
Everyone fell silent after a series of statements from the mouth of Pandu.Kara also tried to control himself.
Saka tried to process Pandu's speech.
Indeed there is a truth to what Pandu said.And Saka also arises a little regret and compassion.Have beaten his sister.But pretending to be married, lying to the family also can not be justified.It remains a big mistake and reckless.
And then Kara decided to tell herself to speak up.
"Mas, can I talk?"Kara's voice was soft and seemed to be filled with fear.
The voice made the two men in front of her look up and simultaneously looked at Kara.
The gaze of Saka who was willing to hear whatever Saka was going to say.
Another thing with Pandu.Pandu is more worried, what will Kara say.Pandu stared at Kara full of worry.Despite trying to seem ordinary.
"Mas let me talk" Kara pleaded with Pandu.
"Mas, man,Kara represents us both apologise because we actually married the contract.We both have the same agreement to it.Kara do not know why mas Pandu did not want to be betrothed the same choice of mother.Only that reason Kara heard.And I also felt a debt to mas Pandu.Mas Pandu who saved me from my ex-boyfriend.Yang ex-girlfriend did violence while dating me.Mas Pandu saw it himself.I am quite grateful to meet the mas Pandu, because I'm tired of toxic contact that I have difficulty letting go."
Pandu sighed, he thought why Kara was as straightforward as that explained to Saka.Didn't it be better to settle both.
"We both agreed to, uh,,
mm..to split up a few months later.Maybe this sounds very reckless.But we both have their own reasons.Mas Pandu also explained earlier why he did not want to be betrothed.She only wanted to make a big decision in her life for this time it may be a form of protest.Although it should not be like this"
Kara turned towards Pandu.
Then continue with the explanation.
"But I decided to get out of our initial agreement"
Kara said with fear.
"I try to be a good wife.However, our marriage is valid in the eyes of God.I only want a marriage that briefly has meaning.And, and I have started to love with mas Pandu.I am sure mas Pandu a good person, who is a good man,he would definitely judge wisely what was in front of him"
Pandu who initially stared at the window then quickly turned to look at Kara.
So Kara really loved me.She reneged on the initial agreement.No, this is impossible.So soon she put her heart on me.
Inner Pandu churned.As if in disbelief.
Kara's gaze was very different.Disana seemed to describe the enormous hope on Pandu.
"I'll excuse you first" The car said goodbye and headed for the room.
The two men were silent.Saka felt kasian with Kara.She regretted having cursed him earlier.
The only thing that fucker is Pandu.
"You heard that?Kara loves you.What do you want now?really want to split up with him?"
Saka bombarded the question.
"If you remain steadfast with your original purpose, you're really a cowardly man"
Pandu looked at Saka looking to get angry accused of cowardice.
"Neither Ndu emotions, right?you do not imagine that Via or Vio is in the position of Kara.You have a sister Ndu.Jaga your behavior towards women.It could be that karma happens to our sister"Saka advises Pandu who is still warming this.
"Try thinking Ndu.Can you accept that your sister is treated like that"
***
Kara rushed into the room.Rasanya could not bear to hold her emotions.He wanted to cry as it happened.
Why loving your own husband should hurt this much.
The goddess who was sitting in bed stood up when she saw Kara entering the room.Dewi was very understanding, and then she immediately hit her hand to offer a hug.
"Mbak"Kara also immediately splashed a hug with Dewi.Sobs are heard clearly.And from that voice the Goddess can also feel.
That Kara was very tight in her chest.His heart was sick.
"Noisy aja Ra if you want to cry.Vaporize everything so you are relieved"Speak Goddess pacified.His hand rubbed Kara's shoulder.
"Why the love of my husband is sick" Kara's voice sounds sick and heartbreaking.
"Here sit first"The goddess patted the bed next to him.
There was Naira who was asleep.And the swadewa to and fro walked.
"Sorry yes earlier mbak nguping your conversation, then mbak mbak want to know what happened to you guys"
"What's wrong then.So I'm afraid of everything I said?"Kara made sure.
Goddess nodded.
"I'm sorry about your marriage.But I'm not totally wrong with you.Because your reasons make sense.The guide wants to determine his hunger for this time, this time,and you want to escape from the toxic courtship.So both have the right reason.Butii who mbak love.
Why do you want to marry contractually.Do not want you to be a couple who love each other.Although initially your marriage tanoa love but if you want to try each other, you must be happy and will grow in love with each other"
Says the Goddess gently soothing.
Indeed, Dewi did not have time to hear the words of Kara who was the end.Yang himself already loved Pandu.
"Kara already love mbak mas Pandu"Kara said softly, shrouded in shame.
Goddess was surprised.And honestly happy to hear it.
"Bak happy with the horror, how does Trus Pandu himself?"
Kara shook her head.
"No doubt mbak.Mas Pandu either can or do not love Kara"
"What's that?"The voice of the Goddess showed surprise.
"Yes, do not know why mas Pandu do not want love with Kara.What mbak Dewi know, there may be a woman who is loved mas Pandu.Maybe mas Pandu again wait for the woman"Kara's voice seemed to say that.
Although it is actually so, without Kara knowing.
"In the near future I don't know of Ra"
Dewi did not mention Risty, because Pandu did not like Risty.So it is impossible because Risty the reason.Then who?
Dewi tried to remember the events of the past.Given all her might, whether Pandu ever seemed close to other women in his past.
"Natasha" The goddess immediately mentioned the name as soon as she remembered it.
Kara was surprised to be curious.
"Who is mbak?"
"As I recall Pandu was once close to a woman named Natasha.Iya actually Ra her name is Natasha"
"The boyfriend of Pandu?Have they not broken up?"Ask Kara curiously.
"No, no,they are not dating.Setauku the first woman who was introduced as her boyfriend to the family iti yes only you Ra.Dualn no kayaknya.Soalah I know Pandu kan long ago.I dated mas Saka aja almost six years.If Pandu have a girlfriend, mother must be a story.Any pasfi mother story.Kayak fitting you known Pandu to mother.Mother directly call me abis you go home.Say that Pandu came with his girlfriend"Tutur Dewi.
Inexplicably the answer of Dewi calms Kara a little, but it does not change the fact that Pandu does not love Kara at this time.
"Ra,mbak asked.Why do you want to be bound by the agreement like Pandu?"Dewi asked sangay casually.Agar Kara did not feel being interrogated.
"No idea why I was that easy.At first I was comfortable with mas Pandu, he bolongin I separated from my ex-boyfriend.Cuma mas Pandu who can protect me, so I was comfortable.So I thought, I thought,by marrying mas Pandu I will be protected.But it turns out that it is precisely my heart that can not be protected.Sickly love mas Pandu mbak"Mata Kara sayu.She looked very tired.Then the journey is also this problem.
Dewi rubbed Kara's shoulder in support of Kara.
"Ra, maintain your feelings.I know Guide a good person.Cuman not yet the time he loves you.The guide is stiff, stiff,but if I see your personality is quite pleasant.Complementing Pandu.Normally that is so even lasting.Soalya complement each other's shortcomings Ra.Pandu must have long ago collapsed.Inget said mbak"
The Goddess's words gave Kara hope.
I don't know the words mbak Goddess is just soothing or really make it calm.
Kara nodded.And obeyed the Goddess.
"Yes, you took a shower and let's go"
The Goddess's Word to Kara.
"Yes mbak, I'm ready to take a change of clothes first.Makasih ya mbak already support me"
The goddess nodded.