Magic Post From Ex
the consignment
this story is real I'm experiencing.
right in the middle of the night, silent only the sound of the animals of the night unpretentious accompanied by a spatter.
auw. aauw. The barely audible distressed voice came from the room of the woman who had just been divorced by her husband.
" sa. sa. ssick as hell
... i. i. this is to. na. pa with speech Straw as if there is a strangulation, in the closed eyes he was tight in the chest, even the head of the crown like there is pressure of objects, he was clenched in the chest, the tongue feels heavy unable to say the word, all the questions are only in my mind. what happened I put it to HIM by saying as much istighfar as possible even it was brick "US. tag. fi.. ruloh. al. azhim.. ...
it still feels difficult also finally said the word "laa. ilah.. haillouloh. gradually I was able to call His name "O Allah O Allah Allah Allahu Akbar .. eyes open with heart Pounding in breath.
I woke up when my neck felt like something was suffocating. After my consciousness was full. I sat there staring at what this was, what it all meant, whether it was real or a dream, why does it hurt my head, my neck is hot, does it hurt, the question piles up in my head.
I saw the clock on the wall was at one hour and forty minutes, still late at night, but the sleepiness was gone. I finally got out of bed, then to the bathroom wash your face and drink water throat feels dry, I take water ablution to think I am calm, but still not calm too, too, I want to feel the night prayer also read the Quran but I was in a hitch, just mention His name and Istighfar as much as I finally fell asleep again until morning.
one morning I was exercising, meaning that the body becomes fit, but not healthy I can, after finishing the sport survived a few hours that happened the body became sick, but not healthy, on the shoulders to the back and the spine feels sore and heavy.This is not as usual, why this is really confusing.
after lunch I tried taking painkillers for three times as recommended by the doctor.
tomorrow the day was still the same as yesterday.even three days passed was still the same, finally I went to see a doctor, I explained the complaint, the doctor examined carefully, and then I went to the doctor, according to the doctor's analysis I have no serious illness, only unstable blood pressure due to lack of rest.
the day goes by the pain lessens if I pronounce his name like Laahaula wakuata illabilla..
one night right on Tuesday kliwon, the dream came that I did not understand the meaning, in a dream I met a big body of wild stars with sharp fangs, sharp, I was stunned after the star's appearance with a sharp eye as if to pounce on me alive, wanted to leave but my legs felt heavy, the star was getting closer to me, the more I felt, fear became the only name I could call at that time I said "O Allah, O Allah, help me. The star moved a bit away and his gaze remained on me, my breath began to be relieved that my legs could move my eyes closed so as not to see the star, while I took a thousand steps "blurred, but the star so chasing me back but his steps were slow, slow, I dodged the star while saying "Allahuakbar Allahuakbar.along the way with a pounding heart, the slow star just roared his voice was far away, with curiosity I looked behind the animal was silent in place, then disappeared the sound of azan from a distance, it turned out that I woke up at dawn, it turned out that I was breathing a sigh of relief even though I was still pounding my heart.
the next day when I was alone while watching TV, I was shocked by the heat of the lower leg near the toes to be exact. I jerked while I touch the heat moved up to the calf of the foot, I can only ask what it is, as I pound my leg.
such events often even move places.
