Love Search

Disillusioned

After chatting with Lukman for almost an hour, Anna said goodbye to Yuli to return home.

"Tumben Lo doesn't want to?" ask Yuli.

"Other times, yes."

Arriving at her own house Anna immediately prepared to sleep in her room. Just breaking down Anna's body was startled by a phone ring from Lukman to his new number that he was wearing earlier this afternoon to ngetes Lukman. Anna tries to ignore the call until Lukman gets bored himself

After that, the man sent an SMS.

["Why hasn't the phone been picked up? Neng Dini is busy, huh?"]

["Yes."] Anna replied lazily.

["Bother dong, me."]

["No, also, anyway."]

Anna asked Lukman's status to be single if he had a girlfriend. It turns out beyond suspicion. Lukman, feeling guilty and sinful, admitted that he had not at all had a lover who just made Anna suddenly silent a thousand bases. There was a sudden rush of pain like stabbing the chest of the woman.

Anna had not expected before that the idea would produce the disappointment she had to squash herself. Lukman, whom Anna has always known as a good man, was considerate but it turned out to have deliberately incised a wound in Anna's heart. The heart of a woman who will not feel pain and hurt if her presence has never been considered her existence. Now Anna is only able to tear up to enjoy the pain that plagues her heart.

Suddenly Anna's memory recalled the incident a few months ago when her friend Lukman had said something to Anna that made Anna disappointed and injured.

Lukman once told his friend Bayu. If he was ever urged by his parents Anna to quickly marry Anna. But Lukman still refused on the grounds of waiting for him to graduate from where he went first.

Bayu once told Anna that Lukman said he once said, if he never had any intention to get married to Anna other than just dating her to take advantage of the vacancy time in between his activities during his stay in the cottage dormitory.

When he heard the news that made Anna's heart disappointed at that time Anna immediately called Lukman to ask the truth about what Bayu had told him. And at that time Lukman even dodged and did not want to admit it.

"Maybe that Bayu has a crush on you. Until he could speak like that" Lukman said as Anna urged him to tell him the truth and admit it.

To make Anna herself feel confused whether to believe in Lukman what to Bayu who has delivered something that makes Anna's heart sad.

But if you think logically. If it's true Lukman never spoke like that where could Bayu know about it all try? There was no way his friend had made up stories about everything he had told Anna.

Because he could not control his own heart while shedding tears Anna finally Nekat call Lukman directly using the number he had used as a pseudonym for a Dini.

Lukman unsuspecting in the slightest to answer the call was thought to be the one who was calling him who was named Dini not as Anna.

Anna caught Lukman's voice so enthusiastic and crisp when answering the phone she thought was from Dini.

However, after sobbing Anna began to speak as herself which made Lukman himself stunned in shock. The man may have never thought that he was being targeted by Anna.

"What do you mean?" lukman asked still can't believe if the one who called him was not Dini but Anna who deliberately set him up.

"Should it be me who why would you do all this to me? So all this time I was considered as what try?" attack Anna mercilessly.

"Whatever's the reason you don't like being an experiment like this." Lukman tried to defend himself.

"But at least I know your true nature. The crocodile man. Basket-eye!" anna's hysterics are still on the sidelines of her cries.

Hearing Anna crying either pity or how suddenly Lukman lowered his voice and immediately said to apologize to Anna if his attitude had often made Anna hurt and disappointed.

"No apologies if it's wrong. But, if it can happen like this, do not repeat it a second time. Because honestly you don't like being played like this."

"What's? Not wrong, feeling played? It's not the other way around huh, you were playing with my feelings all this time?" Anna was still inflamed with emotions that were overflowing like uncontrollable.

"Yes, but I ask you not to repeat."

"Why is that? Afraid of being unmasked as the man in the basket, huh?" sindir Anna was still in a cynical tone.

"So don't ask for ma'af." Lukman is still trying to soften Anna's heart.

For Anna herself, forgiveness is not a difficult thing. It was easy for his mouth to say he forgives. But, still deep in his heart the feeling of that wound would remain neatly stored in his little heart without anyone knowing

Anna was actually pleased with Lukman's attitude that never found it difficult to immediately apologize to him if he had made a mistake to Anna. Because maybe out there are many types of men who feel reluctant to just apologize first even though he has realized the form of his mistake.

Usually what Lukman does if he has disappointed Anna and feels hurt the man will show more attention to Anna. It was as if Anna's will that Anna expressed would be realized right then and there. Lukman's attitude is what sometimes makes Anna's heart feel easily melted and forgive Lukman.

"Actually from a long time ago Brother has had the intention to give a gift to Anna but has not been implemented until now." Lukman tried to seduce Anna hoping that the girl would not drag on with tears and disappointment at her attitude.

"There is no need to support giving a gift if keeping my feelings alone is never able to," Anna later said.

Anna's day is still not stable. He did not expect if Lukman could betray him by confessing singles to other women he had just known even though it was only Anna's own set. Because according to Anna it is very possible if it is not a setingan of him Lukman could have done something like that maybe even more than that.

"I don't want to buy Anna Mukena later if you already have the sustenance," Lukman said sounding sincere.

"No need!" reject Anna

"Just go on your adventure to be a crocodile and a basket boy!" concluded Anna is still venting her frustration that is still lodged in the chest.