Love Sakinah

episode 20's

Day 23. The Ariffin family in London.

Today Abi, Umi, Dean, and Suha are going to Suhaizah's mother's house to talk about their children's wedding ceremony. Because stay again three days before the wedding ceremony.

Sakina was preparing breakfast for Zara, Muiz, and Aya at the hospital.

Umi enters Sakina's room. And had taken the will of aisha that Sakina had kept in the box and on the cupboard.

Umi gave the letter to Abi. Then Abi captured the picture of the letter. And then send it to Jamie. Because Jamie wanted to read the letter.

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Jamie's in his room at the police station. After he got the message from Abi, he immediately read the letter.

"Asalamualaikum Sakina's. I want to apologize, because all this time I couldn't tell you about my husband. Because I know you will act and think like my husband. Sakina, this disease I'm experiencing cannot be cured completely. My chances of living after aborting that content are not much. Sakina, I leave my children to you. I know you'll take care of them like your real son. I will send my children to you. Be their mother forever. Don't ever tell them about me. Because I don't want them to know who I am. Greetings from your best friend Aisha."

Jamie tears her eyes, after reading the letter, she feels very grateful that Aisha knows women as well as Sakina.

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Abi told Minah via WhatsApp. Last night Sakina had been frank with Jamie about the secret that Sakina had been hiding all this time.

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Arriving in front of the hospital. Minah asks Abi's permission to take Sakina to find doctor Jared, because today doctor Jared has a lot of free time.

Sakina doesn't want to see doctor Jared anymore because she's feeling better than ever.

Minah did not care about Sakina who did not want to go that. Then Minah said to Abi that Sakina needs to finish the therapy that she had been through before.

Then Abi and Umi give permission to Minah. And had Sakina follow Minah.

After that Abi and Umi moved to the Suhaizah family home.

Sakina goes to doctor Jared's room to start therapy. Sakina started talking about what she told Jamie last night.

Later then..

After the answer session. Doctor Jared gives me the medical recit that Sakina needs to take. Sakina's medical list has been greatly reduced. There are some medicines that Sakina does not need to eat anymore.

Minah was very happy for her best friend. Sakina is healthier than ever. As long as he recognizes Sakina.

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Hours 12:00pm.

"Today Anas' fever has been restored. Tomorrow morning the girl can come out." Said the doctor who treated Anas.

"Thank you doctor." Sakina smiled as she hugged her son.

Muiz kept calling Abi and told her that today Anas can't go home anymore. Tomorrow morning I can go home.

Then Abi also told me that today. Abi Umi, Dean, and Suha, sleep in the suhaizah family home. Two nights, because there's a lot of business that's not done yet. And Abi had Jamie come to the hospital the next morning, pick him up and send him back to the apartment.

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Hour 6:30pm.

That afternoon. Jamie took Lisa from her class. Then Jamie goes to a Muslim shop to buy food, to have dinner later. Make Sakina with her sisters and children.

Today Sakina, Zara, Muiz, Aya, don't go back to the apartment. Because there are no people at home. Tonight they will all sleep in the hospital.

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Hour 9:00pm.

After they all finished eating.

Jamie was sitting on the bench outside the room. Then he knocked on the door. Muiz opened the door and Jamie kept saying. "May you meet Kak kina for a moment?"

Muiz nodded with his smile. Then let Jamie in.

Afterwards Jamie walked over to Sakina who was sitting next to Anas on her bed.

Jamie said "There's something I want to do with you. Can we go to the park for a minute."

Sakina saw her sisters taking turns. Zara Muiz, and Aya, they nodded and allowed her brother to leave.

Then Sakina looks at Jamie and then she nods a little.

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Arrive at the park bench. Jamie told Sakina to sit on the bench. He sat at the end of the bench on the left. Jamie was also on the right side of the bench.

Later then..

Jamie was sideways looking ahead. "I've read the will that Aisha's spirit left for you."

Sakina looked at Jamie from the edge.

Jamie turned his face to look at Sakina who was shocked. Sakina then lowered her face.

"I've been thinking a lot about Umar and Anas." Jamie was still staring at Sakina from the edge. "I don't want my kids to know who I am either."

Sakina saw Jamie. Then he said cleavage. "I'll tell them the real thing. About you and aisha, when they've grown up."

"No need for Sakina. It's enough they just feel like they lost their father. I don't want them to feel the loss of a mother anyway! Sakina, this is aisha's wish. And this is my decision." Jamie looked at Sakina who saw him.

Sakina nodded small while bowing her face back.

Jamie was still staring at Sakina's face from the edge. Then he said with a very tired voice. "If we were meant to live together. I still don't want them to know who I am."

Sakina got up from the bench, she looked at Jamie and nodded, then she said tiredly. "I'll ask myself first."

"Sakina wait!" Jamie also got up from the bench, then he stood opposite Sakina. "It's for you." Jamie gives Sakina the Aisha spirit ring she still keeps.

"sorry. I can't take this." Sakina shook her head.

"Sakina, this is aisha's spirit ring. I still keep this ring, because I used to think. If only I had met him again. I will return the ring to him. So now I think! I don't have to keep it anymore."

"I'm sorry. I can't take a gift from you." Sakina looked down and walked home.

Jamie made a sound while looking at Sakina from behind. "Why Sakina! Why can't you give me a little hope, for me to get a little chance from you!"

Sakina said without looking at Jamie who was behind her. "Why should I give hope and opportunity. While you yourself know that it's all fake."

Then Sakina twitched her body and looked at Jamie. Then he said. "Please! Don't make me feel guilty about you!"

Jamie's speechless. She saw Sakina walking into the hospital room, feeling very sad and disappointed. After hearing Sakina say that.

Jamie goes after Sakina, then holds Sakina's hand to stop her steps again.

Sakina stops, and she brushes Jamie's hand.

Then Jamie said. "I'm sorry I didn't mean it! I just want to ask you something. Sakina, have you hated Aisha's husband all this time? Did you hate him, before you knew me."

Sakina nodded small while bowing her face.

"Do you still hate me? After you've known me?"

Sakina just shook her head. Then Sakina continued walking.

Jamie felt very relieved and happy, because Sakina did not hate him.

Jamie follows Sakina walking from behind, to the front door of Anas' room.

When Sakina wants to open the door. Jamie voiced again while looking at Sakina who was in front of him. "Sacina. Thank you for not hating me."

Sakina was silent, then she opened the door and went inside. It follows Jamie who is behind it.

Later then..

Lisa wants to sleep in the hospital with ummi Sakina. But I can't, because Lisa's going to school tomorrow.

"Sakina, today let me take care of Ryan." Jamie said to see Sakina.

Minah nodded and said to Sakina. "Yes, that's what I agree with. Today Jamie went home to sleep at his house, so he can take Ryan home too. Malan, you can rest a little."

Zara, Muiz, and Aya also agreed with what Minah said.

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Jamie, Ryan, and Lisa have arrived at their home page.

When Lisa got off the train. Jamie was still in his carriage, and he was pensive and reminded of Sakina's words. "Why should I give hope and opportunity. As for you yourself know, that is all fake."

Jamie threw his body against the back of his chair. "I'll make that fake a reality Sakina. I'll make you accept my love" Jamie said alone.

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