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Trying to Rise

Since his proposal was rejected outright by Zaskia's father now Farid suddenly became quiet and seemed to withdraw from the surrounding environment. The man seemed to lose his spirit. He spent all his time locked up in his room.

He had tried several times to contact Zaskia hoping that the girl could receive her proposal and could live together through the household ark.

However, his dream was broken because the reality obtained by Zaskia number can no longer be contacted. Now the man must be able to accept the reality and must be able to bury deeply all his thoughts about the girl of his idol.

"Fear of disappointment and heartbreak is fine, son. But, don't drag on like this. There will be no point in harming ourselves." The mother continued without getting tired of giving advice to her beloved son.

Farid was unmoved without answering a word to what his mother had said.

"Trust me, son, all that is happening and that is happening right now is God's provision. We are only commanded to live it with a heart full of sincerity, patience and trust in the Supreme Regent of Life," continued the old woman. His hand could not be separated from the head Farid gave a loving elusan as if to strengthen the fragile child.

"Thank you, Mom. Mom has always been an encouragement in my life." Farid grabbed the mother's palm and then kissed her lovingly.

"Mommy is sure someday you will be met with your best soul mate who can accept the amubapa is without judging us in terms of material or in any way," concluded the mother later.

Then the woman in black hood also invited her son to come out of the room and demanded him to the dining table to eat breakfast that had been served there.

The mother deliberately cooked Farid's favorite food that is cob fish suwir balado and oseng chickpeas and tempe orek. Wishing that his son would eat a lot and could slightly forget all the problems he was facing at this time.

Although Farid's appetite is still not stable but, as a good boy the man tried to please the woman who had given birth to him. He began to take a plate and spoon the white rice that still reflected the smoke on the plate in his hand. Then add fish cob, orek tempeh and stir-fry beans in one plate.

Farid began to enjoy his meal so voraciously that the mother was relieved and happy to see him. There is no other happiness for a mother than to be able to watch the child begin to rise from the difficulties that are being faced.

After finishing breakfast, Farid went to the bathroom to clean himself and changed clothes and packed. Because this morning he's going to his boarding house. Although Ms. Hamidah, the mother has not wholeheartedly let go but Farid tries to convince the mother if she will be fine.

In the next few months the man must immediately complete the thesis he is preparing himself to be able to attend graduation graduation events in this year as well. Although most of his classmates prefer to make the thesis by paying people, but Farid himself prefers to make and finish it by his own hands without having to spend a lot of money.

Because for Farid the rupiah count will mean a lot to him. Instead of being used to pay for the services of people, he better use it for other costs that are more urgent.

Farid felt very grateful because he had a mother figure that was so gentle, patient and loving to him. As the man remembered from his childhood until he grew up as he is today. Never once did he get snapped and scolded in a high tone by his mother.

Therefore Farid always felt his life would be fine as long as the mother was still beside him. And more importantly he can always get closer to the Divine so that his life does not fall into the wrong path such as lingering in sadness until there is a desire to end life. Nauzubillahhimindrealik. Farid did not want to get himself trapped in the cradle and temptation of the devil who even harmed himself like that.

Farid's activity was arranging clothes into a plastic closet in his boarding room was paused when the sound of an SMS entered on his phone that he just put on the floor mattress.

[Sorry, Mom. It seems like our relationship cannot continue to the marriage as we planned. Because now I've been betrothed by Dad to the man of his choice. My phone is also now confiscated by Dad. This is Zaskia sending SMS minjem hapenya Mia, Zaskia's team]

After reading a long message from Zaskia suddenly Farid's chest again felt tight. However, he kept trying to strengthen himself. But, sometimes his little heart can not refuse if he still holds the pain revealed by the word. His heart still felt pain as his memory of Zaskia reappeared.

Farid only read the message from Zaskia earlier without any intention to reply. According to him, he answered a message sent by the girl who had disappointed him because it would not change all the circumstances and decisions of Zaskia's father who thirsted for worldly value.

[Need, Mas know even though I'm getting married in the near future to the man of my choice. But my little heart will always love you, Farid]

A second message from the same number sent by Zaskia came back in. Again Farid just read it without replying with a single word. Which of course across there made Zaskia disappointed to feel neglected.

The girl considered that Farid had closed his heart to her. Because maybe too disappointed and hurt by what has been done by his father during the application event some time ago. Zaskia.

Seeing Zaskia texted him several times using the number of Mia, his close friend Zaskia. Suddenly, Farid's idea of doing something he doesn't think of.

Instead of replying to Zaskia's message with words and sentences that make Zaskia's heart happy. But what Farid did was unexpected.

[Greetings to anyone with this phone number]

So Farid typed and sent it to the phone number that was used by Zaskia when sending a message to her.