Lukaku Paid by Yourself

Tahu

Melisa chose to end her broken life instead of having to change every bad she did. He even chose his own grievous death right the day he should serve the punishment for all the wrongs he had committed.

"I really hate you! hates you so much! but you shouldn't be doing this, son! you have the heart to hurt us so deeply and now you're making us even sicker for your stupid actions! what's wrong with your mother that you seem so happy to make my heart ache! what?!" Melisa's mother cried loudly followed by her husband who now began to cry with an unbearable voice.

"You're old and you're my only hope to take care of your mother. Why are you doing this to us Melisa? whyyy?! I know you're just a poor father. But you don't have to punish your father like this!"

Both of Melisa's parents were quite hit. He was even still in shock after learning of his daughter's actions were so out of bounds and now he had to face the harsh reality that his daughter was dead.

Without them knowing, now the spirit of Melisa is staring at her parents who are crying right in front of her body. Melisa who was staring at her mother and father who were crying was immediately melted and began to try to calm the two. However, Melisa can not even be seen by her parents or can touch both who are currently being hit.

"Dad, Melisa's mom is here. Mom and dad are not ashamed anymore because Melisa is gone"

When the teenage spirit was trying to approach the two old irang, suddenly Melisa's hand felt very sick and almost broke. Though he remembered very well when doing the act of bu"nuh himself he did not slash his wrist until almost cut off.

"Akkhhhhh!!!' Melisa's spirit shrieked loudly withstanding the pain she now felt.

Moreover, arrived only the part of his stomach that felt very painful and released a lot of blood between his legs . Melisa screamed loudly but no one could see her or hear her screams of pain. Until Melisa's body was then seen taking care of the eyeballs that look out with hands that look almost broken.

"Comm.mother aya.yahh. Please Melisa" Melisa whimpered in pain with a body curled up on the hospital floor.

Her father and mother could not even hear her screams because they were already in different realms. Melisa now felt a terrible pain after she was dead and was no longer in her body.

Melisa even felt astonished by the pain she was experiencing at this time when she was now dead and she hoped not to suffer anymore. But the prediction was wrong. Now he actually feels a very deep suffering when he was in another realm.

Melisa tried to reach the body of her mother and father who were still on the floor. He even hugged the bodies of his father and mother with all his might but could not.

"I'm sick mom! it hurts!" Melisa moans with sadness hoping that the mother or father can listen to her suffering.

Melisa's mother felt a cold sensation on her back. Melisa's mother's heart even knows that her daughter's spirit is now nearby.

"Are you here?!" Melisa's mother screamed loudly, leaving her husband and the police and nurses confused.

"Rightearns dear. I know you're here, son. Why are you doing this to mommy why?! why would you do this to mom!"

Melisa is suffering more and more with the pain she is experiencing now.she does not even know how to get healing for the pain she suffered considering herself has now become a spirit. Melisa's suffering while still alive is slightly better than her current condition. He really felt suffering when he knew his death made him experience extreme pain and could not be cured.

Now the regret in him is increasing and increasingly felt. He was confused about what to do and how when he found his endless suffering just increased.

"I'm sorry ma'am I'm sorry. I feel the pain. Help me mom please!" Melisa whimpers asking for help from her mother.

Melisa regrets that she ended her life and wants to come back. He walked to one of the nurses and fell in front of him.

"Please save me. Please do something so I can live again. It's too painful.I don't want to end up like this.I'm sorry. I thought that by ending my life my troubles would be over. But in fact not! nothing changes when I die. My suffering is growing and becoming more pronounced. Please help me"

Arrived Sri who is currently on a tree, felt something strange with his hearing. Now he knew that the girl he had just taught him a lesson had ended his life. He laughed so hard that he surprised Naisila with his laughter.

"You why Sri?! you're so happy to surprise me"

Naisila hit slowly the body of the sri who was near her.

"Now the wicked woman who had thrown her jan in the trash is dead! he did bun*h in*ri for more of this issue. He was right bod*h for choosing to run away from his own problems, instead of correcting the mistakes he had made. Hemh I just wanted to live, but why he wanted to die" Sri explained what she knew to Naisila.

Until Naisila was silent and began to stare at a piece of kwrtas that flew by the wind.

"You see that paper Sri?"

Sri looked at the paper meant by her friend and nodded her head.

"The paper was very white before being carried away by the wind. The paper was even very clean despite the many scratches of writing on it. And because of the wind, he turned dirty and wet exposed to some rain water and also the mud that he passed through. That's human. They are also born clean and spotless. Man is educated by his parents to find the outside environment that increasingly takes him away from the truth. The choice of man and his environment takes him wherever he goes. The good and bad of the environment depends on himself who wants to follow which path"