LOVE THE CUPU

Chapter-32~Arif

Out of the bathroom Arif stared at the scattered HP on the floor, taking the object to remove the sim card and memory card. Throwing the latest output thing into the trash, Arif breaks down his body. Maybe now his emotions have subsided, but his mind is still spinning about Khanza.

Dude, he just thinks I'm a friend.

"KHANZA ...!" arif's screams echoed in the room.

Laying his arms shut his eyes Arif tried to get into his subconscious.

***

Khanza left for school in a hurry, even skipping breakfast at his home. Parking his car, Khanza saw that Arif's motorbike was already in school. He went around the school, but never found it.

Khanza saw Randra with some girls in front of his class.

"Basic playboy," Khanza muttered softly, walking towards Randra.

"Rand, lo, see Arif?"

"Eh, Za. I haven't seen him since, Za! why?"

"No papa Rand, there's only one to talk about."

"Still fighting?"

Khanza nodded in lethargy. "Gue find it first!" pamit Khanza passed.

Randra looked pityfully at the little girl. Suddenly his shoulders clapped someone from behind.

"It's still not okay with Arif?" faizal asked looking at Khanza who was walking away.

"Maybe! what's the matter, anyway, Fa?" ask Randra back.

"I don't understand either, Arif suddenly got that emotion. But, nevermind! let them finish both."

Randra agreed to Faizal's words. They decided not to interfere in the affairs of Khanza and Arif.

Khanza asked some of the children where Arif was, but no one saw him.

Where, anyway. What is the same .... Vera's? tap Vera again busy for the race event tomorrow.

Khanza walks lethargic behind the school. He wants to clear his fucked-up mind because of Arif. Just a few steps walk, Khanza's body stiffened staring at the figure of the man in his car.

***

The sun is still shy to show its light but Arif is already in school with his favorite motorcycle. Last night for Arif could not close his eyes quietly, Khanza's words kept ringing in his ears.

Arif stayed behind the school with a few cigarettes. Wreaking everything by smoking, Arif felt there was calm in him. Continuing to ignite a few cigarette butts, Arif looks so enjoy tightness in the back of the school.

Why am I so fucked up just because Khanza is in the arms of another man, whereas with Vera who is almost every day with other men I don't care. Sometimes I even see the chat with guys I never get angry. If only I had found a chat in HP khanza like that maybe I'd have beaten that guy up. What the hell happened to me? what is this thing called blind love? but he's just a friend ....

Arif recalls Khanza saying he was just a friend. Exhaling the cigarette smoke from his mouth.

It's true there's no clarity on this relationship, I also still have Vera. But .. what needs to be explained like that, if I'm just a friend no more. Is not enough of everything that has happened. Or he ... just assume everything is ordinary.

The smell of thick smoke was smelled in that place, Khanza to cover his nose and mouth. Approaching Arif with emotion, Khanza snatches a cigarette in Arif's hand.

"What the fuck, anyway!" arif protests want to reclaim cigarettes at the hands of Khanza.

Khanza clasped his cigarette and kept it behind him.

"Here!"

"No!"

"Here'in!" Arif looked Khanza in the eyes.Their bodies were only a few centi apart.

Khanza quickly put it in his pocket, making Arif's face crimson looking at Khanza. Arif turned away for fear of hurting the woman in front of him.

"Wait!" Khanza held Arif's hand, but Arif violently jerked his hand. Khanza fell because he was not balanced to hold his weight.

"You!" ringis Khanza is in pain.

Arif panicked checking Khanza's legs. "Where is sick, Za?"

A single tear soaked Arif's hand, making him look up at the girl before him. "It hurts a lot, Za? where, the hell, is sick!" Arif massages Khanza's legs slowly.

"You .... Why is anger not clear with me?" lirih Khanza wiped away her tears.

Arif stiffened his jaw back hardened.

"I ... what's wrong. Your phone is not active either. What's wrong, Rif?" Khanza shook Arif's arm.

Arif did not answer or just stared. He turned around wanting to leave from there, but Khanza quickly hugged him from behind.

"Please, don't go!" Khanza did not want to let go of his embrace despite Arif's rebellion.

Arif resigned, taking a deep breath Arif tried to release Khanza's hand slowly. Turn to look at the girl.

Arif holds Khanza's chin, leading him to look into his eyes. Khanza's tearful face made Arif feel guilty for her.

"Cowok yesterday who?" the question just came out of Arif's mouth.

"Which one?"

Arif took off Khanza's chin and turned around. He felt disappointed that Khanza was insensitive to his jealousy.

"He, Fatih! my friend!" terang Khanza stopped Arif's steps.

"FRIENDS! What's the need for that!" sindir Arif without turning around.

What the hell does that mean! is he really jealous?

Khanza was completely dizzy by the man in front of him. "You mean? what, hell!"

Arif turned around, Those sharp eyes were staring at Khanza's irises. "What's necessary, FRIEND embrace you like that!" arif Strictly.

Khanza gaping in disbelief, it turns out that Arif is really jealous of Fatih. There was a tingling sense of happiness in his chest, when he found out the man before him was jealous. But it still hurts to see Arif who is so messed up just because of him.

"Not that you're the same as me."

Khanza wants to seek clarity from Arif about how he is to Arif. Instead of getting an answer Arif even more angry with him.

"FRIENDS! it's just A FRIEND!" said Arif full of emphasis and turned to leave Khanza.

Wrong again, right! what do you want, anyway! it's true, friend, isn't it?

Khanza held his head, feeling dizzy himself facing Arif. Putting out a cigarette in his pocket Khanza muttered to himself. "When did he smoke?" Khanza threw the cigarette in the ground and stepped on it until it was crushed to the ground.

Breezed away from where Khanza entered his class because soon the lessons would begin.

***

The first lesson was over, but Arif did not reveal his nose at all. He will soon be training for basketball tomorrow. Khanza is increasingly worried when Arif's phone can not be contacted at all.

The cheers outside were so boisterous, making him get up from the chair and find out what was going on.

The Cheerleaders team has started training just like all the adam people gathered to watch it.

Look at the five men playing basketball on the court. "Aariff!" lirih Khanza.

Arif played so emotionally on the pitch that his friends could not keep up.

Khanza is increasingly worried about seeing Arif like that. He felt so guilty for making her angry. Not daring to watch up close, Khanza just stared at the man who was very, very impressed.

My heart aches to see you like this, why don't we talk about it alright without emotion. If it continues like this, we are increasingly torturing ourselves. I'm afraid it'll all be tomorrow.

Khanza's tears trickled down looking at the man who was now filled with sweat. Highlight his sharp eyes, his sturdy jaw, as well as the veins that came out of his muscular arms2 were clearly displayed that the man was currently so emotional. Although like that he was so fond of in Bhakti Senior High School this Nation.