Love Sebas Angan

Heartbroken

I was still thinking about what I now felt confused about facing my heart opponent was always racing.When there were other women close to him I always felt angry whether this was in love or just a sense of admiration.

I looked at the sky in the school garden for a long time feeling this should I reveal or I am self-proclaimed.God give me a hint.

"Well, what else to think" Mila's voice startled my daydream.

"Ih kamungagetin aja Mila, there is no just thinking about life when it changes" I said talking about the conversation.

"Sepi yes this school if there is no Ibnu for a week he did not teach the students already many nanyain, we besuk again how ndin "take Mila .

"Later Mil, on holidays because if the school day is afraid I go home last night" I said.

"Yes, too, ndin, wait for my phone to sound" said Mila avoiding me.

I accidentally saw on the screen of Mila's phone Photo Oki both with him.Is silent they have been in a relationship behind me.incidentally lately Oki rarely contact me usually every week we always walk.I must know for myself the truth is that Mila doesn't misunderstand.

"So far answer the phone from whom" curious.

"Temen kok" replied Mila flat.

"Yuk enter the teacher's room soon to want to teach hours during the day" invite me.

We walked through the school hallway to the teacher's room and a student came up to me.

"Bu Andin called Bu Kepsek to his room" said the student.

"Well, thank you, I went there first Mila"

my spoken.

"Oke ndin" said Mila.

I entered the principal's mother's room.

"Excuse me ma'am, my mother called me"

"Yes Ma'am Andin please sit down, someone wants to lose".

"Have been a week Mr. Ibnu did not teach because the reason has not improved, may I ask the help of Mrs Andin to help the hours of teaching Ibnu while "say the Headmaster Mother.

" Good buk I will try Bu may Mr. Ibn soon recover "my words.

" Thank you, Ms. Andin, for helping this school" said the Principal.

"Yes Ma'am" I said calmly.

I gave permission to the Headmaster and went out of the room.How is the situation now until more than a week he can not attend.I have to be there even if only without the knowledge of Mila.I asked permission to the Headmaster Mother to go home early on.

I took an online taxi to the hospital where Ibnu was treated.

From outside the room I saw Jeni making out with Ibnu.Teruh I did not expect them to do such a thing in the hospital.Tanlah realize I dropped a vase of flowers in front of the room Ibnu saw me running and calling my name's.

I ran out of the hospital in a bad mood.My body rested on the wall of the hospital fence, and, I enjoy the experience of my soul.I cheek itself turned out to be sick means this is real not a dream.I decided to continue to go home.On the way home is still stirred in my memory when they both make out friendly before me.

It turned out that this was a sign that forced me to come there to prove that they were still in love with each other.

My phone goes off with the Oki name.

Me : Hello, Assalamu'alaikum.

Oki: Walaikumsalam, where have you been?

Me : Not anywhere (strayed voice)

Oki: you again have a problem yes, I picked up yes.

Me: No need.

Oki : ndin.. , I wait for you in a normal place.

Me : Hmm.

I told the driver to stop at a mall where I used to meet with Oki.Oki was standing in front of the Mall waiting for me to run up to shake my shoulders.

"You're the reason why, who made you a gini" Oki yelled at me.

I was only silent a thousand languages, Oki pulled us into the Mall to the restaurant where we used to meet.

"I ordered yes, crazy ice saver two mas and two servings of seafood dimsum" said Oki.

"You calm down, take a slow breath and throw it away" Oki tried me.

Our order came me who was in a mood enjoying crazy ice-jewel without the existence of Oki.

"It's thirsty what doyan" said Oki objectku.

"Both" I answered.

"Please continue or want to add again" said Oki meledek me.

I've all spent the menu spelled out with no leftovers.

"Well, now it seems like you have calmed down a bit please start the story of what really happened" Oki said.

"You don't laugh" I said.

"The time of sad people I laugh is not possible dong" said Oki.

"I knew a man one place taught me, he was kind and attentive to but it turned out he had a marriage past. Some time passed we started to get close to a happy mood came again this man I know" I said seriously .

"Keep that makes you sad what, you will not have a relationship with him only as a friend" said Ibnu.

"This is a insensitive man" I said without an object.

"It is not insensitive, which I ask that makes you as sad as this" Ibnu asked.

"She's been sick for a week so I decided to swipe her before I met her I saw from the window making out with her spell" I said.

"So the story is you are jealous, oh it turns out curious again in love" said Ibn teasing me.

"No ah" I said embarrassed.

Ibnu held hands on the table while leaking me softly.

"You should feel something for me" I said Oki softly.

I'm attractive.

"What the hell are you kidding" I said with a laugh.

Did all this time Oki harbored a sense.Tak usually talk seriously like earlier.Maybe Oki only entertain me when sad this.We decided to go home immediately I ride a big motorcycle Oki.

On the way Oki always told me funny things that made me laugh again.

We got to the front of the house.

"Thank you Oki for today" I said.

"Other times if there is a story problem with me" said Oki.

"Okay boss, be careful" I said with a smile.

I climbed up this tiring ladder which is the same as my soul today.I entered the house and cleaned myself and worshiped.

"Ndin, dinner first yuk" call Aunt Diana.

"Yes tan, wait a moment" I shouted from the room.

I walked out of the room to the dining room.

"Eat first so as not to get thinner" said aunt Diana.

"Yes tan" I said.

"Ibn is not healed yet" asked Aunt Diana.

"yet tan" I replied flatly.

“Your relationship with Ibnu how?” ask aunt Diana again.

"It's a habit of tan" I replied.

"Tante knows what's really going on."

"So Ibnu called his aunt on Maria's cell phone and told her everything".

"If you really do not have a sense of why you have to go through the streets just ndin ".

"If you two are a match, God wants you to meet whatever the obstacles are" Diana advised me.

"We have different beliefs tan" I said unconsciously.

"Well, I'm finally honest" said Aunt Diana.

"the aunt said that no one knows if God wants one of you to fit in like a belief why not" said Diana.

I just fell silent listening to the words of Aunt Diana did not want to prolong the existing problems.We ended the dinner this time with a question that must be answered at the right time.

I went to the most comfortable place in the world, namely the mattress and pillow huh.I opened the phone turned out to have many incoming messages from Ibnu who apologized for the incident this afternoon.

I want a quiet and peaceful sleep from these days all the valuable lessons that in life not everything is according to our will there is the Supreme Being.

I prayed and closed my eyes hoping that tomorrow would have a wish.

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