make him cheerful again,Pandu will do it as soon as possible.Pandu thought it would be very difficult to make Kara cheerful again.Maybe have to give an expensive gift or according to Kara's unreasonable demands.
Kara opens the car glass, cold air enters the face of Kara.Enjoy it while closed and make her feel happy.As if the cool spread to her heart.
"It was so cool"Some time Kara deliberately blocked the air with her face.
Then turn towards Pandu "Mas, very cool"
Kara looks happy smile to enjoy it.Pandu was curious, he also did the same.Open the car glass Pandu also felt how cool the morning air in the countryside.
"Yes yes too"The guide seemed to like it too.Then he decided to turn off his car AC.Cooling has been replaced by this cold cool air.
Kara and Pandu both smiled.This time the guide agreed with Kara's direction.
"Mas"
"What"Shortened Guide answers while focusing on driving.
"Thank you for taking me on the road" Kara said, looking happy from the look on her face.
Pandu smiled faintly and answered as briefly as "Yes".
"This is my first time to the beach in the morning.It turns out to be fun yes.I never liked to go to the beach" said Kara who increasingly shriveled the embers of his spirit.
Silence for a moment.Kara arrived suddenly her cherry dimmed.
"Why could that be?Pandu asked, seeing that Kara's reaction had suddenly changed.
Kara turned her head towards Pandu.Smiling but actually her smile contained meaning.It was embarrassed to answer also felt afraid soon he arrived at the beach.
Why would Kara do that?
With the initiative Pandu himself he pulled his car.Hell stopped somewhere that was close to the beach Parangtritis.
They stop at the runway Depok beach, Yogyakarta.This route if passed will continue to arrive at Parangtritis beach.
"Why did you stop?"The loud kara speech stared around and Pandu.
"Have we arrived?"
"We are free to go anywhere, I want to stop here first.Now I ask why did you arrive to change so?"
Ask Pandu after pulling his handbrake.
"Change how?I'm not used to it.Despite seeing me change?"He said a little nervous.
If asked why changed even Kara was not able to explain.She was always enthusiastic to go to a crowded place.But not long ago she had wanted to go home.Kara was not able to recognize himself.Why can happen like that.Kara not feel at home in the crowd.
"Ra, if you consider me your husband try to say, tell me.Why do you seem uncomfortable when you almost arrive at the beach.If you ask for a way right?"The guide showed his attention.
Actually since a long time Pandu was curious about Kara.Since why he survived dating a rude man.And now why he can suddenly change his spirit when he will arrive on the beach.
"Why the hell mas?I'm okay mas.Later when it's up to the beach is also ordinary again really"Speaking Kara tried to smile.Because her heart that is not able to lie it emits a stiff and unusual smile.
"You look uncomfortable Ra, you should be happy we've got here.Tiba arrived you're restless so, I can clearly see the difference.Tell me what you're feeling now"This time Pandu is like a brother who is chatting with his sister from heart to heart.
"When I have tried to be ordinary mas.But I also do not know, every place I in the crowd always want to go home quickly" he said stamped.
"So when we go to Blue Kali, to the star hill?"Ask Pandu to make sure.The tone shows so curious.
"I like the location but I don't like the crowd" Kara said fearfully.The eyes suddenly puddled with glass.
Cengeng was very crybaby.Every felt sadness always could not stem his tears.Lalu kara quickly wiped the corner of his eyes so that the crystal clear did not fall so wet his cheeks.Kara then turned his face, looked out the window.
Unexpectedly Pandu reached out his hand with a piece of tissue.Kara turned to look at the stocky hand in confusion.Then staring at Pandu.Disana in a beautiful face blushing that tears of sadness had flooded his cheeks.It was very sad to be pictured.Kara tried her hardest to eliminate this discomfort.But Kara does not know how.Invite him like others who are stupid and enjoy the crowd.
Kara slowly grabbed the tissue from Pandu's hands and wiped his tears.Kara felt bad on Pandu.Him who asked for the road was precisely Kara who stained the moment this morning.Sepagi has spilled billions of water eye.
_Basic cengeng_
Umpat Kara in heart on herself.Kara hates herself who can not resist the taste.
"Have not been sad" said Pandu.Pandu became feeling kasian to Kara.It should be a pleasant morning began, but instead made him cry.
Kara's back was confused and speechless.Sisa her still flowing tears were removed by Pandu.Pandu took another tissue.Pandu's body leaned towards Kara, Kara,his seat belt has been removed.And Pandu is wiping Kara's tears are still left.
Kara felt awkward and embarrassed.
"Yes"The guide cleaned up Kara's tear tissue.
"I just want to know what makes you feel so sad Ra.You can't keep this up.You can't enjoy your life later.Do you want it to continue?Can't be like everyone else.Holiday have fun enjoying the crowd"
Pandu's speech this time accompanied by a sense of concern.Pandu did not want to see Kara crying.
"Let's be a lot of small families who are there mas.They go the same.They also look happy.Completely there is their father and mother"Kara took a deep breath to prevent her tears from repeating again.
"I can already accept that abi and ibuk must be separated.But I have not been able to spend time with the mas family.I almost never feel that.I want once only the right time really intimate with abi and ibuk.But mas know itself it will not be able to anymore.Abi already with his new family"
Pandu also felt the sadness of Kara.It turns out Kara was so lacking the affection of her parents.As she knew since long ago abi and mother were busy with each of her affairs.Kara was only left by mbok Inah.It's worth it if she felt envious to see other families.Pandu concluded that Kara felt lonely in the crowd.
Kara smiled stiffly.
"I crybaby mas.Padah I have grown up.I am ashamed of you mas"
Pandu also smiled looking at Kara "You want to lose it all?"
"How is it?"Kara's amazed.
"Yes Pandu know?"
"We just try it first.Reliminate the feeling of loneliness in the middle of the crowd.You have to get used to Ra.Mau?"Say Pandu with a thin smile on his lips.
Pandu explained how.Maybe this method does not work directly.But it must be periodic and painstaking.So Kara's traumatic can disappear slowly.
"Mas Pandu is sure that way it can?Kara's reply seemed unconvinced.
"And have not been tried.We try first, if there is a change later we try again"Pandu turn the car engine back.They will continue the journey to Parangtritis beach.
Kara's heart was pounding, smiling thinly but looking stiff it.Cringing the journey of those who stayed a few minutes.
Kara felt there was another speck of happiness again increased because Pandu.Ternal Pandu still want to care for him.Can't wait he got to Parangtritis beach and did what Pandu suggested.
Pandu this morning was concerned with Kara.Pandu was busy with his own thoughts while focusing on driving.The problem Kara is not trivial.How could all this time no one knows.What Kara never told her with his mother.The guide asked Kara and Kara's answer turned out, Kara never told anyone other than Pandu.
Had told a story with his friend but none of his friends can provide a solution.None of his friends are able to understand what is experienced by Kara.And now Pandu was the first person to understand the state of Kara.With Farhan was never Kara tell this thing.
_O Lord Kara, I never knew you were this worried.I feel guilty for you Ra.I'm sorry for me Ra, I'm so sorry,this marriage actually adds to the burden of your mind.I do not know that you are a person lacking in affection.It is only fitting that you can quickly love me.Less than one month you have felt that love is present in you.Oh God how is this?"
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