
The clock seemed to be restrained and very reluctant to leave the darkness of the evening. Until the atmosphere feels so gripping inside to the sunyian. As if imprisoned in the night, Arif is eager to rebuke the dark to leave. Asking the chicken to crow immediately called the sun. The feeling of anger, cursing, and regret becomes more and more inside. The young man is very chaotic at the moment, especially in added Khanza who was repeatedly hysterical and fainted in his arms. It was as if fate was conspiring to toy with something that happened tonight, haunting Arif's feelings with zero tolerance. His beating heart became more and more, as Faizal's parents walked out from behind the IGD's door. Seeing the tangled faces of the two middle-aged people, Arif's breath seemed to falter, like something was blocking.
"I'm sorry, we've tried to do our best for the safety of your son and mother. However, God willingly, your Son we cannot save, we once again apologize profusely and we mourn the death of the Son of the Father and Mother," the doctor said to Faizal's parents who were sitting on the bench in front of him.
Both of Faizal's parents were already unable to say any more words. Silenced with tears, even Mother Faizal fainted in her husband's arms.
"Thank you, Doc." That's all that can be said from Faizal's father's lips.
***
Khanza was hysterical when he saw the gurney carrying the body of his best friend, out of the IGD room. The nurse took Faizal along with her parents.
"No way! this is impossible!" the hysterics.
"Rif, Faizal is fine, right?! that's not Faizal, is it?! that's not him?!" Khanza shakes Arif's silent shoulder with his blank look.
"Rif, answer!" bentak Khanza, resuscitate his lover.
"I-it's F-Faizal, Za," he said very slowly. Arif's tears instantly fell back down from his cheeks.
"lik! you lied!"
Khanza ran towards the cloth-covered body, opened it at the top, he wanted to make sure himself.
"It-it ...." Khanza retreated slowly by covering his mouth with his hands. It's almost as if his body had broken to the floor if Faizal's mother hadn't held him back.
"Ikhlasin, he, son. Let her calm down there," Faizal's mother asked Khanza who was in her arms.
The two women embrace a soul-wrenching sobbing, spilling the pain of losing the person we love and love. Everything looks upset in the grief of loss, only sobs represent feelings. Trying to strengthen each other, now they are trying sincerely to release the departure of Faizal.
Goodbye, dear friend, 'I keep all the memories we've made. Although there will be a strong longing present, but I am sure that you and I will always be together in a heart that is always bound.
Khanza strengthened his heart not to cry again for the departure of his best friend. As Faizal asked for the last time.
"If I go, you take good care of yourself? dengerin always Arif's advice, do not make him disappointed and most importantly do not cry again whatever will happen."
Khanza walked closer to Faizal, rubbing the man's cheek one last time. "You don't worry, I'll take good care of myself, okay." Khanza rubbed his tears, trying to smile at his friend who had closed his eyes.
Arif who had been silent since then, now came closer. Hugging the lover's shoulder from the side, he tried to strengthen Khanza.
"I've always shaken this emotional guy, Kok, Fa. I promise I'll look after him, won't fuck him like you asked." Khanza hit Arif in the chest next to him.
Arif's tears fell soaking through Faizal's body-covering cloth, a flash of memories with the man haunting his shadow. The meeting that was so bad that there were frequent misunderstandings between them, was now only a memory that he would remember forever.
"Oh, yes, Fa. I'm not crying, Kok. It's me laughing again." Khanza forced a laugh from his lips. However, who could ban tears that wanted to come out just like that.
Arif cradled Khanza into his arms, the laughter of his lover was more heartbreaking. For him it is better that Khanza shed all his sorrow through tears, than to have to cover everything with forced laughter.
***
A body now lying stiff underground.
A stiffening body and a lost breath with nature. Surrounded by people who are very fond, all can only look and look. Lamentation of heartache as farewell greetings. There is always loneliness and longing in the hearts of people who are left behind, but how else, this has all become the destiny of God.
My friend is now gone. However, there are always memories that will never be dull even in the eating times. Friends .... Although he left but will always be stored in the heart, as a filler of color in this life. He will never be replaced, even if there are always people coming and going. This story is always immortal in real niches and dreams.
I will always remember your advice, Fa. Sorry if I, all this time much wrong the same, lo. Good luck, lo, calm down there.
~Ariff.
I'll always smile for you, Fa. Goodbye forever my best friend. I promise I'll often bring Arif here for your visit.
~Khanza's.
Goodbye, Fa. Lo, that's quiet yeah, right there. I will shoot Dea as soon as possible, thank you, you have been my friend all this time.
~Randra.
I didn't expect it to be this fast, Fa. May you, calm down there, good bye forever.
~Dea.
Goodbye Faizal, good luck there.
~Adit and Fatih*.
The six now sat around the navel of the friend, paying their last respects to Faizal.
***
Being in the arms of the lover, Khanza tried not to cry, even though his heart was so sore. With a smile, he rubbed the tombstone, Khanza promised to be steadfast in this regard.
"I'm going first, Fa. I'll be here again with Arif," he stood up, asking his lover to leave.
"Lo, that's quiet over there, Fa. I will often jengukin, lo, same Khanza," said Arif last time, before moving away from there with the hand of Khanza.
"We're going, yeah, Fa. Once again good-bye," said Randra passing along with Dea, Adit and Fatih.
Arif, Khanza, Dea and Randra enter the same car. While Adit and Fatih go with their respective bikes, after saying goodbye to each other they go home with only holding memories of friendship with Faizal.
~Goodbye, good luck in peace~