Love Sakinah

episode 17's

Day to 20. The Ariffin family in London.

This morning, work at home as usual.

After breakfast. Muiz, Aya, and Zara, will send Lisa to school..

Sakina will bathe her children..

Abi and Umi will sit on the veranda of the living room to breathe fresh air.

Dean, Suha, and her son will go to the store to buy cooking items for lunch today, and for dinner later.

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NOON.

I came home to eat together. And Minah wants to tell Abi with Umi. The result of Sakina's hypnotherapy last night. Today there is a chance to tell.

After finishing eating. Enter Abi and Umi's room. Then Minah recounted the results of the hypnotherapy. All this time the depression that Sakina experienced was because of this.. These.. And These..

Minah asks Umi and Abi to persuade Sakina to come clean to Jamie. Sakina herself has to tell Jamie the truth. Sakina had to say it from her own mouth, because that was one way to get rid of her depressed.

Then Abi has also told Minah that tonight. Abi will meet Jamie and will tell him the truth.

"Abi will tell Jamie about Sakina's condition during this time, about Sakina's depression and the results of the hypnotherapy. And also a way to get rid of depressed Sakina. Abi's gonna make him feel like he doesn't know anything."

Minah strongly agrees with Abi's proposal.

Then Abi called Jamie and told him to come to dinner at home. Because there's something very important that Abi wants to tell you.

Jamie becomes very curious about Abi's words and makes him unable to work.

Jamie just thought and kept thinking about it. "What's? What's so important?" Jamie said in his heart that was in agitation.

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EVENING. Hour 6:00pm.

Jamie has arrived at the apartment. He was just waiting for a call from Abi.

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Anas had not played in the park for a long time, and he had asked his ummmen permission to go play with Lisa and Umar.

Anas and Umar sat down next to his umminya while holding his ummhini arm. "Ummi can't we go to the park, 'cause we haven't been there for a long time."

Sakina who was reading a novel on the living room sofa. Unable to refuse Anas and Umar's request, out of pity to see his children who had not been out playing for a long time.

Sakina hugged her children and she said. "Anas has asked permission from Tok Abi with Tok Umi?"

"Not yet." Anas shook his head.

"Alright, Anas went to ask Tok Abi first, and if Tok Abi with Tok Umi right. Then ummi will go get ready, yeah." Sakina kissed the cheeks of her children with her sweet smile.

"Okay." Anas nodded happily, he kept running away to the abi shop room and the umi tok.

Later then..

Tok Abi and Tok Umi have given permission to Anas.

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They arrived at the park.

Sakina who was in that worry, could not sit on the park bench quietly. She was afraid to leave her children to play alone.

Sakina had come to the cradle and stood close to her children, looking around her.

Jamie who was in the car, in the park area, smiled happily to see Sakina with her children.

Jamie got off the train. Sakina then sees Jamie walking towards her. Sakina became directionless. He seems to want to go home.

When Jamie arrived, he greeted Sakina. "Assalamualaik." Jamie looked at Sakina with a smile.

Then Sakina answered the greeting with a cleavage. "Getishalight." Sakina held Umar and said to Lisa with Anas. "Ummi go home first. Lisa and Anas are coming home with Jamie's baba." Sakina looked down and walked home.

Jamie said quickly. "Sakina wait!"

Sakina stopped after hearing her name called.

Jamie sees Sakina's behavior as not wanting to see her again. Then he said. "Please give me Sakina's answer. Because an apology is not an answer I can accept."

Sakina heard Jamie's words and made her step up again.

Then Umar was in his arms. Want to get off his umminya lap.

Umar ran towards Jamie's baba with a happy smile.

Jamie opened his arms and raised Umar and hugged him tightly, kissing Umar's cheek and saying with a cheerful voice. "Baba misses Umar very much. Umar misses baba too, right?"

"Yes." Yeah." Umar nodded happily.

Anas also hugged Jamie's baba with great joy.

Sakina stood still, watching her children hugging Jamie with their very happy smiles.

Sakina is afraid of losing her children. But at the same time. Sakina also feels guilt towards Jamie and pity seeing her children who want the affection of a baba.

Sakina doesn't know her own feelings. Sakina now seems to have lost consciousness.

Jamie looked at Sakina's eyes in tears. Then he got up from hugging his son and wanted to say something to Sakina.

Then Sakina turned her face away and she walked home unsteadily. Arriving at the park bench, Sakina seemed to want to fall unconscious. He held the tree next to the bench.

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Jamie sees Sakina walking until Sakina is leaning on the tree.

Jamie ran towards Sakina and said worriedly. "Sacina! You okay?" Jamie held Sakina's arm and wanted to lift her up sitting on the bench.

Sakina pushes out Jamie's hand that is holding her and she tries to get up on her own.

Then Sakina looked into Jamie's eyes and she said fainthearted as she sobbed "I am! I'm.." Sakina lowered her face and she cried.

"I'm sorry Sakina. I urge you too much to give an answer. Im sorry. Please don't cry Sakina." Jamie said with a deep sense of guilt towards Sakina.

Lisa watched and listened to what Jamie had said earlier. Lisa knew something had happened between her uncle and ummi Sakina.

"Lisa doesn't want to know what Jamie's uncle's problem is with ummi Sakina! But why did Uncle Jamie make ummi cry!"

Lisa looked at her uncle very annoyed. Lisa then told Sakina to walk back to the apartment. Anas and Umar also went home with his umminya.

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Jamie's waiting for a call from Abi. Because she was already unable to calm down after she saw Sakina crying.

Question mark? In his mind too much. "Why is Sakina crying? Why would Abi want to meet? What did Abi say was important? Was my proposal accepted? Or was my proposal rejected? What happened to Sakina?"

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Abi calls Jamie and tells him to come. Abi, Dean, and Muiz were waiting downstairs because they wanted to go to church at the mosque.

When Jamie got there, they shook hands. Then Dean asked. "Why does your face look pale? You're feverish?"

"No. I'm okay." He answered while trying to smile.

Abi looked at Jamie's face and he looked very fluttering.

Then Jamie asked while driving with his smile. "Why Abi?"

"You look restless. Jamie take it easy, after dinner, Abi will tell you and answer all your questions, yes." Abi patted Jamie's peha and smiled slightly.

Jamie nodded and smiled.

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Hour 9:00pm. In apartment.

During dinner. Woman eating on table. And the man eats on the porch of the living room.

After finishing eating. Abi went into the room. Dean said in a whisper. "Jamie go in, Abi's waiting for you in the room. Abi wants to talk alone with you."

Jamie nodded with a smile. "Good."

Then Jamie came in and he walked over to the porch of the room. Then he saw Abi sitting on the bench pensive.

"Abi's Asalamualaikum." Jamie was worried because Abi's face looked very serious.

"Waalaikumsalam, sit down Jamie." Abi looked into his eyes.

Jamie was sitting on the bench next to Abi.

"You okay Jamie?" Abi asks because Jamie looks so scared.

"Okay Abi." Jamie nodded and said again hesitantly. "I just can't calm down, as long as I don't know what Abi wants to say."

Then Abi looked at Jamie seriously and said. "Abi should tell you one secret. Because Abi doesn't want you to know this secret from someone else."

"What secret is Abi?" Jamie is very fluttering.

"We are redha with whatever decisions you will take after this."

"What does this Abi mean?" Jamie was scared.

Abi read bismillah and took care. Then Abi said it. "Actually Umar and Anas, are your real children with the spirit of aisha."

Jamie was so shocked that his body became weak that he was forced to cling to his hands at the drinking table.

Abi saw Jamie was very surprised, then Abi held his arm that wanted to cling to it.

"Abi, is this really what I'm hearing!" Jamie's voice sounded really twisted.

Abi nodded with a feeling of pity towards Jamie.

"Aisha arwah! Abi means, he's dead! Since when is Abi!" Jamie's voice sniffled as his eyes began to glaze over.

"Abi will explain everything. You can ask anything you want to know."

"Who is Sakina?"

Abi started telling Jamie at the beginning of this story. "Sakina is aisha's best friend, ever since Sakina with her sisters was in London. And 7 years ago, Aisha met Sakina. She didn't tell Sakina about her illness and her problems with you. After Aisha gave birth to Umar and Anas. Two months later, Aisha's condition grew weaker. It was then that Aisha told us that she had a serious illness and was too late to receive treatment. Three days later. Aisha has died and has left a will for Sakina."

Jamie asked. "Evessels? What is Abi's will?"

"Please and a last wish for someone who is about to die."

"What will Aisha give Sakina?" Jamie asked again.

"Aisha asks Sakina to be a mother to your children."

"So that's why, Sakina keep herself away from me." Jamie looked down and closed his eyes.

"Yes Jamie. Sakina has been depressed, ever since Aisha died."

Jamie looked at abi with a jerk "Sakina depression!"

"Yes, for three months Sakina remained silent, depressed, and every time Sakina saw Umar and Anas, she would cry on and on. Sakina has been getting therapy from doctor Minah. After that, Sakina's condition returned to normal and she was able to hold her children."

Jamie looked at Abi with a feeling of sadness.

"You remember again, when Abi asked about your previous life. You once told me about Aisha and that's when Abi wanted to make sure that you really had something to do with Sakina or not. It turns out to be true, the Aisha you told me about was the same person. And only Abi, Dean, and Muiz know who you really are."

"Sakina doesn't know who I am?" Jamie saw Abi's eyes.

"Abi was also very surprised, because Sakina already knew who you were. Before Abi finds out who you really are."

"I mean Abi. Sakina has known who I am for a long time."

"Yes. Two days ago, Sakina told Abi that she saw a picture of your marriage to Aisha in your car bonnet."

"My train's balloon?" Jamie seemed to have no recollection of the incident.

"When you sent Lisa to this house, that's when Sakina knew who you really were. And because of that, Sakina's current situation is like 6 years ago."

Jamie lowered his head and nodded, thinking about it. "Sakina's been crying, because she already knows who I am." Jamie said in his heart.

"Minah took Sakina to the hospital all night, to do some hypnotherapy. Minah just found out that Sakina depression caused feeling guilty towards you and the spirit of aisha. For 6 years, Sakina blamed herself. Because he had invited Aisha to live with him, until she gave birth to Umar and Anas and because of that, you were separated from your wife and children. Sakina thinks, if she doesn't offer aisha any help, maybe aisha's destiny will change."

Jamie was stunned after listening to Abi's words. Then he made a sound. "Why Sakina blames herself for aisha's death! Is not this the provision of Allah s.w.t. Abi."

Abi smiles listening to Jamie's words. Then Abi nodded and patted Jamie on the shoulder. "MashaALLAH'S CHAT. Abi feels very proud of you, because you can think like that."

Jamie looked at Abi with a smile.

"Abi is very hopeful, if you can understand Sakina's current state.

"God willing Abi." Jamie nodded with a smile.

"One more thing Abi expects of you."

"Tell me Abi."

"So Minah told Abi, how to get rid of Sakina's depressed."

"How is Abi?" Jamie looked at Abi with hope.

"Make it as if you know nothing of this secret, for Sakina must say it from her own mouth. Sakina needs to be frank with you about this secret. God willing in this way, the burden that is in his soul will be gone."

Jamie nodded and said. "God willing Abi. I'll do anything for Sakina to get back to health." Jamie has really accepted and understood Sakina's situation.

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