Love To Anaya Caroline

Chapter 19 Love in Bali

Still among the doubtful but wanting feelings. Slowly Alan began to spread his hands to Anaya's shoulders and looked at Anaya's face that was still flushed.

Slowly Alan lifted Anaya's chin, so that Anaya's gaze was only on him. Now they are staring at the eyes. Occasionally Anaya can clearly see the shadow of herself in Alan's black eyeball .

Alan stroked Anaya's unraveling hair then took a deep breath before starting his words.

Whether you have to start from where, it seems that happiness is difficult to pronounce .

"Nay.., thank you for accepting me, really those are the words I really want to hear straight from your mouth. And now it feels like this heart is floating in the sky to play a slide behind the beautiful colorful rainbow "say Alan.

Sometimes he stroked Anaya and looked Anaya in the eyes lovingly.

Anaya did not budge, she just let go of her beautiful smile and re-submerged her face behind the chest of Alan's field.

Once again Alan raised Anaya's chin, to return to face each other.

"Nay .., do you know.before we meet like today, I do not understand what happiness is, and before I know you ,I also don't know the meaning of love .But when destiny brings us together as we are today, I just know what happiness means to love you. Even for me right now, you are more special than Halley's comet, which only comes down once in 76 years, because you will only be present once in my life and for all time. Because I love you so much and I don't want to let you go ."Alan confirmed his expression of feelings to the woman in front of him at this time.

"Then what about Keysa?, didn't you like him?"Anaya frowned.

"Keysa? I used to love him, but I never loved him like I did when I felt love for you, I just liked him." Alan said.

"You mean?, I don't understand?"ask Anaya.

"Anaya.., you should know the difference between liking and loving. Like the word, when you like the beauty of roses, then you will immediately pluck it, after he withers then the flower will be thrown away. It is different if you love roses. Surely you will take care of it, water it, and maintain the beauty of the flowers. You will never be willing to pluck the flowers even though she is very beautiful.Even when you take care of her, not infrequently the thorn of the rose will stab you, but it does not matter. Because your love is greater to care for and care for it as you take care of your heart." Alan said .

Anaya's heart was slightly touched, back he hugged the body of Alan who had been quiet all this time.

If yesterday the love that he entrusted only through prayer, now he has been present in front of his eyes.Had only been able to express his feelings through his diary book, but now , those words of love instantly ringed in his ears . In the past all his feelings of love for Alan, only expressed through a verse in a poem, where he did not have to fear disappointment because of a rejection or regret because of loss .

Everything is like a dream, but really, all this has become real .Because everything just happens without the process of setting.

" Alan thanks for choosing me, will you but.. will you not regret having made me your partner?, because there are still many women out there who are more deserving of you."said Anaya.

Alan sighed before answering Anaya's question .Slowly she held onto Anaya's shoulder and looked at the girl who was currently lowering her face.She raised the girl's face and began to explain .

"Nay.., you're right.Maybe there are a lot of better and prettier women out there than you, but I'm not interested in any of them .And no matter how simple you are right now, you will never be replaced. Because from this moment on, you are the owner of this heart."Alan put Anaya's hand on his left chest .

Anaya closed her eyes and began to feel Alan's beating heart.

"why are my heartbeats and Alan beating at the same time?, and now the sound of his heartbeat is getting heard by me, can he also feel my heartbeat?".

Slowly Anaya began to release her embrace.She did not want to dissolve too long in that embrace. Afraid that later he will not be able to resist embarrassment if Alan teases her or even mocks her.

"Alan.., promise me that you will still love me, and will not leave me.Because that time keeps turning, he will never stop and can not be turned back."

Said Anaya with a slightly sobbing tone of voice .

It seemed that his eyes were now beginning to stem the teardrops that were still reluctant to drip and wet his cheeks .Somehow the fear of losing Alan instantly made him look weak .

"You don't have to be meek, you don't know!"Alan Canda.

"Nay.., even if other people say bad things about you, I won't believe any of that, because I'm sure you're not. Or if one day this earth will change, believe me...!my feelings will remain the same for you. Or even if one

when I was faced with a choice between loving you, I lost my life and left you to survive but choose another woman. Then I'll let go of my last breath to love you." Alan said .

"Why do you prefer to die?don't you love your life?"ask Anaya .

"Because you are my breath and my heart's owner.How can I possibly survive for another while you are gone with my heart and breath .Even in the hospital a lot of oxygen can help me to breathe but nothing will replace the heart that has gone with you." Alan said.

"Thank you, I will always remember your words" Anaya said .

"I want to take you out, you don't mind, do you?"ask Alan.

"where? but I have to prepare my stuff first, so later tonight I will return to Jakarta. Tomorrow we have to work at the headquarters again. Just later

well, after I finish all my stuff first, the reason later tonight is that I am so late to the airport." said Anaya refused.

"You don't have to be afraid of getting to the airport late. We will go to Jakarta together. Now.. You accompany me on a walk around the city of Bali ."

"Later what the employees in Maholtra group said, if they know we go home together to Jakarta ." asked anaya a little doubt.

"Let them say whatever they want, I don't care. Who dares to appoint President Alan Maholtra .Only those who do not want to work anymore and who do not love their lives will do that."

Alan flicked his collar, as if he was boasting of himself as President.

Hearing Alan's reply, Anaya only exhaled violently until her breath blew her hair that started to cover her eyes.

"Already, let's go outside for a walk.Because this is our first date. And I'm going to name it "love in Bali", it's a pity." Alan said .

"What?, he called me with the word dear?then should I also call him by that name?"

For a moment Anaya was silent, she was still confused to call Alan what he called.

"Nay, don't you shut up, don't you like it well if, I call you with the word baby?all right, I'll change it.What if I call you "jellyfish princess" just ."

Alan raised both of his eyebrows and a hint of a sly smile implied on his lips.

" Jellyfish princess?freaky!do I look like an ugly jellyfish!"Anaya crank .

"Who said my jellyfish is ugly, you're so pretty. I said that because I was like Spongebob chasing jellyfish. So we're like Spongebob and jellyfish." Alan teased.

"There-there-is!"anaya was a little upset

"Let my princess, come with me to fill our love story part love in Bali ."Take Alan out while extending his hand to Anaya.