Magic Post From Ex

Dreams Again

Revenge, revenge, disappointment, someday will be felt.

those words are like suggestion sentences that make me speechless also feel guilty.

in silence weep sobbing remembering things that hurt the heart.

what to do and what to feel helpless.

Suppose that no one is aware in the slump, and give the spirit to always ask for help the Almighty, certainly will come to see him and ask to return to the former.

the sentence of the message was always remembered recorded in his cerebellum.

" one day you will be rasain retribution, disappointed cave, you accept later the consequences. "

repeat again and again.

there was a thought as to whether he would retaliate in a subtle way, but was it possible, but was it the sin of his monologue.

ahh. I don't know still the presumption.

that night on kliwon tuesday.

dreams come to bring the former mother-in-law.

In his dream he brought the conscious to a place of complete darkness there is anyone there is anything quiet silent.

sounding Samar Samar flapping prak wing prak. from the front but blocked by thin smoke. gradually heard clearly the sound of flapping wings began to approach.

surprisingly it turns out that the birds are pitch black. initially quiet in place with his mother-in-law.

" mom.why in this place with the birds, here mak away." he said anxiously.

there was no answer from him just looking at it as his response.

unexpectedly bad it approached and surrounded his body, with a feeling of fear hus hus.

the birds finally returned to the mother-in-law.why did the mother remain silent, why were the birds the same. without responding much was just a strange smile on his face while looking for a while then leaving from his presence, and disappearing behind thin smoke.

Waking up at three o'clock in the morning, on the bed still thinking with a feeling of wonder what the meaning and meaning of the dream.

Keep turning the pieces of events in a dream like a tangled film

Azan's voice roused itself from the memory of dreams.

in the hope that only dreams, and does not bring any influence in his life.call nature to want to urinate awake from daydreams.

just when you want to sit the stomach feels there is pressure like cramps, not only the stomach of both legs is like numb weight is difficult to move.

just move on with his bismillah

and say Istighfar and O Allah please..

while continuing to massage the stomach up to both feet.

gradually the pain was somewhat reduced.

with slow movement trying to sit down then lower one leg then the next leg is still a bit sore forced with bismillah to stand with the heart of the heart.

trying to walk even though the stomach there is a sense of being stabbed continuously forced to move.

the feeling often comes back when breaking the body.

think of this pain in the abdomen like the wind does not come out or flatulence.

part of the leg gets to the waist that, like a disease there are stones in the kidney.

Maybe if chronologically have kidney stone disease like that it feels difficult to move even though forced pain around the waist and lower abdomen.

without having any serious illness before her, this impromptu illness comes unexpectedly.

complicated life after separation from.

the pieces of events and dreams feel beyond reason.

only God is All-Knowing.