Love Under The School Bench

what a shit day

I was late.erika ran fast towards the school gate.he stopped when he saw the school gate was tightly closed and it was no longer possible for him to get inside. he tried to catch his breath.

there is no other way.I think the only way is to pass the way of the rat again.erika immediately rushed to the place.he knew the place from syerly when they were late the other day. the road there is a bush so that people can not find the place.Erika walks crouching because the hallway is small. she will be greeted by bush again when already inside.

" i made it myself. " there was a voice of a woman speaking. I undoed the intention to stand up and flicked a little leaf to see who was speaking.

" i have no appetite." answered azka ketus.he immediately turned around but the girl pulled his arm.I don't understand why the girl was wasting time on a cold person like him.

" i beg you." the girl pleaded but it seemed to irritate Azka.he brushed off the girl's hand and the food in her hand was thrown.I was surprised that the food landed on me.

" awww" I shouted loudly.all the food was spilled on me so that it made my clothes dirty.all of a sudden azka stood in front of me watching me who was already a mess. he looked at me coldly as if he thought I was eavesdropping.I looked at him with a feeling of annoyance.I stood up quickly but Azka turned around and left just like that.

" hey...!" I shouted at him but he was deaf and did not even turn my head in the slightest.I looked at the girl but he just saw me and then left feeling sad. I just stood up in disbelief with what I had gone through. Why am I so unlucky.

" basic.sok cool.selfish...shit...nodanya do not want to disappear.what should I do." I scream incessantly in the bathroom. the bathroom was very quiet because the school had entered. I also could not enter the class with dirty clothes.even the smell of food was still attached.

when I came out of the bathroom azka leaned against the wall while closing her eyes.I was still annoyed at her.it felt like I was going to spill a trash can into her body. I walked past her as if I had not seen her existence.

" i.e." I stopped walking and turned my head.Azka opened her eyes stepping towards me and threw the jacket that had been on her arm.

" you shouldn't be carelessly eavesdropping." he walked away past me.

" what do you mean.who's eavesdropping?" azka stopped walking and turned around

" then what are you doing there?" the questions are hard to answer. I can't possibly tell her that I'm late and infiltrated through a small hallway there.

" it's none of your business" I left in a hurry, leaving the azka still standing there.

" sorry mom. "all eyes are on me. It's only natural that I'm too late.

" open the jacket." said the teacher's mother reminded. because it is not allowed to wear a jacket during class hours.

" sorry mommy my clothes are dirty. that's why I was wearing a jacket. there was a little accident. "my answer explained.

" yes, sit down." the teacher continued the lesson.I breathed a sigh of relief.and looked at me. I hope he did not realize that the jacket I was wearing was Azka's jacket. I was confused to explain how to him.

" why are you so late? " sheerly whispered towards me for fear of interrupting the ongoing lesson.

" don't ask me again. It's an unlucky day for me. You smell the food, right, there's a fool spilling food on me. "

" whose jacket are you wearing?" sheerly continued trying to investigate.does he know this jacket? I hope not.

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finally this exhausting day was over as well.I heaved a sigh of relief.

" ah.he's so cool." a lot of girls are huddled outside screaming hysterically.they're like they're meeting an idol artist. but why do I wonder if this is not common.they always act like that when they see azka. girls do not have a spelling .

" hey." Looked at someone from behind the crowd.I slowly saw his face.

ah. which is true.so all they've been crowded is jordy. why he came to my school.not he can pick me up at home. I walked towards him watching his appearance that had changed a lot.he was already taller than me and also very handsome.It was fitting that they were crazy for him.

" erika. is she your boyfriend? " ask selana who arrived approaching towards me. she will not be left behind with something like this.

" yes she is my girlfriend." jordy suddenly embraces me.ki ta not as familiar.erika release her arms with great annoyance.

" well.I don't know if your girlfriend is so cool "I glanced at the jordy who looks very confident.

"are you going to keep standing here or are we going home. "I'm getting impatient.I'm tired of it. I want the day to end quickly.

" all right let's go home".

I went around in various eyes and whispered. Some were envious, amazed and so on. But this was not what they thought.in fact he was my half-brother. he always looked for my mother's attention when I was a little girl.he must have been very happy when I decided to move.he could get my mother's love completely. but all that can be understood maybe he can only feel the affection of the mother that I have never felt before.

" i guess you're cursing me in your heart" he said suddenly.I was a little surprised.I didn't say anything in my heart. maybe because he thinks I hate him for that problem a few years ago.

the reason moved at that time was because I was tired of living with a feeling of annoyance and jealousy with their happiness.I often peeked out from behind the door as they joked. I always thought that if my father was still alive in the jordy position at that time it would have been me. Therefore when jordy slipped into the pool and he tried to blame me I accepted it.

" i'm sorry..!!!" his voice was almost inaudible.

" for what...??"I don't seem to understand what he's saying, I just want him not to feel guilty anymore.

" if I had accidentally knocked myself down, you wouldn't have gotten out of the house. "

" let's go. I really want to get out of the house. I just happen to have a problem so I can go quietly."

jordy's been quiet for a long time, I don't know what he's thinking right now.

" i'm glad you're back. "jordy's last words touched me a little. If I had been more familiar with him we might have been very compatible brothers.