Love Sakinah

episode 19's

Day 22. The Ariffin family in London.

THAT MORNING. Dean and Suha had gone to the hospital, to send Umar and breakfast for Sakina with Muiz.

They were in the hospital until the Zohor, after the prayer. Dean and his wife had returned to the apartment to pick up some of Muiz's clothes. Because Minah just told Dean that Sakina needs to sleep and rest at home tonight. So Zara and Aya will accompany Anas in the hospital. Replacing Sakina who is going home.

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Hour 5:00pm.

Anas was already aware of the imposition. Then Muiz kept calling Abi and told her about Anas' situation. Sakina and the family are very grateful, because Anas' head condition is not a problem, there are only stitches in his head. Anas now has a fever.

After eating and drinking. Anas was put to bed by the doctor. So that Anas can fully recover.

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Hour 7:30pm.

Muiz and Sakina prayed maghrib, after having finished the prayer. Umar wanted to go to the store to buy snacks.

Umar's temperament was not as usual, he cried in tears as he wanted to go to the store. So far Sakina can't persuade her son anymore.

Sakina says. "Please Muiz, go shop. Poor Umar."

Muiz doesn't want to leave because he has already promised Jamie. That she wouldn't leave Sakina alone.

"Muiz leave in a moment."

Muiz nodded and followed her brother's wishes. "All right, sister's gone. But sister Kina has to lock the cubicle door, okay."

"Yes well." Sakina nodded with her smile.

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After five minutes. The room door on tap, Sakina felt strange. "Why didn't Muiz go to the store?" Then Sakina continued to open the door without asking who.

Sakina was silent and very surprised, because Mary was at the door. Then Sakina shut the door again. But Mary had already held the door with her feet and resisted very strongly.

Sakina steps down, taking her phone in her shirt pocket and hiding it in her back and trying to make a call.

Sakina looked at Mary and said worriedly. "Please get out of here!"

Mary locked the door of the room, then she approached Sakina step by step. "Why! Only now do you feel afraid of me!"

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Jamie saw Sakina call him and he answered the call very quickly, with a very happy feeling.

The call was answered by Jamie who was in the car, on the way to the hospital.

Jamie was so jolted that he was worried about Sakina being in the hospital. Jamie just kept quiet and listened to Sakina's voice.

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"Please get out now! Otherwise I'll call the police!" Sakina said very worriedly, taking out her phone.

"Telephone if you dare!" Mary shows her video call with her friend who is behind Muiz.

They recorded Muiz and Umar walking to the store.

"My friends are crowded. If it was just your little brother, I don't think he would be able to do anything about it. He'll just see your kid gets kidnapped!" Mary laughed cynically.

"Please don't! I beg! Don't be nothing to them." Sakina said while crying.

"What do you want from me again." Sakina was terrified.

Mary approached Sakina, then she held Sakina's cheek and said. "We're going to the police station now. I need you to pull back the report you made."

Sakina opened her closed eyes and she saw Mary. "Okay, all right." Sakina nodded with great fear.

Then Mary's hand began to fall, she held Sakina's arm and the back of her body. He brought Sakina's body closer to his embrace.

Sakina just silently held back her cries with a heartbeat Sakina sounded so strong because she was so scared.

"If you've pulled back the police report. I promise I won't bother you anymore." Mary whispered in Sakina's ear in her arms.

Sakina let go of her body which was held in Mary's arms. While nodding and walking pulled Mary out of Anas' room.

While pulling Mary to the door, Sakina sends a message to Minah. "Please come to Anas' room now!"

Mary smiled fondly, seeing Sakina's behavior following her wishes.

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In the parking lot.

Mary told Sakina to get on her train. But Sakina did not want to, so Sakina walked over to the taxi waiting area.

Mary pulled Sakina's arm from behind and told her to get into her carriage, very roughly. Sakina tries to remove Mary's hand from her arm.

Later then..

Mary saw Jamie's car. Then he immediately refused Sakina to fall to the ground. Then he ran away from there very quickly.

Jamie got off the train and ran after Mary, looking at Sakina sitting in the middle of the road.

Jamie stopped his steps, then he went to Sakina and said. "Watch it's okay Sakina?"

Sakina said cleavage. "Go after him."

Jamie nodded and continued to run after Mary in the middle of the highway.

Sakina wakes up and goes to the store where Muiz and Umar are.

As she neared, Sakina stopped and smiled slightly, seeing Muiz and Umar walking towards her while eating ice cream and laughing.

Sakina looked down and filled her tears. He was so relieved that nothing happened to his son and his sister.

Then Muiz said. "Sister kina why is it here! Anas how?" Sakina took Umar in her arms, and he returned to the hospital.

Sakina walked over while holding her phone and answered a call from Minah who was already in Anas' room.

"Sakina, where are you now! Where'd you go!" Interest in worry.

"Minah, I'll tell you everything."

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Arrived at Anas's room. Sakina saw Minah standing waiting for her. He who was still holding Umar then hugged Minah and wept.

Minah rubbed the back of Sakina's body and told her to sit on the sofa.

"What happened to Sakina?" Minah asked as she rubbed Sakina's arm. And Muiz sat down next to Umar.

Later then..

Jamie ran into the hospital and went to Anas' room. She could only see Sakina from outside the door.

Jamie looked at Sakina with guilt and pity towards Sakina who was alone facing Mary earlier.

Then Sakina told Minah and Muiz everything, crying bitterly.

Jamie listened to him from the door of the room.

"Oh my God, why do you follow me! If Jamie's brother wasn't there! What will happen to Kak kina!" Muiz was very upset because her brother had to follow Mary's wishes.

Sakina looked down and closed her eyes.

"Muiz. The action Sakina made was right. Thank God nothing happened to you and Umar!" Minah said as she looked at Muiz angrily.

Jamie knocked on the door, then he walked in and looked at Sakina. Then Muiz voiced. "How's Jamie's brother! Can you catch that girl?"

Jamie shook his head.

"You came here because you wanted to bring Sakina home, right." Minah said as she took Sakina's handbag and gave it to Sakina, then Minah told her to get up from the sofa.

"Yes." Yeah." Jamie nodded lightly while looking at Sakina.

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Abi tells Sakina to go home to relax. After Anas was conscious. After a break, Jamie will come to pick up Sakina at the hospital. Because Muiz, Zara, and Aya, will accompany Anas in the hospital

But Jamie had arrived early, because he had been listening to what had happened to Sakina.

Sakina doesn't realize she made a phone call and the call is answered by Jamie.

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Sakina gave a small nod while walking closely to Jamie.

Jamie carried Umar, then he walked behind Sakina.

Sakina walked in front of Jamie while holding a bag of breakfast scraps this morning.

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In front of the hospital entrance.

Sakina was standing waiting for Jamie to go get the vehicle. Jamie watches Sakina from inside her car. He saw Sakina was very sad and very tired.

Then Jamie got off the train and opened the back door, and he told Sakina to come in. "For me that bag."

Sakina gave a small nod while giving the bag to Jamie. Then he got into the car.

"Be careful, your hands." Jamie looked at Sakina's hand which was located on the edge of the door.

Sakina then turned her hand.

Jamie looked at Sakina's eyes recklessly, then he closed the door of his carriage with a sad feeling.

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In the car.

The two of them shut themselves up without saying anything. Jamie only looked at Sakina sitting behind her chair, occasionally from the front mirror. He saw Sakina looking up at the sky.

Umar had fallen asleep lena on his official riba.

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Arriving in front of the apartment. Sakina opens the train door and wants to carry Umar, but Jamie's actions are very quick. Jamie picked up Umar and carried him. Then they get into the elevator and Sakina presses the top level. Jamie just looked and fell silent, he just followed Sakina's wishes.

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Arrive at the top of the apartment. Sakina walked over and sat on the bench peeking her face and looking down.

Jamie carried Umar who had slept lena in his lap. He stood next to Sakina and saw her looking down and thinking of something. Jamie sat at the end of the bench next to Sakina looking at the stars and they just kept quiet.

After 5 minutes have passed. Sakina raised her face and made a sideways voice. "I'd like to retract the police report, which I made against Mary."

Jamie looked at Sakina with great surprise, then he said. "I won't allow it."

"I don't want any more trouble with him and you." Sakina said while looking at Jamie.

"I know Sakina. What you want to do is all for your family. But I can't just let Mary go free! I'm sorry." Jamie said while looking at Sakina's eyes.

"I'll catch him. You don't worry about Sakina, I'll find her until I can."

"Please catch him quickly. Please." please." Sakina lowered her face and filled her tears.

"Yes, I promise. I'll catch him as soon as possible."

Jamie looked ahead while nodding and said in his heart. "Should I ask him! Yes, I have to make Sakina say it!"

Jamie looked at Sakina with a very palpitating feeling. Then he said. "Why do I consider a problem for you. What's my fault Sakina? What do you mean? I don't understand. I want to know why!"

Sakina lifted her face and looked at Jamie.

Jamie continued to say it with a very disappointed voice while looking at Sakina. "Why can't I be in your life! Why can't I love you Sakina!"

Sakina looked at Umar who was on Jamie's lap next to her, with her tears that had soaked her face. "Please do not take Umar and Anas from me. Please don't separate me from them."

"Sakina, please explain to me. What do you mean say that! I don't understand Sakina." Jamie shook his face.

"I, Aisha, and You." Sakina looks at Jamie with her pain-filled feelings.

"What exactly do you want to say Sakina." Jamie looked at Sakina's face seriously.

Sakina looked down and closed her eyes. Then he made a sideways sound. "Aisha died 6 years ago."

"What do you mean!"

"Aisha your wife. She was the mother of Umar and Anas." Sakina lifted her face and looked at Jamie with great sadness.

Jamie lowered his head and closed his eyes, then he said in his heart. "Finally, Sakina has said it too."

10 Minutes have passed. They both just shut themselves up. Jamie was pensive to see the sky and Sakina lowered her face, wiping away her tears that kept flowing.

Jamie frowned while looking at Sakina's eyes. "I need an explanation from you Sakina. Is it because of Aisha's spirit! My love was rejected!"

Sakina simply lowered her head and closed her eyes without any reaction.

"Why! What does my love for you have to do with the spirit of aisha!"

Sakina said fidgetily while looking at Jamie's face. "Every time I see you, I will be reminded of the suffering of the spirit of Aisha. I can't be calm while I'm with you. Please give me some peace. I'm really sorry. Because of me, you are separated from aisha and your children. And because I'm selfish too. Umar with Anas no affection from a baba." Sakina said it while crying sobbing.

Jamie was silent for a moment, after Sakina said so. Soul jerks.

After 10 minutes passed with the situation they became silent.

Jamie looked at Sakina then said with a sad and disappointed feeling. "alright. I'll give you some peace. I will not separate you from Umar and Anas. Because you are their ummi. You are a mother who has raised my children lovingly."

Jamie looked into Sakina's eyes with her sad feelings clearly visible on her face. "I'm not going to separate them from you. That's my promise Sakina."

Sakina looked down and cried. She felt very grateful after hearing Jamie's words, and that promise.

Jamie got up from the bench holding Umar and said again. "I'll send you to the front of the house."

Sakina wakes up and walks behind Jamie.

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The side is at the door of the house. Suha opens the door and sees Sakina taking Umar from Jamie's lap, and Sakina walks into the house without saying anything more.

Jamie saw Sakina get inside the house. Then he instantly whatsApp Abi. Jamie wants to meet Abi at the mosque, after dinner.

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Hour 9:00pm.

While in the room after the syak. Sakina was pensive over her peace, she felt very calm after she told the secret. Sakina felt that the burden in her soul was gone. But at the same time Sakina also feels sorry for Jamie, as her words were a little outrageous.

Sakina holds her phone and sees a call being answered by Jamie, after Maghrib. Sakina just realized, the one she had just made a random call.

"Oh my God, what should I do." Sakina's upset, because she doesn't want Jamie to misunderstand the call.

Sakina then sends Jamie a message. "I just realized that I was depressed your number. I'm sorry because I've been troubling you so much all this time."

After dinner. Dean sends Abi to the mosque they used to meet. Dean sends Zara and Aya to the hospital. They brought dinner last night for Muiz and Anas.

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Hour 10:00pm.

Jamie was at the mosque and was sitting with Abi, and he told her everything that was said with Sakina.

Jamie sobbed in front of Abi. Before this she had never cried so hard to anyone. Except for Abi. Jamie feels comfortable when with Abi, he feels able to express his true feelings to Abi.

Then Jamie read a message from Sakina and she cried while showing the message to Abi. Then he looked down on his face.

Then Jamie said while looking at Abi seriously. "I want to convert to Islam right now Abi. I want to prove to Allah that I want to embrace Islam, not because I am disappointed with Sakina, and not because of my love for Sakina. But because I love Islam so much."

Abi tells Jamie to stay calm and think about this again, because after Jamie embraced Islam. Abi with the family will make the decision to stay in London for another month. Jamie will join Abi and his family back in Malaysia.

Abi will not leave Jamie and leave him alone, after he converted to Islam. Abi will always be with him.

"Abi will be with you in London, or you will be with Abi back to Malaysia after Muiz gets married later this month."

Jamie looked at Abi with her deeply moved feelings. He cried again after hearing Abi say so.

"You go home first, think about it many times. Don't make hasty decisions."

Abi held onto Jamie's shoulder, and Abi said again. "Jamie. Abi knows you're disappointed in Sakina. Patience Jamie. Abi really hopes that you can understand Sakina's current situation."

Jamie looked at Abi with a sad feeling. Then he nodded and looked down.

That night Abi calms Jamie down and accompanies her until dawn. The East London mosque.

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