
Sita anggraini, the name of the young woman with narrow eyes. He stroked the head of the son and threw a smile towards Kanaya and Rufi. With a slight nod of his head, he also waved for the two lovebirds who were talking to Adrian to come to him. Rufi took Kanaya's arm and approached her,
" Aunty, "greet Rufi. He tried to remember the young woman. Although he does not also remember who he is because of his nature that does not care about people he does not like.
" You're Rufi huh, Rianti's son? "ask. Rufi nodded and smiled. A smile that tends to be forced. He always kept his distance from the new people.
" And you must be Kanaya? it's big, huh? " ask again. Without much time they chatted with each other. While the house began to be crowded because of the guests who arrived.
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It was almost evening, someone who was waiting for a reply via whatapps did not also reply. Thousands of messages have been sent to Kanaya. Restlessly, the girl was still waiting while staring at the kitchen door if Rufi came. But for a few hours he did not see the man. He got up and headed to the second floor.
After setting foot on the second floor and right in front of Rufi's room, Kanaya was worried. He was confused whether he should knock or not. After a few minutes, he just stared blankly at the door handle. But the voice from his mind finally made his hand clench and knock on the door. There is no lawfulness. Kanaya's getting restless. He hated making his heart and mind more curious. It was in his mind to open the door. But his heart was arguing again. Crazy, a lowly girl like her was about to open the door and enter the room of her beautiful young master? no, don't let it happen.
" You're looking for Rufi? " ask someone from behind Kanaya. She's looking. With a blush, he nodded and tried to smile. Rianti. Don't you know if Rufi doesn't exist? strange or pretending not to know?
" I'm sorry madam, what I did was not right but I was really looking for Brother Rufi. Since noon I have not seen it. There is no other meaning, "lit kanaya lirih. It was ironic, he was ashamed to express his longing-covered anxiety to Rianti.
" Why are you looking for Rufi? you don't know if he's out of town? " sanyanya. Kanaya surprised. Unlike usual Rufi left without saying goodbye to him. With a little embarrassment, he shook his head weakly. His enthusiasm turned to deep disappointment.
" It's also night, fast sleep. Maybe tomorrow we will go home, " said Rianti. A sense of compassion radiated from her motherly face.
" Maybe madam? " ask Kanaya for certainty. Rianti nodded and explained as Rufi did not say exactly when to go home before her task was completed. Departing was also very sudden. Kanaya tried to understand and turned towards the ground floor, leaving Rianti with a million difficult to interpret feelings. While Rianti stared at the back of the adopted child until it disappeared from his sight.
In the room, Kanaya relaxes the body. Her net was staring at the ceiling of the room. He exhaled slowly, releasing the longing that tormented his heart. He put the phone on the nightstand and tried to call. Not lifted either. Cell phone is dead. Out of annoyance he threw the innocent cell phone to the table. Then tilt the body to the right. Closing my eyes, but hard. The net is open again, tilted to the left. Same. Kanaya got up and sat down. He rubbed his eyes violently. He also condemned the stupidity of Rufi who ignored him.
Longing shimmered in her. His head started to feel faint from not seeing Rufi all day. His drowsiness had disappeared changed with annoyance. Kanaya sat down. His hand tried to reach again the flat object that he had thrown. Called again, the same.
" Ah...Where the hell are you!!! goddamn it!!! " says.
His chest up and down held back the emotions that were spilling over. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. His hands went up and down and groped his chest.Kanaya walked towards the window.
Opening the window blinds covered with glass, only darkness appears. He began to feel sadness in his heart. The longing now tried to strangle his neck. Without feeling a drop of tears shed, the longer the more swift wet the t-shirt.
Rufi, where are you? miss you. What are you doing out there? why not tell me? so important to forget me? what does that mean to you? how cruel are you to me?
Kanaya wiped the clear twirl on both of her cheeks. His heart was very sick, painless. He closed the curtain back and stepped to the side of the bed. Suddenly the door was knocked from outside. Kanaya stepped over with a barrage and opened the door, the mother standing with a tray in front of her containing a bowl of porridge and a plate of dinner. The mother who saw Kanaya crying asked. Put a tray on the table and shake the child's shoulders.
- What's going on? why are you crying? there What? tell mom, please,
Kanaya shook her head weakly. How could he possibly tell her about the turmoil of his heart if he was tormented by missing Rufi? It's a very embarrassing and risky thing. It could scold his mother and scold her behavior that has fallen in love with his young master. And what if the mother reports to Edwin? he could have been kicked out of his mansion because the old man didn't like it very much if he was close or attached to Rufi. Especially if you dare to love him? Kanaya knows the man's attitude changes to her when Rufi is near or defending her. Yes the man though raised him as a child does not mean willing if one day he became his son-in-law. That guy must have picked a girl who was his equal.
Kanaya gulped heavily. He was aware of his position even though his love had crushed him slowly. Kanaya looked at my mother's face.
" I miss you, mom. Tomorrow we make a pilgrimage to his grave, huh? " ask kanaya.
" Ehghh.." said the mother with a hand gesture. His face began to show relief because his son had expressed his sorrow. Gently rubbed the child's back and asked him to eat immediately. But when he got up, his step was held back because Kanaya was holding tightly to his wrist.
" Just sleep here, Mom. Accompany me, "pinta kanaya. The woman sat down and watched her son put food for bribe into his mouth.
Angel's shadow flashed in his mind. The sexy girl who had a hobby of wearing a miniskirt was smiling at him by pulling Rufi away from him. While Rufi did not turn her head at all, hearing Kanaya's calls nonstop. Rufi was either deaf or stupid.
Angel smiled in satisfaction and waved to the kanaya who was sitting on her knees with her arms outstretched to reach Rufi. But in vain. Rufi paid no heed to him at all. The beautiful man seemed to forget the figure of kanaya that filled his days.
" DID.....!!!!! " call Kanaya.
" Don't go, brother!! don't leave me.." said Kanaya. But there is no truth, Rufi continued to step along with Angel. Kanaya frantically tried to get up but both of her legs seemed to be chained by something invisible. Kanaya crawled while continuing to call Rufi even though the man still ignored her. The girl's hand was also stretched out to reach Rufi's hand which was getting further and further away and lost in the fog.
" It was a dream, "he said. He threw a blanket and got up to clean himself.
The dining room saw Edwin with his wife. They had breakfast interspersed with small talk and jest. Kanaya approached, grabbed a fruit and drank the milk in her seat. He kept his head down avoiding the astonished gazes and asked his two great masters. But unfortunately, Rianti knew his swollen eyes as a result of being poisoned by his longing for Rufi.
" Kanaya, what's wrong? you cried last night? " sanyanya. Want to not want to look at Rianti's face, until it looks clearly sad face even though it has been obscured with a little makeup. Edwin also watched his adopted son.
" I just..a little miss daddy, " replied Kanaya hesitantly. Surely he lied. The root is Rufi. The man disappeared without news. And it stifles his heart.
I'm sorry, dad. I'm bringing you into my trouble. You know, I miss Rufi.
Edwin and Rianti continue to pay attention to misbehavior because they are not good at camouflaging things. He bit his lips and played his fingers. The tense atmosphere felt as the rain of Edwin's incredulous gaze pierced through the recesses of his heart. The man seemed to skin her, reading her lies.
" You miss your father? really it?? " he asked to make sure. The man was still relaxed by finishing the food on his plate. Kanaya started to sweat cold. The tip of his tongue was about to straighten by answering to miss Rufi. But before the embarrassing words were thrown from him, Rianti cut the question of the husband who was inclined to investigate.
" Have pa, stop your question. Okay, kana, then what do you want? you want to visit his grave? " ask Rianti sage.
Like watering ice, the tension felt by the kanaya melts, melting. He quickly nodded in order to leave immediately, leaving school leaving behind Edwin who was possessed by a suspicious soul of god level.
" Go back to school you can visit and make a pilgrimage to his grave, Kana. You can take Mang Didin to deliver you, " explained Rianti.
" Oh yeah, who were you talking to last night in front of Rufi's room? " ask Edwin while glancing sharply at the jolted kanaya. The girl looked down deeply, counting the numbers in her heart.
" East night? in front of Rufi's room? " ask Rianti trying to remember. His net shimmered looking up at the ceiling. Apparently the young lady lost her memory in a moment. Kanaya was nervous.
" Malays, pa. He went to Rufi, "the light of Rianti. Edwin immediately stared intently at the kanaya that remained in his position, looking down and pecking. The man exhaled a rough breath. His clergy to the daughter he had adopted as his son had now turned to resentment. He felt that the girl had hidden intentions towards the son. Moreover, their closeness that is without limits reasonableness or just their feelings??
" What are you looking for Rufi late? " the boy.
" You don't know what time it was last night when you were in front of Rufi's room? " sanyanya. Because the man with the status of Rufi's parents was stepping towards the reading room. The sound of the wife's voice made her look at the second floor. Obstructed by the barrier only saw the wife's back, he finally continued his initial intention and asked at breakfast.
Kanaya lowered her head, her heart pounding with embarrassment and fear. Edwin's question seemed to accuse him of wanting to do something suspicious.
" Answer kana? you're not deaf, are you? " his girlfriend is now a little growling because Kanaya remains silent to cover her fears. It was true that the man did not like being close to Rufi. There was anger that was held back because there was a figure of Rianti who bribed a spoon into his mouth with a throbbing repeatedly. The woman did not want any chaos while eating the food.
" I...just look for him, sir, "answer stammering. Kanaya was surprised that Edwin was reprimanding her. Even his hands were trembling with fear.
" Pa, can you be gentle with Kanaya? what else would he do too? " ask Rianti a little offended. For him kanaya a sweet and innocent child. He believes that the husband is only consumed by many prejudices that are not fundamental and excessive. Kanaya is her adopted daughter and never demeans her or is rude unless she commits an obviously fatal mistake.
" Kana, quickly depart gih, " said Rianti with a hint of the head. Edwin who was still curious about his behavior just snorted annoyed. His head shrieked as his wife looked angry. He was silent even though his net still showed residual anger to Kanaya. She was only afraid if the girl tried to tease Rufi in her room.
" Good madam, thank you, " said Kanaya. Kanaya raised her head and nodded repeatedly with sparkling eyes. Highlight expressions of gratitude and gratitude for being free from edwin. He darted like a whirlwind as it unintentionally crashed into the thing he was passing through. Seeing his recklessness, Rianti smiled. While Edwin further justified his prejudice if the girl had other intentions, what?
After Kanaya's departure, Rianti put down a spoon and looked at her husband. The man who had accompanied her for so many years, gave her all of love and everything. Although he began to age, never did the man hurt him with rude remarks or play with fire with other women. Edwin is very gentle and loving.
" Don't suspect Kanaya, I don't like it. Just like Rufi? " ask Rianti reminded. Edwin choked on hearing his wife's question. Immediately grabbed a glass of water to relieve choking.
" Don't equate me with Rufi, he said. "his objection. Rianti got up and rubbed the husband's back. Trying to ease his choking.
While outside, Kanaya set the rhythm of her heartbeat that almost jumped due to fear of Edwin. It was as if the man was about to pounce if he knew his lies and dared to love his son. Kanaya knows that. But he could not shake the increasingly fertile taste in the throne of his heart. Mang Didin glanced at a glance then started the engine.
Kanaya's gaze was locked when she looked at the beautiful man standing straight in front of the car. The man with the chaotic hairdo, the shirt rolled up on one of his arms, and the backpack that had fallen on the ground.
Kanaya rubbed her eyes, realizing that the unusual sight was just a hallucination due to excessive imagining the figure of a beautiful man who charmed her since snot. But the man remained upright while stretching out his hands to fetch a warm embrace from her.
" Non, that's den Rufi calling from earlier. Hurry down and samperin gih, "said mang Didin resuscitated his disbelief.