LOVE WITHOUT WORDS

Chapter Six LOVE WITHOUT WORDS

Don't blame yourself for too long, but don't forget what happened. That way, you can repay his kindness. There's no point in regretting, there's no point in crying for what happened." (While You Were Sleeping)

Diandra walked towards the hospital window. The view is far away somewhere. Diandra still did not understand, what the man meant to do all to her.

Diandra would never forget the man's face. In every sleep Diandra always met the man.

I was destined not to have a happy life. Pain is probably the thing that I will always know.Crying is how the heart speaks, when the lips can not explain the pain felt.I just want someone to hug me and say that I am useful, I can not explain the pain, not what I thought all along.

Tears fell soaking Diandra's cheeks. Diandra has always tried to be a good woman. It never felt like he was hurting any man. But why did that man harass him. Taken away the most precious thing in his body. Is there still a man who wants to be with him.That's always been in Diandra's mind.

It felt like I wanted to go, far away ..a far away from this world that never seemed to be my friend. From childhood I was left by my father. When I was a teenager my only family left me. Everyone left, no one wanted to stay next to me. Am I destined to be alone forever?

Why should I experience this? Why did you “timate” such a heavy problem to me? I also want to live happily like them, living with a whole family. Am I not worthy of being loved like them? Am I not worthy of happiness? Out of billions of people in the world why should I? Why God? It's not that I want to blame fate, but I think everything I've been through is too much. I want to give up, God.

Diandra cried sobbing. I want him to scream. But his voice could not come out. Diandra fell on the floor. Diandra then banged his head against the wall.

Galen entered and saw Diandra who was crying while banging her head directly run up and hug the girl.

"Diandra, relax! Don't hurt yourself. It's no use. It won't go back to how it used to be."

Diandra hit her chest that felt tight. He wanted to scream but his voice was still. Galen held tightly to Diandra's hand so she wouldn't hurt her body again. Galen hugged Diandra's body tightly.

"Already Diandra, don't hurt yourself again. I can't see it" Galen said with tears falling on his cheeks.

"I beg Diandra, be strong for me. If you're fragile like this, I'm not strong either."

Diandra spilled all her tears in Galen's arms. Until finally Diandra felt tired.

Galen helped the woman he loved so much stand up. Diandra helped to get into bed and lay down. However, Diandra did not want to. He just sat leaning on the head of the bed with an empty look.

Galen sat on the edge of the bed. In Diandra's hand. Galen then wiped away the remaining tears that were still wetting Diandra's cheeks.

"Never feel alone. I'll be right here. I will always accompany you. Life is too beautiful for you to cry. I know, it's not easy for you to accept everything that's happened. However, that does not mean you have to give up and give up. You have to prove it to the person who harassed you, if you will not be silent and down. You will repay everything. We're gonna find out who did it and retaliate with more pain than a cop's punishment."

Diandra nodded his head. He is happy to have a friend like Galen. The man who in every breath is always Diandra says his name.

The worst kind of pain is when you smile just to stop a tear from falling.The only thing more exhausting than Depression is pretending that you don't feel it.It feels like this never will it ends. The world will not stop collapsing until there is nothing left of me but dust.The loneliest moment in a person's life is when they see their whole world crumbling, and all they can do is stare blankly. And pretend everything's okay, when your heart hurts.

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Seriate.

Source of quotes from Google