Lucia, Charm of Pregnant Maaba

Lucia

Here I stand...

Seeing the early morning fog...

By ourselves...

Letting the cold wind through the pores.

While hiding both arms that feel petrified.

Should it be like this?? Every day, here, with no definite purpose.

Waves of water are increasingly welcoming, sounding melodious as if greeting in his own way.

Looking at the same sky in different units of seconds, dreaming of a dream that goes around in the mind.

Treading on the wood that join together while looking straight ahead accompanied by trees that dance as if to entertain themselves.

I looked at the purple sky that always appeared.

Beautiful, but I don't like it.

Reminds me of what happened years ago, the purple sky that took Dad away and never came back.

Where is she???

Now I alone, face all with a weak body with no one to help the screams that burst in the soul.

This mask is so thick, it's hard for me to take off...

It doesn't even feel like I'm buying.

Slowly the sun stood up, warming the body but not the soul. Welcoming me, but also welcoming others. He was unfaithful, just doing his duty.

The purple sky was increasingly fading, changing into a white blank misty like a thin cloud as a decoration.

I sighed deeply, clearing my mind of everything that made my mind congested.

I stared at the scene for a while, before my legs were dragged away from it, back into my real life.

***

The campus that day was really crowded, surrounded by many young people who gathered not only to "search for knowledge".

Have a different purpose or maybe just want to find a fantasy.

Laughter stories also decorate the faces of the women, circular with long chatter.

I don't know what we're talking about, but it makes everyone want to be a part of it.

The laughter of the men suddenly came to a halt as their eyes highlighted a woman who came wearing ospek gear while walking with a large belly hanging.

The boisterous whispers sounded like a song colliding with each other.

Lucia walked slowly balancing the heavy weight she was carrying behind her back as well on the front of her body.

Sitting on a newspaper sheet that he carried according to the instructions of the committee, ignoring the eyes of people who turned back to look at him.

"EVERYTHING STANDS....! OSEK WILL START IMMEDIATELY" A loud voice woke up thousands of new students, marching according to their respective clusters.

"PACK THE HAT!"

Caping hats with ornaments draw them pinned on the head, protecting their hair from the scorching rays of the sun.

"Heh, where's your hat?!" Excited the diameter man to new students who do not use objects according to orders.

"Sorry my hat is broken, so I didn't bring it" said the man dressed in Black-White.

"Corrupted?? Damaged you said?!!"

"I-yes, brother"

"BAGUSSSS!!! THE FIRST DAY IS BREAKING, YOU!" His touch while clapping.

Everyone was getting tense, nothing had arisen, let alone the event lasted until the afternoon.

"Push up 30 times, quick!!" The senior's word was indisputable.

The new student candidate also took a position underground, preparing to carry out punishment from the ospek committee.

Lucia stood with all her might, struggling with the heat of the sun that was getting more piercing, let alone her swollen legs being forced to stand up straight.

Their two hours followed a series of events that were not half done yet, but the two-bodied young lady there seemed to be no longer strong.

He raised his hand and interrupted.

The seniors shifted their focus, some of them approached.

"Why?"

"Pure to the back of the sister, I'm a little nauseous"

They stared at the protruding part of Lucia's body, guessing if that was the cause.

"Again pregnant? Why join ospek?!"

"It's okay, brother. I'm working on it"

"Yes, hurry to the back. Sa, take her!" tell senior to his female counterpart.

Lucia was among the group guides, with a limping path she reached in front of the toilet.

"Thank you for taking me"

"Sama-sama, later directly to the UKS if it is not strong, especially pregnant women and the sick are given relief. Do you know where the UKS are?"

"Tau, brother"

Lucia went inside one of the toilet doors, only to wash her face and sit on the WC while fanning her face with a name tag that hung around her neck.

While Lucia's left hand rubbed the distended stomach that felt tight, like it wanted to erupt and deflate the area.

"The more heavy the day, what if it is at the end of pregnancy? Coming to campus alone must have been like climbing to the highest hill" imagine that time.

Lucia was thirsty, but she remembered that her bag was in the middle of the field. Should I buy a bottle of mineral water? But Lucia was too lazy to face the gaze of others there.

"If I don't remember this little thing I've been drinking toilet tap water"

Finally Lucia chose to go to the UKS, he wanted to lie on a gurney, straighten his back as if his bones were broken and unable to support Lucia's large body.

Arriving there, Lucia was not even part of the place to lie down. Almost the entire gurney is fully filled not only from ospek participants but also from active students on campus.

Lucia chose to sit on the sofa with people who did not get to the place.

"You're ospek's participant?" Excited the man next to Lucia.

"Yes, sister" said Lucia.

"Aren't you tired of ospek during pregnancy?" Surprised next.

With a smile, Lucia answered, "Capek, but must be managed"

"How many months is it?"

"Six"

"Yes too big"

After that there was no more chatter between the two, only a short conversation that was covered in curiosity alone. They are not people who know each other, not prospective friends, returning strangers in minutes and so on.

"Please drink, if you are dizzy, tell us to get the cure" said the woman dressed in white there, offering Lucia a glass of warm water.

"Please, sister" Lucia immediately sipped the water, quenching the thirst that dried the esophagus.

***

I-i know.

I don't have to go to forget someone.

But I know it too.

The more I'm here, the more I can't forget.

Such is the heart of the man standing before the tombstone of a lifeless woman.

His gaze was empty towards the newly sprinkled grassy ground of various flowers, its pungent aroma surrounding the sense of smell.

His legs felt mute to pass, wanted to stay here while enjoying the pain when he was still very lost.

Why must now? When he began to love, but God took it when this diamond ring he would give.

Fabio reached into the beautiful thing in his pants pocket, staring at the sparkling circle.

This thing should have been embedded in one of the female ring fingers, beautifully circular and perfect.

Fabio wanted to do it...

But he was powerless, now he was only able to give this ring on the last house of the empress.

The diamond was placed on solid ground, buried neatly with the actual owner.