Love One Heart to Death

Maaf

"Tika," call Surya while knocking on the door.

"Come in, not in the key." said Tika from inside the room.

Surya opened the door and found his wife lying behind him.

"Come, lunch." take Surya while sitting on the edge of the mattress.

"I'm not hungry." Tika refused unmoved.

"Well, if you don't eat I'll accompany you here."

"Gapain, leave me alone!" with high notes.

"No way." Surya persisted while playing the doll that was beside Tika."Then, let's go home." take Surya, stand up and face Tika. Seen his wife's face looked grim and her eyes were puffy.

"You mad?" said again.

"No, my mood is bleak."

"Truely, your face is ugly when it's pouting. " Surya's other and ugly voice makes anyone who listens to him laugh while moving the doll as if - it will be the doll that invites Tika to talk.

"Biarin is ugly," said Tika slightly holding back her laughter.

"The greeting is a prayer lo..I mean you pray for yourself dong." teased Surya with the sound of the doll.

"Ih, it's not funny to know!"Holding laughter.

"But, you laugh" said Surya still with the sound of a doll .

"No, I'm not laughing." Turning back to Surya with a position still lying down.

Surya was lying next to him with his back to Tika. Tika who felt uncomfortable and upset shifted the body with a backward motion made Surya shifted to the edge, when also Surya's hand grabbed Tika's body until both fell under the mattress.

"Akh...!"

"Tika, lookout!" Surya overcame his wife's body, their faces met each other.

Tika widened her eyes, her nose wrinkled, her cheeks turned pink, she tightened her lips. With breaths clashing and heartbeats racing against each other, the two of them struggled with their respective minds. A moment of silence without a word.

"Magic Grandma, your eyes look cool and beautiful. I don't know when I liked your eyeballs, and it was hard to admit that I actually wanted to say love, but I couldn't. My tongue felt stiff and it was as if the words I spoke did not fit my mind. How do you know that I'm starting to feel with your heart. Maybe someday, whether that's when." Inner Surya, his hand touched his wife's long unraveling hair covered part of her face.

"Cowok this village, admit you look handsome after I observed it up close. Actually, ever since I broke up with Tedi there's been a bit of a weird feeling with you, I don't know what. It feels different to what I felt when I was dating her. Even if I start liking this guy, I don't want to get caught. Let him first express love to me. A love that is not forced, a love that is born from the bottom of his heart. But, does she have the same taste.." muttered Tika inwardly.

"Sorry, your body is too heavy to make my chest tight and I have difficulty breathing" said Surya. Tika was aghast then stood up, followed by Surya.

A little embarrassed, the two of them sat facing each other. Tika wanted to ask Surya's feelings during marriage, but her mouth felt glued and something was burdening so it was difficult to say.

"My father has transferred inheritance rights to you, while buying the house and the car..." Tika stopped her speech, then stood facing outside the window. Surya's eyes followed the direction his wife was walking.

"You're happy now, you can get rich all of a sudden!" Tika turned her head towards Surya, with a sharp glare of her eyes.

"Tika, from the beginning I have refused papa's request to accept all that. I am not a man who is crazy about treasure, although I accept everything anyway, you are also happy to be able to enjoy the results. Luxury house, luxury car, let alone what you ask to stay call it, I will buy it for you. That's what you've been looking for, matre girl!" said Surya with a high tone and began to grow furious can not control his emotions.

"You think I'm happy with this wedding, no...!" Covering his face with both hands. Tika's beautiful eyes began to be flooded with tears again. Surya who always could not bear to see every woman crying, his heart felt pity.

"I'm sorry, Tika," held her shoulder and raised her little chin, a beautiful white face she was looking at. Tika looked up at Surya's face.

"I will learn to love you, with this circumstance, your compulsion will make you marry me. Sometimes when I'm with you my heart feels good. Am I in love? I'm not a guy who can't say the sweet things that make women like him. Honestly, this is me." said Surya made all of Tika's body drown, unexpectedly Surya expressed his heart first.

"Is the marriage that we are now in is a form of loving because we are forced? If you think of this marriage as a necessity that needs to be done, then you may not be in love." said Tika turned her face, her eyeballs spinning.

"Maybe, in this marriage you just complete your obligation to just accompany me. Maybe you feel uncomfortable and want to end this marriage immediately. Or even you will look for various reasons to end this relationship." said Tika tears increasingly swift and gushed.

"When you have an intuition that says I'm not the right person from the start, your gut feeling may be true. Either you don't really want me to be a part of your life or maybe for some reason you haven't fully accepted me. No one partner just ends a relationship. Although there were problems to come, as much as possible the couple solved with a cool head. "

"Do you really love me because you are forced by circumstances?" ask Tika.

"I'm not sure, we'll see. However, try to stick with this marriage. Because I can only marry once with a woman whom God has longed for. It's you, Tika. Now we just live this relationship without having to close - cover it up. Why should you be ashamed, let others know this marriage."

"I'm really not ready yet, Surya." Shaking head.

"I can't guarantee it, Tika. Until when will you hide from this reality. "

"Until we really love each other." Tika's words made Surya almost stop his heartbeat.

"Alright, I appreciate your opinion." said Surya with a long breath.

"Let's go home, pity Mr. Black was alone at home." pinta Tika, Surya nodded.

"Before, were you willing to apologize to my mother, she was devastated by what you said."

"Yes, I'm going downstairs. I'll go to the bathroom first." Swiping her moist cheeks due to tears. Surya's out waiting downstairs.

Tika finished tidying up, bathing and preening she went downstairs following Surya.

Tika apologized to her in-laws, Miss Desy. They both hugged each other. After that Tika and Surya say goodbye to go home to a new home.

While Anis just came home from her friend's house to find her brother and sister-in-law were preparing to go home.

"Solar, can Anis one day play into a new house?" ask her spoiled.

"Can.." sahut Surya.

"Main as you please, in the new house you have a sweet cat." said Tika with a tinge of smile on her lips.

"Horay...! All right, Anis go inside first. Beware - be careful on the road." Waving hands with a big smile.

"Well.honey!" said Ms. Tasya while waving her hands.

Tika and Surya get in the car.

"May they both immediately give a grandson to us, Ma" said Mr. Andik.

"Aamiin.hopefully , Pa." said Bu Tasya.

"Aamiin.." said Missi.