LOVE THE CUPU

Chapter-22~Love or Admire.

Staring at the star-filled night sky, still letting out a clear circle in the already narrowed eyes, Khanza sat on the edge of his bedroom window. It's very painful for Khanza to find himself now.

Luckily, when Khanza came home his family was in their room, so they did not know that Khanza came home so messed up.

Faizal, who immediately left without a word after driving Khanza, made Khanza even more sad. Khanza felt guilty with Faizal, he should not have scolded Faizal who was just trying to defend him.

Khanza just didn't want Faizal to bring violence to a problem, but Faizal had misunderstood him, probably because of his wrong way of reprimanding.

Khanza still silently stared at the night sky out there, but his heart and mind floated lamenting his grief.

khanza's handpone ringing sounds rang many times, Khanza turned and walked to the bed picking up the flat object so noisy it was.

Khanza had guessed that Arif would definitely contact him, but Khanza's mood was still chaotic so he just ignored the phone call from Arif.

Tears that had begun to dry now wet again when Khanza staring at the phone that continues to sound, Genesis after events today again arranged like a puzzle in Khanza's memory. Closing his eyes neutralized the scaring pain in the chest. Khanza deactivated his poncel.

Wh-tok-tok!

A knock on the door made him wake up, rush into the blanket and pretend to be asleep.

Wh-tok-tok!

"No, no, no!" said Khanza's mother.

Khanza's mother, who knocked several times in Khanza's room, felt no response to Khanza's mother opening the door slowly and found her son had rested in peace.

Chequek!

"It's sleeping apparently! maybe exhausted." said Mama Vina sighing and came out.

He closed the door carefully. Back in the kitchen, continue their dinner.

"Ma! where's Khanzanya?" asked Zay who saw no sign of his sister.

"Had slept him, probably exhausted," replied Mama Khanza.

"Since when has Khanza been able to sleep this fast?" Papa Khanza somehow asked who, hearing Khanza sleep at hours like this was strange, because the boy was always difficult to sleep fast at night.

Zay frowned at his father's words, confirming in his heart that his sister had never slept so fast.

"There may have been a lot of work Pa! make it too, he says watch his friends. Maybe fatigue so sleep fast" mama Khanza told her husband.

Papa Khanza and Zay muttered and resumed eating. Zihan finished his meal quickly, he wanted to see Khanza in his room, as he felt that something was wrong with his Sister-in-law. He knew very well that Khanza sleeping at this hour must be something wrong in his mind. Usually if not sick there must be something to avoid.

After eating, Zihan saw Khanza, walked down the stairs, until he opened the door without knocking or calling Khanza.

Chequek!

The door opened, Zihan smiled faintly to find Khanza standing staring out the window, Khanza's position behind him so as not to know if he had come and entered the room.

"Sister, I'm guessing, it must be just pretending to sleep!"

Khanza was surprised and turned to the side of his Sister-in-law, Khanza was confused since when did Zihan enter and suddenly be by his side.

Zihan wiped the rest of Khanza's tears, and switched to rubbing Khanza's shoulder.

"If you want a story, brother, ready to hear it! don't feel alone! who knows, you might be able to help! at least it can relieve your heart," said Zihan smiled at Khanza who had been considered like his own sister.

Khanza again shed a drop of tears, feeling so many people actually care about him but he always disappointed. He remembered Faizal, maybe now he was so angry at him. Turn back and stare out the window in silence.

Zihan felt that Khanza was in need of time to be alone, he turned to want to leave the room. Just a few steps he walked but stopped because of the voice of Khanza.

"What's the difference between love and admiration, brother?"

Zihan stayed in place and smiled, finally Khanza made a sound as well.

"How to distinguish between awe and love?"

Zihan turned his body and approached Khanza again rubbed his sister-in-law's head with anxiety.

"Some one fell in love!?" said Zihan.

Khanza frowned looking at Zihan, and smiled at his Sister-in-law.

"Ha .. just amazed, Brother!" khanza turned her eyes back out the window, inexplicably hesitating with her own words.

"ha-ha-ha! you're just doubting the deck!" zihan patted Khanza on the shoulder with a laugh.

"Yes, already! Brother go first. Whatever your problem is! finish with a cold head."

Zihan walked out after giving his smile, but stopped when he wanted to close the door.

"Ask your heart! what do you feel! really true? a sense of awe or already more than the limit of awe. Only your heart can answer that. Sometimes, the mouth just rejects love not to disappoint, but a heart will always feel even if only a cut. I hope you can control yourself by dealing with love!"

Zihan closed the door after finishing his words, knowing that Khanza would understand what he said.

Khanza tried to digest the meaning of his Sister-in-law's words, it was very difficult for him to digest Zihan's words. Lying staring at the ceiling of his room.

"Ask your heart?" Khanza repeated Zihan's words.

"Aariff!" he said he spoke for himself and thought to himself.

"Just amazed!"

rubbed his face with anger.

"No! Yes, this is just a marvel!" khanza said the war between his mouth and his heart.

"If amazed? why does it hurt every time I see him with Vera?"

"No! I'm just amazed! Yes, it's just a sense of admiration! nothing more" said Khanza shaking his head and covering his face with a pillow.

Khanza remembered Faizal.

"Tomorrow I must apologize to Faizal" Khanza said.

Closing your eyes tries to erase thoughts and fatigue in the present day. Several times closed his eyes but Arif's face always appeared in his memory.

The look of Arif's guilt-ridden eyes danced in Khanza's eyes. There was a sense of unbearability in Khanza's heart, but there was an emotion when Arif only resigned when Vera accused him.

Khanza fell asleep with a thought that never stopped spinning in his brain, even for a second. Sometimes what we put too much into our minds will turn to our subconscious.

***

The night was so long for Arif, it was already 3am, but Arif still could not close his eyes. Fortunately tomorrow is a holiday, so there is no need to think about waking up early. It was back to what happened some time ago.

Arif takes Vera and Zia in turn, not going straight home. Calling and texting Khanza many times, but there was no response from Khanza, even now Khanza's handpone is not active.

Arif remembered Khanza who was hugged by Faizal and went home with Faizal, hitting the steering wheel many times, holding the corner of his lips that felt sore.

Drive the car home at high speed. Walking quickly into his house with such a cold face, the servants did not dare to say hello if he had installed such a cold mode.

Go straight into the room, change clothes and take the keys of his motorcycle, he instead went to meet his motorcycle gang friends.

Because tonight's Sunday night, be all gathered at their base camp.

Randra was there too. Staring surprised, found Arif who came with a slight bruise on his face, and a face that was so bright like a lion ready to pounce on his prey.