
If you can be honest, now all Kara wants is to go home.
Kara blames herself for breaking the promise of marriage.
That there is no love between them.Even Pandu allows Kara to have a lover.
But the reality is not so.Just the feeling that grows in Kara's heart is love towards Pandu.
They both look the same as staring at a large glass window.Facing the road.Dark lights of the city and the lights of the vehicle passing by foot wander this special city of Jogja.
Even though tomorrow is a working day does not seem to discourage people to walk the road.
Traffic is classified as dense smoothly.Such beautiful viewed from a distance.Especially from a height, as they currently do on the fourth floor of the apartment.
Kara waited for Pandu to say something.But he saw Pandu seems to be feeling pain.Usually if there is a wound, then it feels painful at night.
Kara moved up and took some equipment.
"What do you want?"Tanya Pandu hissing holds up the stinging.
"Your ngobatin, compress your bruise.Obati lukamu.Tadi has not had time to clean but you have taken a shower" said Kara without a smile, not as usual.
Want to not want Pandu can only obey, like a buffalo poked his nose.
If you can choose.Actually Kara is not wanting to be this close to Pandu.
But his humanity and his affection for Pandu.Making Kara last, Kara wants Pandu there to pay attention.Didn't have Pandu in pain.Although Kara herself is fragile at this time.
Kara quickly completed treatment against Pandu.Didn't be able to feel long close together, let alone staring at Pandu's face.
"Thank you" said Pandu.
"What would you like to talk about?"Kara asked, I want Pandu quickly say something.Ethat is what is clear Kara swdang does not want to linger long staring at Pandu.
"What is clear thank you.You have protected me from Saka mas earlier.But next time do not do it.Danger for you"Said Pandu who initially looked out the window and then looked at Kara's face which seemed to be staring blankly out the window.
"Since when have you been so concerned?"Answer Kara.
"Since intending to marry you.I've told you I will protect you"The guide said it was true.
"I can at least have a woman hurt"
Kara turned to Pandu.
Scratch it in the heart, Pandu is possessed.He may not hurt Kara physically.But not only hurt, but tear apart the shreds tore and burned Kara's heart.
"Related that Pandu can't see women being hurt?"Ask Kara to look.
"Of course"Guard said confidently.
"That can be hurt it is not only physical mas.But the heart also"Kara ventured.The opportunity there is time to talk with Pandu.
"Was your heart never hurt?"
Pandu was silent for a moment, not expecting Kara's response to be like a slap.
"I didn't mean to hurt you.We promised not to love each other, right?"
Kara sighed.Didn't want her hard-earned tears she weirs.Flowing just like that.And disperse the words he wanted to throw at Pandu.
"I also actually do not want to love you mas initially.But you are always there to help me.Make me comfortable.Maybe I have never felt this safe before.So sorry if I deny.The feeling that is now in my heart is not me ask for his presence"
Kara was silent for a moment and there was no response from Pandu.Pandu thought about the word Pandu said.
Pandu can barely say anything.
"May I ask you something?"
The guide looked at Kara.
"What about?"
"About Natasha.What is it that makes you not want love with me mas?"Kara was so curious.Prepare to hear any reply Pandu.If it hurts let today be the day of her heartbreak.
"You know where Natasha came from"Jawab Pandu.Pandu was very surprised Kara knew about Natasha.But know the extent to which Pandu is not sure if Natasha still has a priority place in her heart.
"What does the goddess say?"
"You were close to Natasha long before we got married.And who exactly would want to be betrothed to you?why are you willing to marry me just for refusing an arranged marriage.Who is that woman?is it too bad?"Kara bombarded the question which made Pandu momentarily speechless before answering her.
"I told you, I don't want to be arranged about my soul mate.You don't need to know who that person is.Because it doesn't matter" Pandu's answer.
"Explain now what does Natasha mean in your life?"Kara has glass.Kara wants strong not to shed tears.But do not know why her heart is so broken even before Pandu explained who Natasha is.
"You know it now, so there's no need for me to cover it up again.Natasha part of my past.Until now it's still there, I still have a taste for it"Pandu said honestly.Toh lie will only produce other lies.Although Pandu know this will be very painful when Kara heard it.
Kara was no longer strong enough to hold a puddle of tears in her eyes.The tears just flowed, too,rushing very fast.Her chest tight as hit by the waves.Almost he has difficulty breathing.The honesty of the Pandu makes him feel limp boneless.Hati collapsed like a building shaken by an earthquake.That's what else is suitable to describe the destruction of Kara's feelings at this time.
If Kara had no sense, it would have been easier to end her destruction now.
His cries began to sound.
"Kara forgive me" said Pandu who actually felt kasian on Pandu.Will touch Kara's shoulder but he undo it.
"You're not wrong mas.What's wrong with me, I've denied.I hope you love me too.When not falling in love can not choose in the heart who he will dwell"Kara already feel tired.The energy is exhausted to survive is not uprooted.Bertahan held back the lashing of Pandu's honesty.
Had to blame him, why he asked Natasha to Pandu.If in the end Pandu honesty turned out to be very painful.
"Where is he now?do you still see him often?why don't you just marry Natasha"
"I also don't know where Natasha.I've been waiting for news from him.But until now I never heard of it"Reveal Pandu.Despite Pandu know this is so painful.
But seeing Kara sobbing like this.Pandu very not bear.And sobbing Kara sounds more deeply painful.
Pandu kasian saw Kara, felt no heart.
In this house there is only her who is with Kara.Who else will calm Kara besides herself.
With doubt Pandu will hug Kara.Namun in the end Pandu leaned Kara's head on his chest.Swipe his back and say sorry.
This is the second time Pandu hugs Kara, on the basis of kasian.But because he wants to feel warmth, sharing a sense of happiness.
Long enough Kara cried in Pandu's arms.Aroma Pandu's body is undeniably able to calm her heart.
How can it be like this, the poison and the antidote are on one body.
Kara shuffled from Pandu's embrace.Pandu also voluntarily wiped Kara's tears.
Kara was surprised because Pandu did that.
Kara can only stare at the big hands, her muscles look.Sedang rubbed tears on her cheeks.Certainly Kara was very confused.Pandu's behavior so melted her heart that Kara forgot that Pandu was the one who made her feelings so broken to pieces.
"Why don't you look for him?"Kara looked at Pandu.
"I've been trying to find information about him.But there was no result.Friends of his friend thought Natasha was dead.Because it could sound sick,then it's true there's no news.But it's not true.She's still there because she still gives me a lot of news.Although at least once every two months.But she never wants to tell me where she is now"Pandu said occasionally wiping Kara's tears calmly.
Kara decided to accept Pandu's honesty.Because inevitably she had to do.For her own sake.Everyone has a mass, and the shadow of the mass can't just disappear.There is mass interference in the present and future.
But it's not the same way Kara wants it.
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