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Reality that Doesn't Match Expectations

Seeing Anna walk further and further Adi kept his cigarette back in his pocket and then followed Anna with a small run.

"Nobody is nervous" Adi told me.

Anna then chose to sit in the gazebo which happened to be not far from her who was standing. Adi sat down next to Anna.

"Na, actually I want to say something important to you." The man in white started to open a conversation between them.

"Yes, just talk about it." Anna answered briefly.

"Actually, Actually .. I anu ... " Adi's sentence hung up as if the man seemed hesitant when he wanted to convey something important to Anna.

While Anna frowned feeling strange with Adi's attitude which she thought even suddenly became gagu like this.

"If you want to talk, yes, just say, just don't hesitate," lure Anna then.

"But promise you don't get mad at me." Adi brought the requirements.

"Yes, it depends on what you're hanging on, it's." Anna answered with a little joke.

"Na, actually I ... I am married."

A second Anna was silent. Trying to digest what Adi said just now. His heart trying to reject what Adi revealed just now was a lie. Anna still hoped that the man who was with her was just asking her to joke.

"But I married her not because of love let alone love." The next sentence from Adi was enough to make Anna aware that the man was indeed talking seriously and what was not being prank himself.

"Have a child?" Anna began to be provoked even though at the bottom of her heart felt as if there was a sense of disappointed hunk that she felt.

"We've got a two-year-old daughter now." The man replied as if he did not feel guilty in the slightest. Not caring how Anna felt as if she lost hope in an instant.

A few years ago.

"In, Lo can not be said to be great if Lo has not been able to get and marry Susi his daughter Pak Susilo who is famous for being rich and very influential in our village," said one of his friends at the time.

Adi who at that time felt challenged with confidence began to approach the girl berparas ayu. Susi who judged Adi to look charming, kind, and polite immediately fell in love at first sight at that time.

However, because at that time Lusi was already in love and could not be separated from Adi the father gave up. By having to release his daughter to a man who only works as an ordinary employee.

Adi's association that was not controlled and tended to be naughty because carried by the wrong social currents often makes himself wrong and out of control.

Adi considers a marriage is only for entertainment and entertainment is not at all based on a straight intention let alone intend to marry for worship.

Because his daily life is very far with religious morals. Never mind doing the orders that the law of the Sunnah that is mandatory too often he just ignored it. Compared with Lusi who was born from a religious family so that the woman grew up to be a woman who obeyed the religious law.

That is, if from the beginning of marriage has been based on things that are not good then in the future it is often difficult to realize the ideal household. A marriage occurs because of a cheap bet then the result will never feel happiness as well as sought by married couples in general.

In the first year of her marriage Adi began to feel bored, saturated with her routine as a husband. So over time the nature and habits before marriage began to appear. The man secretly starts stealing time to hang out with his hanging out friends. Spend the night with friends with alcoholic beverages in a place they make a base.

Never mind the state of the wife who is in a state of old pregnancy which certainly requires attention and affection from her husband. But, in fact, Adi even feel comfortable, feel free and happy when gathered with his friends who are mostly still single and single.

While Sulis, the wife often cried alone in her room lamenting her fate that was ignored by her husband in a two-bodied state. The young woman did not have the courage to tell her inner wounds to her father and mother. Because he felt he was the one who forced to be married by Adi, the man of his heart at that time.

One night at the turn of the new year Adi prefers to go with his friends by riding an R-xing motorcycle in groups to a night entertainment place and spend money in one night of the curse with binge drinking and hire a night woman at a nearby hotel that has been prepared from before.

While the wife in the hospital is struggling to bet her life for the birth of the baby into this mortal world. Lusi struggled alone without her husband present by her side. No one gave her spirit as the woman fought against the excruciating pain in her distended abdomen. There was no kiss of love on his forehead as a sign of gratitude from the father of the child he had born. Susi, the poor woman had to go through the struggle alone. Only the mother tried to strengthen him. Who always felt anxious when he saw his daughter was weakly rolled in the delivery room without a husband figure beside her.

Unasked the man told Anna all of his past without a single cover-up. As if he did not care what Anna's assessment would be like to him after knowing the dark background of his life.

While Anna is only able to stay a thousand bases as long as Adi unravels his past without interrupting and giving any comments. Anna did not expect that she especially had her heart trapped with the wrong person.

Anna realizes that the appearance of a man cannot be used as a benchmark for the man as a really good man who never had a gloomy past.

"What does all this mean?" Anna was talking to herself.

"meaning?" Both of Adi's thick eyebrows almost interlocked.

"What do you mean you brought me here? What was that meatball for? Do you not feel guilty if there is a woman in your house and a toddler waiting for your arrival at this time?" anna asked at length with a cynical look towards the man standing before her.