Lukaku Paid by Yourself

Pleasantly

Naisila shut her mouth to hear Azka's words. He did not even think that Azka's death was done by someone he knew.

"Who's the one who did this to you?" ask Naisila curiously.

"I'm not going to tell you La. Let me avenge all this on that twill. I don't want you to get into trouble because that person has a strong bond with the fools"

Naisila. He was really surprised by the presence of Azka who has now become a curious spirit like him. Moreover, Azka is a kind and handsome man so anyone who knows her will definitely fall in love and befriend her.

"Then, where's your wife? does he know you're dead?"

Azka was speechless and she did not want to answer Naisila's question about her long-gone wife with her new lover. Azka even remembered well with the wife who preferred an unemployed man to date and chose to end her relationship with him which was clearly established and authoritative.

"Emh. By the way, you've been here a long time, La" asked Azka, trying to divert the conversation.

"I've been like this for a long time. You can even see my big belly hanging like this. I can't even feel happy being a mother because my son's life has been taken by his own father"

Azka frowned, trying to digest the words of her former lover.

"You mean La?" ask Azka curiously.

With a sweet smile, Naisila began to tell her dark story with her husband and stepbrother.he even told how vile and cruel the two men who could kill her while fighting like this.

"You can even feel how painful it is when death picks you up, right? it was the same as I felt when several times Mas Fahmi and Mbak Nindi kicked my big stomach until blood ceaselessly came out from between my legs that had stiffened with pain"

Azka really did not know Naisila's death was this stragic. He only knew that Naisila died of severe bleeding while pregnant and the residents only knew that Naisila was robbed inside her house when alone.

None of the residents thought and suspected Fahmi and Nindi. In fact, they were busy matching the two who looked so sad and hit when Naisila's funeral was held.

"I know my mom hates you so much. But I didn't know that with my mother marrying and setting you up with Fahmi, your fate would be as tragic as this La"

Azka bowed her head and started trying to hold the sadness in her heart. He even wants to be together and take care of Naisila, but Fahmi actually acts this cruel and makes the woman he once loved die in a very cruel way.

"Now what will you do after becoming a spirit ?" asked Naisila coldly.

"I just want to take revenge on my killer and of course want to avenge all the pain I've been through. I never even thought that my healthy and fit body would be found to be so rotten and alarming. I also could not accept the fact that I was dead. I also tried several times to follow the medics who brought my body so they would help me. But instead of getting help, they ran, yelled and tried to throw me out with a verse that now hurts when it sounds"

It cannot be denied that now the holy verse that used to be often read either by Naisila or Azka is now very painful if heard. They are even very afraid if they see people who intend to go to worship at the mosque and will soon hide if the prayer time will arrive.

"Now I can only shut up and mourn my fate which I must somehow start again. I was confused and didn't know where to go home. But the hatred and resentment in my heart grew more and more especially when remembering how sadistic they hit and banged my head"

"At first I was just like you. I'm confused, I'm sad, I don't even know if I'm dead. I could not believe that my love would bring my own calamity and death. I even cried often lamenting my miserable fate. Until I began to try to accept my fate and began to seek my own pleasure in my new world"

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Today is the first day of the meeting between Azka and Naisila after being separated a few years ago. The two exchanged thoughts and exchanged stories with each other to eliminate the anxiety in their hearts.

Until shortly afterwards, the morning had shown its bright and warming rays. It is time for Azka to leave because soon her body will be autopsied by some medical personnel to find out how she could die and how long she has been in the river where her body was found.

"I'm going La. You take good care of yourself. Even if you're not human anymore. But at least you should keep trying to get your revenge on both of them and keep in mind that there is a God and you will come back in time. I'm saying goodbye"

Azka's figure slowly faded and disappeared. Naisila didn't even know where the man was going and who the man who killed the man should be. Until finally he decided to go back to the tree where he lived and tell about Azka to Sri who might be waiting for him to come home.

With her hair tangled and her hands looking so long, Sri is now trying to grab something from behind the branches of the trees where she stands.

"Sri ! what are you doing there?! shouted Naisila loudly.

Sri who was busy was just staring at her best friend at a glance and began to reach back to reach something behind the tree.

Naisila even began to approach her best friend and sit while paying attention to the object that was being achieved by Sri on the tree.

"You are deaf Sri?! I've been asking you since and you're just looking at me mutely"

Sri then managed to take the white package on top of the tree and began to sit beside Naisila. He was even seen laughing happily when he got something small enough white package in his hand.

"What is Sri? open quickly!"

Naisila tried to grab the white packet in her best friend's hand. But quickly Sri tried to keep it away and open the package with her carefree.

"Finally I can get this again La" said Sri girang.

"That's what Sri is, tell me what it is"

Sri began to reach into the white package in her hand and stick out a white cloth with a bond that resembles a pocong on Naisila.

"See this La. I just found a jain that someone dumped in a garbage can. And when I was about to bring it up to the tree, the package was even stuck firmly on the branch of the tree branch that began to thicken"

It is clearly seen by Naisila a small fetus that is still red in the middle curled up in Sri's grasp. Naisila was even powerless when she saw the baby's arms and legs that had slipped out of position.