LOVED MY BROTHER (TIRI)

Chapter 33

Dave's brother made a distance between me and him.

Distance hurt me so much.

Being far away from her is tantamount to drowning me in the middle of the ocean.

Deep and deep then sank into an endless feeling of pain.

Can't breathe if it keeps going like this.

The mother who was getting closer to my brother Daniel, Brother Daniel who turned sweet.

And all the weird things that suddenly happened around me.

Does this have anything to do with "getting away" Brother Dave?

Today I was waiting for him on the football field after school.

Brother Dave just came in and I was nagging him right away.

Brother Dave doesn't mind me, he's talking about Brother Daniel.

It's annoying, always evasive.

Carrying the name of Brother Daniel as a shield, is he playing tricks on me?

"Sister Dave we need to talk." My impatient words reveal what is in my heart.

"I'll have to practice, next time." Answer Brother Dave as he passes.

"Well, I'll obey your wishes. We don't have to talk anymore."

With pent-up anger, I walked away.

We walked in opposite directions, there really was a distance there.

"Sorry Lily, I don't want to talk to you. But our destiny is to be brothers and sisters. Slowly you will also forget me, though this heart will never be able to turn away. How hard I tried, never could." Brother Dave lirih.

* * *

"Lily, stop thinking about Dave. Let your heart be free." I murmured in my heart.

But it's not that easy, there's nothing to forget and forget.

We remain steadfast in the stand of each who thinks the way we go will make things better.

Sialll?!!!

Why do tears not stop flowing?

I walked to the toilet to wash my face that had been wet from tears that had flowed without excuse.

"Hey, Lily.. !!!! sober up?!?? loe's just being made into an impingement, ok?? you accept it because it is appropriate for a plain girl like you who thinks true love really exists. Hey tears?!?? let's work together. I wouldn't be willing to shed so many of these precious tears just because of a stone man like Brother Dave."

Upset and upset, that's all I think right now.

I opened the water tap in front of me, the sound of water gurgling all over my grief.

I cupped it into my two hands and held the water under the water tap.

I wet my face with water.

"It's so fresh, Huft !!!! it's Lily.. move move move. Forget what makes you sad and hurt. Focus on your goals."

Again, I encouraged myself.

A spirit that I must nurture from now on.

Brother Dave is my stepbrother.

We will not always meet.

Even when we die, each other will know.

Is it just love?

This terrible love.

Later, I have to get used to seeing Brother Dave holding another hand, other than my hand.

Protecting others, besides protecting me.

A mature preparation if this moment has been thought by me.

"Lilly? long time you've been in the toilet." Said Brother Daniel who suddenly stood in front of the girls' toilet.

"You want to look at me, right? you pervert." Reply annoyed.

"Honey, I just came here. You see, I'm looking for you in class, no." Said Brother Daniel not accept I accused him of peeking.

"Keep you know where I'm from?" Ask me wonder.

Daniel explained that he asked one of my friends who saw me walking towards the toilet.

So, he's waiting for me here.

Brother Daniel said "Its Okay" and took me home together.

We walked to the parking lot, where Gaby and Brother Dave were.

He said he wanted to practice? how did Gaby get home?

My mind wondered about Brother Dave's changing attitude and made me hate and annoy him even more.

Dave didn't see me at all.

With an innocent face, she leaves with Gaby.

"Ly's? you all right?" Ask Brother Daniel.

He felt that I was thinking about Brother Dave.

From the look of my face it is clear if there is anger there.

"I'M GOOD AND VERY KIND, TAKE ME HOME BROTHER DANIEL."

Brother Daniel was surprised to see this other side of me full of anger.

Before it sprayed, Brother Daniel chose to take me home immediately.

* * *

"The road to my house will turn right, not straight. Where are you taking me?" I asked Brother Daniel who was casually riding a motorcycle.

I don't know where he's taking me.

Brother Daniel didn't answer me at all.

Once I got to a place that was so familiar, I got off the bike.

"You like it?"

Brother Daniel pointed to a beautiful flower garden.

This is Lily's Flower Garden.

Only me, Mom and Dad know this place.

Why did Daniel know?

She must have known it from my mother.

Cheating, without trying, Brother Daniel can know what I like and not.

I forgot all that, that upset feeling.

Ten years or so I never came here because since my father died, Mom started avoiding this place when I was dying to leave.

I didn't dare ask her permission to come here because I was afraid that Mom would feel sad when she remembered my late father.

"Thank you, Brother Daniel, for bringing me back here." Say to Brother Daniel.

"Either. It's my job to make you happy."

Brother Daniel replied as he led me closer to the white Lily flower bed in front of us.

A gentle breeze blew, adding to the atmosphere became even more soothing.

Brother Daniel is smart too, he brought me here at school.

We can see the sunset here.

But I'm not interested in that.

My plan was to come here with Brother Dave, Mother and Father Haris.

The plan is a plan, nothing can be fixed.

It's all over and I've learned not to think about it anymore.

Still consider Brother Dave my half-brother, nothing more.

Even if you have to deceive yourself.

I would do it for Dave.

The man to the stone is heartless.

"I'm tired God?!!!! remove this taste and get it out of my heart."

I screamed in my heart.

Those crazy tears came back, this time with Brother Daniel holding my hand tightly.

"Pick it up, if it'll make you relieved."

My crying broke.

I sat down and cried.