
Please don't keep breaking, I'm a girl who hugs my wounds alone, without having to tell anyone, including people.
Wanna mad? But angry with who? I wanted to cry, but I was tired. I want to scream, but I'm afraid I'm crazy. Finally choose silence.
Lucia sat between the hospital waiting chairs, waiting for her name to be called, sitting quietly in a gloomy face attached.
While the woman who accompanied him was busy pacing around with a look of uneasiness, several times checking her own phone.
"Why hasn't Ghani arrived yet? Though this morning he said it would follow us here"
Lucia was unable to comment, as she wished the man had not appeared before her.
"Ck, after this it is your turn to enter. But Ghani's still not there!" Gusar said.
He tried to call again, but for the umpteenth time it remained unappointed.
Ten minutes later, the doctor named her Lucia. The two women exchanged glances, could it be that this examination would only be attended by them again.
"Madam, let's go in" Lucia asked the grieving woman.
"But Ghani...."
"Damn!"
The two turned their heads together, instantly emitting a different reaction. One looked a look of happiness, and the other looked tense and trembling.
"Mas Ghani? Finally you came too" hugging the sturdy man there, he was so happy when this man kept his promise.
Ghani put on a flat face, not the least he glanced at Lucia. He and Lucia both keep their distance from each other's wishes.
Meeting each other after the full moon passed, did not make the two people miss each other, there is no more appropriate word than the word unnecessary.
"Fuck you, Lucia was just called. Let's go in now, the doctor's waiting inside"
Lucia chose to go in first, letting the two people finish the conversation.
"You guys come in, I'll wait outside"
"Lho, free dong mas come here if you just wait outside. I have to go in, I've never seen Lucia checked, right? Come mas... I promise you" please be careful.
By force, Jihan finally managed to persuade Ghani to enter the room.
There, Lucia was already lying on top of the gurney.
"This is her husband?" The doctor said once he saw a man they brought, because during the examination in the previous month, never the figure of this man came.
"Yes, doc" not Ghani, but Jihan replied.
The doctor nodded, not asking again. Because he knows a little about the relationship between the three people.
The doctor stood up, approached Lucia to begin the examination.
"Rilex yes, don't strain"
The doctor first checked Lucia's blood pressure.
"His blood pressure is low at 90/60, it should be 120/80 it's just normal" the doctor said after testing.
"What's the cause of Doc?" Jihan chimed in, she sat up straight as soon as she heard the doctor's statement.
"Usually due to lack of intake, pregnant women may not taste when eating. Or it could be due to stress and dehydration" explained the doctor.
"It just so happens that this week he's following the ospek dock, does that also include triggers?"
The doctor swiped Lucia's shirt under her chest, then applied the gel to perform an ultrasound.
The monitor screen showed how small the creature inside was.
Jihan was the most enthusiastic, while the person sitting next to her actually looked blankly ahead.
"Mas, look. Your baby...." Wiggling Ghani's arm so that the man also stared at the monitor.
And for the first time, the 30-year-old saw what the child would look like.
A perfectly formed object is displayed through a screen. That's his son, his flesh and blood! But it did not make his heart shake for a bit.
"Liat mas, it's getting big" Jihan did not stop chattering ria. Her lips were smiling, but her eyes were also teary. Finally after a long time, Ghani will soon have offspring, although not from his womb.
It's okay, the baby-to-be is also her son. The son of her husband, Jihan is sure she can breastplate, if the child is born she will also raise him. Lucia will again be a teenager who is preoccupied with her school routine.
"Fetal weight is good, the length is also normal. If you can see the position is curled up with hands in front of the chin and legs in front of the chest" the doctor showed a picture.
After the USG, Lucia got out of bed. Jihan helps and leads Lucia to sit in the chair she was in, next to Ghani.
"Mrs sit down"
"Oh, I can stand. Sit down, see what the doctor explains"
Lucia resigned, he focused on listening to the advice conveyed by Obgyn's doctor.
"Dragon diet, drink a lot especially if you are on the move. Enough rest, and most importantly must always be accompanied. I will give you vitamins and should be consumed until it runs out"
After receiving the doctor's prescription, the three came out to make up for the medicine.
Jihan stood between Lucia and Ghani, her USG photo in the woman's hand, a smile that never faded since coming out of the doctor's room.
"From now on you have to maintain your diet, let me ask someone later to deliver you breakfast, lunch, and dinner. You just tell me what to eat, I'll order" Jihan sounded more protective.
"No need Madam, I'd rather buy it myself" didn't want to get any more trouble.
"Yes, the important thing is that you eat three times a day. If it is difficult to get the food you want. Just tell me okay?"
Lucia nodded in understanding.
"Oh yes, you also crave mas? Usually men also have cravings, not just women" Jihan turned to her husband.
The question that inexplicably pierced into the recesses of the soul, the immense pain when the sentence was thrown from the lips of the woman who had accompanied for a long time.
"Mass?"
"I want to go straight back to the company, I can't linger. I'm leaving now" Ghani said, choosing to dodge and disappear before getting another deadly question.
"Now? It's as if Lucia's getting home"
"Madam" Lucia interjected, not wanting to be next to the man any longer.
"There's a meeting in a minute, I can't keep them waiting"
"Ah, that's it. Be careful on the road"
Ghani agrees and leaves from there, leaving two women of equal status.
Stepping out like there was no purpose, all his dreams were shattered, the incidences he did, bringing about a painful future.
His heart ached looking at the smile of the woman who held a thousand wounds.