Lukaku Paid by Yourself

Recall

The man in all black clothes was sitting right on the rock where his body was first found by a resident in the village. The man seemed to dip his hand in the water several times as if looking for something inside. But Naisila did not even dare to call the man and chose to watch him from afar while looking at him. Until shortly afterwards the man suddenly turned to the tree where Naisila was sitting and smiled kindly at him.

Naisila was even a little surprised as she looked at the man before her and started to recall the name of the man who looked familiar to her. The man even started to be seen standing up and walking towards Naisila and tried to get closer towards Naisila sitting down. The man even looks very familiar with Naisila, in contrast to Naisila who is still guessing who the figure of the man in front of him.

"You turned out to be here La" the man told Naisila casually.

Naisila was shocked by the words of the man in front of her. The man even now looked at Naisila from under the tree and tried to climb up exactly like a human in general.

"Why do you live here La? can't you get into your house? can't you live in a house that's been built on your pain? ask the man again to Naisila.

Naisila was really confused and did not know what to say or answer what the man who was now sitting next to her said.

"Why are you silent? are you still mad at me? can't you accept the fact that my love never faded even after I was betrothed and forced to marry my mother's chosen woman? I'm sorry if my injuries really made you hate me and never want to see me again. But you never even told me you were married and I didn't even know you were gone"

"It's enough don't tell me anything. I don't even know you and I don't know who you are. I'm just here to see who the man I just found died by suicide. And why do you keep talking about things that I clearly don't know.'

The man smiled faintly and began to settle blankly towards the front. He even now swung his legs while starting to enjoy tonight with Naisila on the tree.

"Either you forget and lose your memory when you are gone, or you pretend to forget because you still hate me"

"Who are you? you keep talking nonsense in front of me! I don't even know who you are!" Naisila got up and prepared to leave.

But the spirit of the man actually kept him from leaving and began to explain his true identity.

"If you forget then good. I'll tell you my identity. I am Azka La. Azka, the first son of the Wardhana family who is famous for being smart, intelligent and a graduate of a foreign university. Do you remember?"

Naisila begins to try to remember the man's name and he begins to get a little picture of his past that was erased since his death.

"Act...Azka. Ka..kau Azka" said Naisila degan brick.

Naisila. He remembers what it feels like to love and be loved. Naisila who is an orphan even had to live alone with her half-sister who now took her husband, Fahmi.

Azka, who graduated from a university abroad, returned home and accidentally hit a beautiful woman who was riding a bicycle on a plantation owned by her father who was a wealthy merchant. Azka even loved Naisila at first sight and she often tried to approach the beautiful girl just to be a friend and over time she began to love him and intend to interfere with him.

However, the background of Naisila who was only the son of a poor farmer and orphan, made Azka's mother did not approve of the relationship between the two and betrothed Azka to a clove garden owner's daughter in the village sebrang. Azka even several times opposed this matchmaking and asked Naisila to run away and marry him in the city later.

But Naisila, who has a half-sister, insists on staying in the village and wants to make Azka aware that she and Azka are different financially and educationally. Naisila even often stayed away from Azka and asked her to leave her house if Azka came and persuaded her.

And finally, Azka had to marry the rich merchant's daughter because of the threat of suicide he would do if Azka refused. Naisila's heart was broken. But Azka's mother quickly betrothed Naisila to one of her workers in the garden who was none other than her half-brother's special friend.

Until Azka and his wife left to start living in the city, Naisila also married Fahmi in his village without knowing by Azka himself.

The beginning of the marriage both seemed happy and serene. Until the time when the stepbrother Naisila who wants to stay with him, began to create chaos and commotion every day at his home. Fahmi and Naisila's stepbrother are involved in forbidden love behind him and they often use the situation of Naisila's empty house to combine love.

Until the time Naisila began to be known to be pregnant by Fahmi and Nindi. The two even began planning an expulsion on Naisila so that both could freely stay in the house without the laughter of the child who would later be born.

"Are you starting to remember me La?" asked Azka with a sweet smile.

Naisila. He now began to remember the figure of Azka whom he had not met for a long time. Naisila did not even know that Azka had the eagle tattoo on her left hand because Azka as long as she knew always wore clothes with long and closed arms.

"So the guy who's known to be suicidal in this river is you?" asked Naisila as if in disbelief.

Azka nodded her head and started to look very sad.

"Ke...why are you doing this mas? why did you end your life like this? is your faith lacking that you even act recklessly like this?" scowl Naisila withholding her cries.

"I'm not the one who chose my death like this. I'm not even ready to die and I don't want to die this way. I still have faith and fear of death because I know my charity is too little for La. I was killed and the killer you must be very familiar with"