Love Sebas Angan

Candour

Tonight I invited Mila to come home to choose which gift she wanted. Honestly, because of the busyness of teaching, I don't have so many girlfriends, only Mila, who I consider to be close to me. The bell at home sounds like aunty isn't home I'm out the room and I'm building the door for Mila.

"Where is the gift for me, go to the room only yuk" invite me.

Arriving in the room I took out all my groceries.

"This brown, um let alone yes clothes... " Mila was busy picking out gifts.

"This is a twin shoe I bought for you the same model but the color is different" I said.

"Thank you Andin, you're so good".

" Btw there's a story about what the holidays are like"

"Obsually "I answered.

"lih... " Mila teased me.

"Group of art teachers on a scene tau"

"So why" I asked.

"See Ibnu's status"

"Oh my God, indeed Ibn"

"Well angry" said Mila.

"She took photos without my knowledge even directly uploaded to social media without permission, nyebelin not anyway". I'm upset.

" You should be cool means she's comfortable near you her mom goes live in the publish "Mila is trying to win me.

"He might, I don't"

"Udah ah don't need to discuss he first ruined the mood aja" said I.

"OK, okay the important thing is I got a holiday gift from you"

"Tomorrow I wear there happens to be a flag ceremony ".

Before long Mila came home and I tidied up all my luggage that unwittingly turned out to be a lot too. Don't forget I put my aunt's favorite chocolate in the fridge. We are different ages but have the same preferences. Before going to bed I took a look at the photo gallery on my phone, it turned out that after I checked there were selfies with Ibnu. Seen-seen he's handsome too, well what's so much lest I be tempted to a cocky guy like him. Incoming chat tones beep on my phone.

Ibn : have you slept?

I reply ya chatnya, if not reply me who is curious.

Me : Short again

Ibn : Angry as I am

Me : Yes

Ibn : Photo problem

Me : Ehmm

Ibnu : I'm so sorry, so senengnya not aware of your photo and uploaded to the status, to make a scene in the group.

I : Ehm

Ibnu : you do not want to, please...

I: look tomorrow my heart will be sorry or not, I'm sleepy.

Ibn : Good night, beautiful dreams yes.

I pull the blanket while thinking, why is this man I just know boldly uploading my photo on his social media.

Whether I was special in her eyes, or someone told her to upload my picture.

***

This morning we held a flag ceremony like elementary school in general at the beginning of the semester the headmaster gave a briefing without feeling the morning heat had begun to seep into the skin. A spirit that tempered to the point of almost cutting the first subject.

The students were looking for a thousand reasons to get out of line because they were tired of hearing the long briefing from the principal. After the ceremony was over, the teachers entered the meeting room and the students entered the classroom. During the meeting I deliberately did not look at Ibnu because he was still upset about his actions, from the corner of his eyes his gaze could not be seen to pay attention to me as if begging for my apology. The meeting finished we gathered in the teacher's room at each table. Mila showed off to me wearing my shoes.

"It's good to be dindin" Mila said.

"It's good on your feet" I replied.

"Bu Andin "Sapa Ibn.

"Yes sir "I replied with a sour face.

"Can talk for a minute, I wait at my table buk "Say Ibnu.

"But Mila "

I walked towards Ibnu's desk.

"You say what Mr. Ibnu, my hunt still has work ".

" Can speak well - neither Bu Andin, sit down first calm down" said Ibnu.

"I used to why I was told to call myself ".

Ketus.

" Well like now is not the right time after school I wait at the cafe opposite the stop where I usually wait angkot.

"Ehm.. "

I am preparing to go to class because besides the art teacher at this school I am also a class teacher.

"Good morning, kids"

"Mom's Morning" replied my disciple with vigor.

"Let's start all activities today by praying according to each other's beliefs.

" Praying is done".

I explained about order and motivation to the students to be more active in studying in the second semester. The noise disturbed my left ear.

"Opaan sich, look around"

"Not embarrassed".

" What's up Haris" Call me.

"There's nothing Ma'am"he said.

" Here please go forward"

"Yes Mom.

Haris came to the front of the class with fear.

" Look at what's in your hand"

"There's nothing Mom".

" Select to stand until the class is over or give the one in your hand"

"It's Ma'am.

Haris gave me a small piece of paper. I unrolled the paper and found out I like you Sheila. I laughed in my heart to see the behavior of my students but I had to keep my authority.

" Sheila please go forward "

"I'm Mom"

"You've seen this writing" I asked.

"Not yet"

"You meet out of school often? " Let me again.

Sheila could not answer and was embarrassed.

"Well, with your expression I already know the answer"

"Mother does not prohibit you from being friends with the opposite sex but remember there is a limit, especially at the age you should be diligent to learn not even like this"

"Other times the mother does not want things to happen again, at this age you first think about how to succeed after adulthood later, soon you will enter the Junior High School. You must be able to take care of yourself and your company because so many temptations that will make you broken if you are not careful in stepping".

" Please get back to your seats"

"Okay, ma'am, forgive us ma'am"

"Yes, don't fight anymore" I replied.

Time went by and class ended and I got ready to go home.

"Mom Andin, don't forget" said Ibnu.

"Yes Sir". My answer.

I was in front of the cafe.

" Come in, ma'am, what do you want me to order"

"Spagetti and Milshake Greentea" I answered.

Ibnu went to the cashier and immediately paid for my order this afternoon for free meals.

"The message came to eat first ndin"

"Ndinone" Ucpaku.

"It's outside of school"

"OK" answered.

"Why are you angry? "

"Nothing"

"We've known six months not to lie"

"What's the connection" I asked

"There"

"We're both in a relationship"

I stopped eating and stood up to leave the table.All of a sudden Ibnu held my hand.

"Don't go ndin, please listen to my explanation first "Call it.

Inwardly said to make embarrassed only the person where cefe is again crowded again noisily here later even viral. I finally sat back in a state of annoyance.

"Sit down first, Okay you eat first we just talked"

I ate it with emotion.

"That's a laper"

"You said what" I asked.

"Before I wanted to apologize to you about the incident at that time, honestly I already knew you long before we were in school"

"Ehmm" I replied as I siphoned off my drink.

"Tante Diana was the one who introduced me to you, we've met many times during art teacher gatherings. But just know the name. Once I was devastated because my lover married another man, we've been in a relationship for about five years and prepared everything to be together but she left me and went with another man who turned out to be my own friend"

"Oh" I answered in mockery.

"I lost my way until I stopped teaching at school before and unknowingly attempted suicide at the same time, fortunately my feet came to my rescue and I'm still alive today"

"

My face only listened flatly to the curses of Ibnu, because my heart still has not forgiven me.

"Tante Diana was a friend of my brother's office they invited me to get to know you better. At first I wasn't sure but as time went by I was comfortable near you. The previous incident was honestly arranged by Aunt Diana all for your good, once again I apologize for entering your life without permission" Ibn told me seriously while continuing to look at my face.

"I still can't accept all these circumstances, because all of a sudden you show up and know I'm going to a neighboring country. I'll go home first, thanks for the deal"

"Already the night of angkot also no longer towards where you live, this time let me take you home" said Ibnu.

What is my power that does not have my own vehicle must wait for the public transportation twice every time I come home from work for my safety forced to go home to this man, calculate the cost-effective.

"Yes really, too, you chatted her a long time after night" ucpaku exasperated.

"Yes, let's go to the mobi".

In the car I just kept quiet and thought after this I should behave how with this man, it just so happens that the song in the car suits my current feelings. I looked out enjoying the night atmosphere of the city. Unknowingly, I arrived in front of the house.

" Already, until ndin" said Ibnu.

"You can know my house" I asked.

"I told you that everything was arranged for Aunt Diana"

"Ehmm, thanks for the anterine" I said.

"See you tomorrow"

I opened the door and entered the house with a tired face and a troubled heart.

"Home home ndin"

"Ehm, yes tan" I replied.

"Great jute, angry with auntie"

"Yes" I answered.

"Sorry aunt, before she didn't tell you about Ibnu"

"He told me"

"Thank God the aunt does not have to be clear anymore, hopefully your relationship can run smoothly yes and slowly get to know each other"

"Ibn is a good man and can take care of you, aunty hope you do not get angry again ya"

"Yes tan" I replied.

"Smiling dong"

"Ehm"

"Yes clean up there, the smell of your sun "

"Aunty son of aunty by the way"

I went to the room and cleaned myself up and prayed. I went out and sat in the air accompanied by a snack while thinking about the meeting this afternoon. I saw tonight the star shining beautifully as if to signal that the meeting was a good start on my relationship with Ibnu.

***