Love One Heart to Death

Love One Heart to Death
I'm the Dilemma



"Isn't that the man who grabbed Tika's hand while in the hospital?" murmured Surya while occasionally paying attention to their conversation, although sounding soft.


"Well, Di, we have to meet again. Remember, we have no relationship anymore!" Tika pointed her finger annoyed because since dawn earlier Tedi had sent her a short message up to dozens of times which all the contents read 'I want to meet'. Finally, Tika obeyed Tedi's will. Actually he wanted to tell Surya this matter, considering that his words last night made him undo his intentions.


"Patience, beauty. I want to tell you something." Tika clucked to hear the beautiful name from Tedi's mouth.


"About what?" he said, it seems he did not want to stay near Tedi for long.


"This concerns your amnesiac husband." continued Tedi, sipping a drink the waiter had just delivered. Tika was astonished as she scrunched her forehead.


"My husband," he mumbled. Tedi nodded while smiling cynically.


Surya from a distance watched them, instantly he was stunned as he was snagged.


"Even if her amnesia is still my husband." said Tika furious, did not accept her husband was denigrated.


"I know you love her so much, but do you know what she used to be like in the Goddess' house? They live together. They are dating and have not broken up until now. Are you still hoping for his love? Even though he loves you too, but is he sincere? Surely not, I'm sure he still has a taste with the Goddess. And, it could be that they both have done.yes you must know for yourself what I mean." Tedi slightly leaned closer to his face while whispering, then sat back down as before. Tedi's explanation made his heart tight, Tika clenched her hands on the table. Furious and angry. For a moment he set his mind and as much as possible he controls his emotions not to be consumed by speech. Tedi's incitement is almost over.


Tika took a deep breath and threw out violently.


"I know that my husband still talks about him a lot, it's because he's amnesiac. Wait till I make him remember me, Di, you don't just talk. My husband's a good man, definitely not like you're talking about." said Tika in disbelief.


"It's up to you not to believe, you just ask the Goddess!"


"You two are the same! They like to disturb people's homes. Enough already! I don't want to hear this shit!" Tika grabbed her small bag and stood on her back to her interlocutor.


"Pull Surya's divorce or he's in trouble!" edi snapped, his ambition to get Tika was unstoppable again. It was once in her mind that she had the intention to harass Tika. But he paused, because he wanted to get Tika voluntarily.


"Divorce!? I don't want to. Even to death I won't part with her." Tika turned her body to face Tedi, she started to tear apart, her cries were roaring. But, it doesn't change anything Tedi's decision.


"I beg Tedi, do not break my household!" he put both hands together, begging.


"Divorce? Is Tika going to divorce me?" inner Surya flinched after hearing their conversation. It felt like he was comforting Tika who was getting that inner attack. But, he did not want his existence to be discovered.


"As far as you are, I've given you two choices. Divorce the amnesiac Surya and marry me or his life is in danger!" snapping Tedi, he felt with this threat Tika would really be his.


"You don't want the amnesiac to burn again, do you?" Tedi grinning.


"A..what do you mean? Did you cause the accident? Answer me, Di!!" snapping Tika while standing bent towards Tedi, both hands squeezing Tedi's collar, Tedi held both of Tika's arms and mute for a while.


"I didn't say it like that. But, I made sure she would suffer the same fate." instantly Tika let go of the squeeze.


"Evil you! I regret being friends with you!"


"Whatever, I repeat again. You defy the amnesiac's divorce or I'll make him wretch!" threatened again.


"I'm in a dilemma, which one should I choose? Mas Surya is in danger, he must not know this matter. I'm going to buy time, don't let Tedi be suspicious." Tika's mind then she was silent for a moment thinking about something.


"Who did you choose? He, your ex or me, the amnesiac as he mentioned." murmured Surya.


"Okay, I'll be patient waiting for the good news. Keep an eye on that amnesiac, otherwise he'll turn away from you! His thoughts were only about the Goddess now. Watch my words. Although the Goddess is in prison, it doesn't change the chances for them to be together again." Tedi left Tika alone who was still digesting her speech.


There is a truth to Tedi's speech, Surya already knows the location of Dewi's prison, at any time without his knowledge he could go out to meet Dewi in the detention place again.


Tika shuddered to imagine if the Goddess snatched her husband again. He made sure the Goddess could not get out of the prison. Tika hurried away leaving the cafe, the dilemma she faced was really hard to decide. He was driving a taxi that had been waiting for him. Likewise with Surya, he stepped away from the cafe and did not go straight home. She wants to go to Tika's favorite park. I don't know why his heart was moved towards that place. He stepped down the path. Despite amnesia, he memorized the streets that he had passed with the Goddess before so it was not easy to get lost.


"Until when he's not being honest with me. Rudi said at the time, I was a CEO at a big company. Until now, he had never told me about it. Why is he hiding this? Is it because I am still amnesiac? God, how long are you going to punish me?" Surya shouted and fell on the ground, he lamented his present state. Fortunately, the streets are quiet, if not already considered a madman he shouted himself.


At Tika's house


Arriving at home, Tika went home first. She yelled at her husband's name, looking in every corner of the room throughout the house. Looking in the back and in the shed, but everything is nil. He leaned his body on the sofa while massaging his temple. Not so long Surya came, finished saying his greetings he was immediately stained with a murderous gaze from Tika.


"Where have you been, Mom!" the question was a little screamed, all the problems that Tika was facing made her always urinate on her own.


"Outside," said Surya flat expressionless and bowed.


Tika learns of the change in her husband's attitude as soon as she stands up and approaches him.


"Where are you from, Mom?" tika asked with the same question with a slight soft tone. She stroked her husband's shoulder and led him into the dining room.


"I just came from the park, your favorite place." said Surya still with a flat tone.


"It's noon, I've been waiting for you since, let's eat!" take her while holding Surya's arm. Tika is aware of Surya's attitude which is sometimes like a child who must be more extra patient to deal with it. Surya was also taken, in his heart he also felt annoyed. Why didn't Tika be honest with her, saying she had a problem with her ex-boyfriend?


Tika kept his mind for a while, being natural so that Surya did not suspect the problem he was holding.


"Where are you from?" surya asked half a jutek. He pulled a chair in the dining room, while Tika was busy removing the grilled gourami from the package.


"I bought you something, Mom!" he shouted a little because of its location in the kitchen. Surya turned his lips, annoyed.


"Lied!" she said softly, she wanted Tika to appreciate her existence as a husband. It's open to each other and there's no kind of secret, even if he's amnesic.


Tika headed to the dining table with a plate of rice and a plate of grilled gurami.


"Burning a mushroom, it looks good. During my time at the Goddess' house I rarely ate food like this."


"Oh my God, the Goddess again. Patience.." Tika grumbled inwardly as her eyes went around, so as not to be found out how painful it would be if she mentioned that name.


Tika feeds Surya, considering that he was fed Surya while eating grilled gurami as well, Surya initially refused after Tika said that eating using a spoon of his durinya will not be seen, but the, exactly what Surya said first, he finally wanted to take a hand from Tika.


Finished breakfast, Surya held Tika to clean the dining table. The two were silent for a moment, the two eyeballs met each other.


"What's up, Mom?" tika asked astonished by Surya's gaze thirsting for honesty.


"Are you asking for a divorce?" surya's question slapped his heart. Didn't expect Surya to know about this.