LOVED MY BROTHER (TIRI)

Chapter 25's

In class...

My stomach ache was just an excuse to avoid.

I hid in the classroom from the hustle and bustle of the charity bazaar.

I folded my hands on the table and put my head on it.

I began to think about what was going on in my life.

From the beginning, I should have been honest with Mom that Brother Dave was my first love.

From the beginning, I should have known that Dave and I couldn't be together.

From the beginning, I should have realized that the life I was living was not as smooth as I expected.

I'm reflecting on the "fake" love story I made myself with Brother Dave.

We love each other, but there are a lot of people involved and hurt in it.

Daniel is a very good man.

Many beautiful and intelligent girls were after him and he chose me to be a special person in his heart.

But what am I doing?

Betrayed with full awareness.

Happy over all planned lies.

Mother, the person I love so much asked me to stay with Brother Daniel.

My heart does not want it.

Haris' father who incidentally is the father of Brother Dave also likes Brother Daniel and wishes us both together.

However, Brother Dave is my savior.

She was my first love.

There's no other man I want other than Brother Dave.

I have loved him for more than three years.

Love in silence and just be the person behind the scenes hoping for an uncertain love.

When my first love came to me, the situation became very complicated.

Without guessing, he was my brother.

We have to live the role of brother and sister in which intertwined love story full of sacrifice.

Should I end all these "games?

"Lilly? you why?"

A very familiar voice and the one I wanted to hear the most.

"Sister Dave.!!"

I looked up, then I hugged her body.

Brother Dave was surprised.

"Lilly? you why?" Ask Brother Dave.

"I'm tired, brother, I want to end all this." I answered while crying.

"What do you mean?" Ask Kak while looking into my eyes that began to shed tears.

"I want us to separate." My answer made Brother Dave surprised.

"What's? can't do. I love you so much, Lily, how can we part?" Said Brother Dave.

"Mother asked me to be with Brother Daniel. I have no power to refuse." Answer me still crying.

"Remove your tears. Let's talk first, find the best solution." Said Brother Dave while taking off my embrace.

She wiped my tears and then Brother Dave sat beside me, she leaned her head on my shoulder and held my hand.

"You know what not? what makes me so happy?" Ask Brother Dave.

"I don't know." Polo answered.

"From childhood I didn't have a mother. I miss his affection so much. When Dad said he wanted to get married again, I was so happy. Mother's vague figure in my brain memory has now been seen clearly and clearly.

Nawang's mother has completed the emptiness of father's heart. Nawang's mother has made my family whole again. Dad told me he would never marry again if I didn't want him even though he also needed a companion to accompany him in his old age. I also want to love someone other than you so that you and I don't have to torture themselves the way they are today. I also want to be free to have a relationship without having to fear being discovered by Mom, Dad or others. But, my heart has faith that we are meant to be together." Said Brother Dave.

"Sister Dave, we have to make our parents happy. We can't be selfish." My answer.

"Me and you are half-brothers, right? you're not my biological grandfather. If I love you, is that a mistake?" Brother Dave said stubbornly.

"That's not what I meant. I don't want to hurt Haris' mom and dad." Reply lirih.

"What about my feelings? are you thinking about it too?" Dave asked with his head up and looked me in the eye.

"Don't look at me like that." I replied that I felt uncomfortable with the gaze of Brother Dave's eyes that were so sharp.

"Look at my eyes Lily, I love you so much. I promise I'll talk to Mom and Dad all right." Brother Dave begged.

"Lily, I'm gonna try to convince Mom and Dad if we're worth it together. If you want to end this relationship, end it. But the love in my heart is still for you." Said Brother Dave then got up from his seat slowly stepping away.

I saw Brother Dave from behind his back.

He was the stubborn figure I had ever known.

He is the only one who is willing to take high risks to maintain his love.

God, god,

Servants only want Dave's brother.

If we can be together in the future, change our destiny.

Bring us back.

Aamiin ...

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The field...

Daniel's brother is still in the charity bazaar.

He was coordinating with his team about the bazaar event.

When he finished, he then sent me a WA message.

It sounds :

"Lily, you have a real stomachache? where're you?"

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In class...

My phone suddenly rang.

I took the phone in my bag.

I opened my phone screen.

It turns out that WA message from Brother Daniel.

I returned the message.

It sounds :

"Yes, my stomach hurts. I'm in class."

I lied to Brother Daniel so he wouldn't suspect me if I was avoiding Mom.

Brother Daniel then replied.

"Okay, I'll be heading to your class soon. Want me to get you some stomach pain medication?"

I replied, "No need. Thank you." Thank you."

Then Brother Daniel did not return my message again.

"Huft, I'm so hungry. It turns out that in this sad moment, I forgot to think about my stomach."

I moved from my seat to the cafeteria.

Suddenly Brother Daniel came with a breath of breath.

"Sister Daniel?" I said surprised.

"It turns out you're still here." Answer Brother Daniel.

He approached me.

Brother Daniel brought a lunch box.

"It's for your lunch and it's stomach pain medicine." Said Daniel, opening the box he was carrying.

"Sorry, I'm full." My answer.

"Eat, your face is pale. Your eyes are puffy too, you're crying, aren't you?" Said Brother Daniel.

"No, I don't cry and I'm not hungry." Answer me.

My mouth may lie, but my stomach won't.

He thrashed to ask for lunch.

"Are you really not hungry? does your stomach sound?" Said Brother Daniel who heard the sound of rumbling from my stomach.

"All right." Answer me while holding in shame.

Brother Daniel asked me to sit down, he did not allow me to eat alone.

He wanted to bribe me, I refused him.

"Eat it, open your mouth." Pinta Brother Daniel.

With great force, I followed his wishes.