
When reality does not go according to expectations, only disappointment and heartache will arise in the heart.
Disappointment is not only caused by a betrayal, but it can also be a latitude put a feeling too deep . Especially if you have been expecting it for a long time, but she is expecting something else.
Disappointed and hurt, that was how Anaya felt for now.As if she was caught between her feelings.And only her tears were able to explain the stifling pain in her chest at this moment. Because of the pent-up feeling that was stored for Alan Maholtra.
The atmosphere of this night looks dark, even the light of the moon as if reluctant to give a speck of light to illuminate the earth that misses the light of night.
dear diary
******It feels too tired this body
Walk in the direction
But uncertain
Even this leg seemed reluctant to step
Because time doesn't give you thousands of seconds to reach for your love
I love you with all my sincerity
However
These lips are unable to speak
Even
When I try to hide my feelings
My heart is hurt by you
You hurt me by making me your experiment material
Said you hurt me
Like a razor incision
Who incised a gaping wound in the heart.
Lord, if indeed he is only a dream to me, then let me dream.I am willing not to wake up from a beautiful dream in my sleep.because I am afraid if I wake up from my sleep ,the sun will welcome me with the loss of the one I love .
by:Anaya Caroline****
That's how Anaya, he always describes his feelings through the words he said in his diary.Because keeping something secret is safer in the diary book, than telling others .Because one day someone will reveal our secrets, when he begins to dislike us.
***
Anaya went to the office.
Early in the morning Anaya had arrived at the office of Maholtra group.She deliberately left for the office early in the morning, because she had to work on a proposal for the opening of the new branch office.
Anaya walked towards her office.
then start working on the file for the project event GO later.But suddenly the office phone in his room reads.Then he picked it up.Sound the voice of Alan who called.
"Anaya, help you come to my room, there's something I want to say!"the phone was cut off immediately .
"Hopefully today the PHP master did not make me his experimental material again !"
thought Anaya inwardly.Then she went towards the room of President Alan.
Tok tok tok tok
"Yes, please enter Anaya."
"Excuse me sir, can I help you?"
"the next 3 days of GO event in Bali will be held, I hope you can do the best and perfect as possible!I don't want my guests disappointed!gotit?"said Alan .
"well sir, I'll do my best !"reply Anaya.
"oh yeah, one more thing I almost forgot to add to the list of events that I'm going to have a romantic dinner with music and singers, and later in the afternoon I will send you to Bali to help the decoration process to the whole, and the core yes you are the main person in charge there.so I hope you can work consistently, so for that, I hope you can work consistently,in the afternoon you will have to go to Bali!"alan said back.
"Well sir I will add later.And about the singer later I will find it."
"No no, you don't have to find a singer for the show, because my sister Olan is going to sing there, she's good at playing guitar and singing."
"Okay sir, is there anything else ?if not, I beg you!"said Anaya.
But in his heart he thought, "luckily I will go to Bali, maybe away from the master of PHP
it will calm my heart."
Then he returned to his room to prepare all the needs he needed in Bali later.
**It's coming home.
Mr. Imron opened the gate.
"Please enter Aden" said Mr. Imron
"Sir Imron, is Olan back?"
"Already Aden, he was in his room."sahut Mr. Imron.
"Oh well."
Then Alan walked to his room, after he had taken a bath, and then came out of his room to Olan's room .
Tok tok tok tok
"Now..."
"eh brother, what's the matter brother, do you miss my good looks ?you don't usually come to my room" Olan said
"Hem..., I'm here to say that later during the GO event in Bali you will fill the guests' romantic dinner by singing, you want to?"
"Singing?all right, no problem!but will your new, cheeked employee come along?"
"Yes, he's in charge there." replied Alan.
"I wish my sister would introduce me" Olan said
"Alright, but promise to make the atmosphere as romantic as possible.For my plan to declare my love for Keysa goes well."sahut Olan .
"Deal!"olan said back.
Three days have passed .Today was the day all the invited guests were there except Keysa.
The event began with a ribbon cut by the leader of the Maholtra group, the,then followed by flying a balloon into the air.It is tradition for them if there is an opening event the office inauguration will hold a balloon release event into the air.It is believed that their office will be successful.Then it will be continued with the event romantic dinner with all invited guests.
"Olan, are you sure Keysa is coming?I didn't even see him this morning."
Said Alan anxious .He was worried that Keysa would not come, even though he had prepared himself to declare his love for Keysa.
"Look, I think she's coming, maybe she's going to the spa right now, medicure pedicure, makeup, then picky clothes, or whatever I forgot, her name is a girl."
olan said to calm her brother's heart.
"Is that so?women are complicated!unlike us guys who come up with just about anything ."
Not finished talking until Olan cut off her brother's conversation.
"Look, brother, he's here!"
Olan said as she showed a girl in a tight red dress with red lipstick on her lips while throwing a smile walking around like a model.
this is a picture of the figure of keysa at the romantic dinner.
"Well, that's pretty, Keysa looks so pretty, I wouldn't even miss this opportunity to express my love to her."
Alan said while pulling a chair for keysa's seat.
Keysa gives Alan a bouquet of pink roses.
"Huh... !just say beautiful?oh well brother where's the dimpled girl you told me about?"
olan asked whispering into Alan's ear.
" The Anaya?I don't know, I don't know, for sure she won't be as pretty as Keysa tonight, I'm sure of that" Alan said steadily.
"Oh so the name is Anaya, do not be too confident, we do not even know the depth of the water if we do not measure it" said Olan
They talk whispering whispered like a mother's mother who gossiped again.
"Let's see who that beautiful girl came from, she's even a hundred times prettier than that lizard of your choice, and I'll make sure it's Anaya!because I saw those two dimples on his face, and I'm sure you'll regret what you said."
olan said accompanied by a mocking smile, then went to approach Anaya .
this is a picture of Anaya at a romantic dinner.
"Hi, you must be Anaya right?"asked Olan familiar.
"Yes" she answered briefly with a smile.
"I'll introduce you. My name is Olan, I'm Alan's brother."
"Oh so you're Alan's brother who's going to sing on stage?"
They spoke at length.Suddenly laugh.From a distance Alan saw the two,there is a dislike of seeing the scene.Thus in the end Olan invites Anaya to sing a duet with her to the stage.Eth seduction like what Olan made ,which is certainly not the appeal of the coconut island.Only the two of them know.
"Good night everyone, our edition will present a once song titled" I WANT" which will be performed by a beautiful girl like a fairy who came down from the kahyangan." said Olan.
Everyone was silent for a moment to listen to Anaya's voice.
Olan started strumming his guitar
jrengs...
the sound of Olan's guitar sound signifies the aba aba to anaya to start singing.
You can ignore me
And assume I don't exist
But it won't change my feelings
To you
I'm sure someday
Everything will happen
You'll love me
And never will
Take off you
I want to accompany you
I want to love your shortcomings
Always be willing to make you happy no matter what
I promise I exist.
You can stay away from me
But I believe
Someday
You'll love me
And will never let me go
I want to accompany you
I want to love your shortcomings
Always be ready to be happy
Whatever happens
I promised I existed
I want to accompany you
I want to love your shortcomings
I'm willing to get hurt
For you always.
"Thank you."
said Anaya and olan accompanied by a standing ovation from invited guests.
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