
What was Gita thinking, until she cried so hard?
Sad or moved?
Gita's chest seemed to expand, and slowly deflated, it seemed that Gita was adjusting her breathing.
"Why are you crying? Is something wrong?" asked Anang who was really curious.
"Because of your songs. I cried because of your songs, making me feel very sad," said Gita, rubbing her wet face with her hands.
Not haru's cry.
If the Gita who was excited to pursue his love can cry as sad as that, imagine if people who are upset who listen to him...
It seems, if Anang so make an album with the songs, the city newspaper will be filled with news about a desperate fool, and take his own life.
"Certainly what do you think? Ugly?" ask Anang.
"good song. Just stifling the chest" said Gita.
Anang had not had time to say anything, Gita had already asked,
"Why can you make a song that sad?"
Anang remained silent.
Did Anang have to tell you that the song was created, because of his heartache due to his love for Santi?
Anang would probably be laughed at by Gita.
Or maybe it will be in the amuk Gita right then and there.
Or nothing happened, just like that.
I don't know what Anang will say to Gita. Did Anang reason? Just tell me that...
"You're in love with Santi?" gita questions, jerking and disconnecting Anang's brain cells, who are still thinking about what he should say to Gita.
Anang so ragged.
How could Gita think about that?
Is Gita now able to read Anang's mind?
"Not yet to know?" ask Gita again, while looking at Anang closely.
You can't lie to Gita.
Finally, Anang nodded his head.
Gita seemed to have let out a long sigh, but still looked calm.
"Why didn't you tell Santi?" ask Gita who looks astonished and curious.
"Santi just want us to be friends," said Anang slowly.
The Gita did not go berserk, so this time Anang was sure that the Gita would laugh at him.
Gita was silent for a while, before she laughed off.
True Anang guess, if Gita will laugh at him.
Anang sighed in his long, heavy breath.
"Don't get me wrong. I'm not laughing at you. Because I laugh at myself, just like myself,
It feels sad, but funny too, though,
Ilove you... You love Santi... While Santi just wants to be friends with you," said Gita, after she stopped laughing.
Gita also took a long breath.
"Now what?" ask Gita.
A question that has no answer.
The two stared at him, with empty minds.
I don't know what Gita is thinking now, Anang can't guess because he himself doesn't know what he has in mind.
"Do you want to eat or drink something?" asked Gita, breaking the silence that happened there, for some time.
"Nothing. It's up to you. I'm still trying to make one more song" Anang said.
Gita then looks busy with her phone screen, typing something there, with both thumbs of her hands.
Anang continued strumming the strings of the guitar, which he had been holding since.
"I ordered coffee and a snack. It's okay if I'm still here?" ask Gita.
"It's okay. As long as you are not disturbed by the sound of my guitar" said Anang.
Gita simply smiled, without commenting much.
Every now and then Anang hummed softly, following the tone coming out of his guitar.
"Honestly, I was sorry when you kissed me that night, but I didn't admit that I liked you, too" Gita said.
"At that time, we just got to know. It feels like if I said that I love you too, it might look like I was lying" Gita said.
"I slammed your guitar, 'cause I was jealous. Santi told me that you were always intimate with her,
The shadow messed with my mind. Forgive me.." continued Gita again, with a sad face, and as if she was going to cry.
Anang touched Gita's cheek and stroked her slowly, intending to calm her down.
But Anang's treatment seemed to be a trigger for the fire, which made the Gita burn.
Gita approached, then kissed Anang's lips gently.
Anang looked at Gita's closed eyes, as if enjoying his chance to kiss Anang's lips.
Gita held the guitar Anang was holding, then moved it to the floor.
Gita then sat on Anang's lap face to face, and kissed Anang's lips again, while embracing Anang's neck with eyes closed.
Anang not only can not enjoy Gita's kiss, but Anang is not a lover.
Anang is a real man.
If without feeling and just for fun, maybe Gita has groaned in the bed, made Anang now.
But, Anang knew that Gita was playing with heart, and Anang did not want to hurt her.
Anang knew rightly the pain of the hanging feeling.
Especially if Anang's songs will be made the album, then heard by Gita again.
Imagine how guilty Anang felt, if Gita became the front page news material in the newspaper?
Anang lets Gita enjoy her wishes without retaliating, or showing that Anang can accept Gita's love.
It's not a problem, is it?
After all, Anang's mouth was not brought Gita home, just kissed there.
But, over time there seems to be something that disturbs Anang's mind.
Uh, Gita's hand is trying to damage Anang's brain cells.
Anang wants to...
Nay!
Don't dawdle!
Heh? Is wrong!
Anang pushed Gita a little, until Gita stopped kissing her, and helped stop Gita's hand attack, under Anang's stomach.
"Don't...!" anang said slowly.
Anang had to ban the Gita, even though some of his brain said, 'Lujutkaaan!'
Ehhems. Eheem...
Fortunately, Anang could quickly realize, before his brain completely moved all, interrupted by both thighs Anang.
The Gita did stop, but put on a disappointed look.
Seeing the look on Gita's face now, makes Anang want to find the 'stock' that Santi bought.
Santi.
So I remember that woman again.
Ah, Santi's... The woman was indeed an Anang mood destroyer.
Anang let out a long breath.
"Don't rush! So no one will be disappointed" said Anang, holding both sides of Gita's face with both hands.
Anang brought Gita's face closer, then kissed her forehead slowly.
"I can still kiss you?" asked Gita with a face.
Allow? No?
Yes already... Its nothing.
Anang nodded his head.
Gita smiled, then kissed Anang's lips again, while embracing Anang's neck, with both hands.
Anang who did not close his eyes when he kissed Gita, saw Santi who was standing near the open door.
Santi's face was expressionless.
Cold and flat, look at Anang kissing with Gita.
Santi turned around, and walked out through the door, which he finally closed.
Anang, who is still upset with Santi, also does not want to stop Gita's kiss, and does not intend to pursue Santi.