Love On Asphalt

Episode 21

Farrand sighed, it has been almost a week since Lingga ignored him.

Talk to him only on the subject of lessons. And with a cold tone.

He was not even invited to the race yesterday held two days ago

then. That ended in the defeat of the Linga by the newcomers of the city of Taraka.

Nadeen who observed the two of them from a distance could only remain silent

selves. He is confused by both. He once asked about this

on Farrand and Linga, but the answer he got from both

not really satisfying him. Farrand said he didn't know anything,

as for the Linga, he said if there was nothing between them

both. Huh! It felt like he wanted to tie them both up in the chair and

forced him to say everything that happened. But nevermind! It's no use either

he did just that.

And luckily, Madhiaz had no idea about the problems that were going on between

them. Because if Madhiaz finds out, it's not impossible that he'll come and beat up

Linga just like that without hearing the explanation first.

The first lesson was over and replaced by a break. Farrand is still

bowing his head while the others scrambled out of the classroom as fast as they could

resized. Nadeen looked at Farrand with pity, but he did not know what to do

to bring them together again. Indeed, Nadeen once put a taste in Linga.

But seeing Lingga who only looked at Farrand made him prefer

to back off and give it up for Farrand. Love does not have to have, and it

sure that Lingga would be happier with Farrand than with him.

"Farrand, I'm going to get a bag for lunch. You're not coming?" Greeting

Nadeen after class already felt a bit lonely.

"You go first. I'll go back and eat there. I brought

stock as usual." reply Farrand. He smiles. But Nadeen is sure if

the smile that Farrand threw out was a fake smile to cover up his sadness.

Nadeen nodded. He fully understood that Farrand still wanted to be alone

at present. He went out of class and glanced at Lingga which was still

silent in his lap.

Now in the classroom there are only the two of them, Farrand and Lingga. Resided

each of them without intending to argue.

Sreeett's.

The phallus rose, he walked past the bench of Farrand without reprimanding him

at all. While Farrand, who saw Lingga through it can only

biting his lips softly, hoping with it he could ease the pain

he is and can hold back his tears.

"Ling, "call him to Linga.

"Eh." The phallus simply fell silent and stopped its footsteps from hearing

call from Farrand.

"I brought more supplies. You want?"

"I'm full."

"Yes already...Anu, Ling. The day after tomorrow there is a race on Inoha mountain. You want to

coming in?"

"Eh."

"Can I come?"

"I can do it myself." Farrand's heart fell ill hearing the answer

cold ketus belongs to Lingga.

Spilled his tears that had been hard to hold. Linga now

disregarded it. In fact, he felt that he was not wrong with Lingga. And

actually, he just wanted to know how deeply Lingga loved him by

make a statement like that. I don't know, he confused himself

his heart that felt pain from being ignored by the Linga.

With a gontai Farrand step out of class while heading to the park

behind the place is usually alone. He took care of it, the provisions of which he

prepare hard-earned and deliberately he made more to give to Lingga.

And when he got to the back, he was surprised by the figure of Dion

the one who sat behind him. In his heart Farrand asked, where

the figure of Zennie the fiancee who usually always attached to Dion?

"Dion, are you here?" Reprovedly.

Dion turned his head, smiling to find Farrand standing behind him

carrying two boxes of stock.

"You alone?"

"Yes..."

"Did you bring more supplies? Who for?"

Farrand smiled and sat down next to Dion. "I

intentionally bringing more, my hunch says if anyone wants to eat

I'll stock up on it." His word. He lied, but he did it on purpose

for Lingga because the young man often said if he really likes provisions

artificial. But what power, the phallus will not want, even to just reprimand it

even now he is disinclined.

"Have anyone eaten it yet?" Farrand shook his head slowly,

"Then may I eat it?" Added Dion.

Farrand nodded, he was pleased. At least what he did with difficulty

pain will not be wasted.

Farrand opened his pack and gave a box to Dion. Facial

Dion sparkled, he then ate food made by Farrand and ate it greedily

calmly without saying a word until the supply runs out.

"Thank you for the food, Rand. Your cooking is always good as usual."

Farrand smiled a little, always like this.

"You've always been like that. Look, I haven't even spent

my food. And you've spent it with no leftovers." Farrand.

"I've always loved any food you cook. Your cooking is always appropriate

for my tongue."

"Then tell Zennie to make you stock every day,

so that you'll get used to eating his cooking and forget the taste of my cooking."

"..." - ".Dion was silent and did not know how to express himself. It

you know, he with Farrand now can't be like before.

"Ups.I'm sorry, Dion. I didn't mean to offend you."

"No problem, you're right. I have to get used to Zennie. And

like you said, I can't disappoint my father,

ain't he?"

Farrand nodded slowly. He remembered that he himself had sent Dion to

obeying his father's orders.

"I'm sorry, Dion."

"No problem Rand. It wasn't your fault. I am too weak to

I can't keep your presence by my side."

"That's it, there will be no end if we talk about the matter

continuous. We better think of our own path. We still are

you have a lot of things to accomplish, right? Of course, including your happiness.

Happy Zennie, Dion. Because then you can be happy with yourself

later. Love can come with time, all you can do is

pick her up slowly."

Dion smiled bitterly, Farrand was right. Now he can no longer avoid

from the road in front of him.

"Oh yeah, how's your relationship with Linga? I've been seeing lately

you guys are kind of moving away."

Farrand lowered his head, "You're right, I made a mistake and it looks like he

can't tolerate my mistake."

"Can I know what that is?"

"I'm sorry, Dion. But I can't tell you. It's just

a small problem between the two of us. And you don't have to worry, we'll be soon

settled"

Dion breathed out softly. He was actually curious about what

it happened, but he paused to ask Farrand further and chose

just to be quiet.

"Cong, Farrand. Do you know where Dhiaz is? Ever since I saw it on display

the car at the time, he was invisible at all. His cell phone number cannot

I'm calling."

"He's taking care of a few things about his scholarship. I heard from

his uncle is applying for a full scholarship

Top university in Inoha."

"Is that so?"

Farrand nodded.

"I never should have seen him go to school."

"Yes. Such is. Then you? Aren't you going to pass like Dhiaz?

Where are you going after you graduate from here, Dion?"

"Of course I went to my father's university. It's what you

expect anything other than that?"

"You're right. I'm sorry I forgot that your life was set up in such a way

by your father."

"You don't have to apologize."

Afterwards, small talk just flowed from their conversation

both. It could be seen, once in a while Farrand smiled as Dion recounted some

funny thing about Farrand. And without realizing the two, Lingga saw familiarity

they were both with hateful and piercing gazes. He moved, not stronger

long there and see Farrand and Dion together even longer.

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Heavy rain was falling back on Falen City. Make some students who will

go home and do not bring an umbrella standing shade on the school corridor. Tak

with the exception of Farrand, he who had brought no preparation also stood up

while looking at the raindrops that fell increasingly heavy. In the heart of Farrand,

he wanted to go home quickly because his father today deliberately took the time

to clean up their new home. Yeah, his dad's given me a new house, and

not only that, his father had also bought him a car that he had been buying all this time

coveted. Therefore he wants to go home quickly and help his father beberes

their new house and also check the car that his father bought.

Linga looked at Farrand who looked dreamy. He wants to bring Farrand back

go home together like that because now he is carrying an umbrella. However

he paused his intention because he remembered the incident at the break at the park

backside. He left, but the strong pull on his shirt inevitably

make it dragged following the puller of the withdrawal.

Bruck...

The phallus was thrown away by the person who pulled it earlier. And now, they

the two were on a deserted corridor that headed for the back seat.

"What do you want to forcefully drag me here, Dion." Angular phallus

in Dion's attitude. He felt he had nothing wrong with the young man in front of him now and

you know he was violently beaten after being dragged away.

Bukk..

Dion smacked Linga's cheek until Linga staggered and her back slammed

wall behind.

Linga intends to avenge Dion's blow, but Dion looks adept at

defend himself until he easily avoids the attack from Lingga.

"I don't know what happened between you two. But

I'm warning you, Ling! Don't you hurt Farrand or I'll make you

sprawled out and ended up in the hospital."

"What business do you have that you threaten me like that. Didn't you have

hurt Farrand and leave him for another woman? I wonder who

Bruck...

Once again Dion clutched tightly onto the collar of Linga's shirt and smashed

back padlock. The phallus grimaced, Dion's treatment of him like no

fool around at the moment. Lingga was upset, he was upset because he could not free

himself from Dion's hand on him. In his heart he was a little

mutuki, why did he not study martial arts as well?

"Take me off, scarf! I didn't hurt Farrand at all

as you accuse me."

"Then what? You know I'm not stupid enough to guess your situation

as if keeping a distance. Especially you, Lingga. What I see you're like

avoiding Farrand."

"And what's your business about it. I am free to approach anyone and

stay away from anyone."

"So what you say, Ling! Yesterday I let go if Farrand chose

with you, but not even a month you've been away from her. What exactly do you want

this long? Played her? ANSWER!!!"

"....."

"I don't know if you're suddenly mute."

The phallus relaxed the grip of his hand on Dion's. He lowered. And

after Dion released his hand, he slumped and sat down.

"I don't know if I should be angry or disappointed in him." Lirih Linga's. Dion

trying to sit next to the phallus.

"I admit that I have expressed love for him. And anywhere

saying if he's willing to accept me and trying to love me, while still

there you are in his heart. But I don't know if hearing his confession can

make my heart hurt like this." Add Linga.

"What did he say to you?"

"She said she'd lost her chastity."

Dion flinched, Farrand said that to Linga? He really doesn't know

what happened to Farrand as long as he wasn't around. However

hearing this, he admitted that he was shocked. In the event that

all he knows, Farrand is not someone who is easily persuaded to take it for granted. Even

as long as they were in love, Farrand took care of himself

to such an extent. But I don't know, maybe Dion missed something about Farrand.

Or as long as he was away from Farrand, Farrand had been harassed?

"I don't know if hearing it like that makes me my heart

this sick. I've never been like this. And all this time I've been avoiding him

just so that I don't get more disappointed and always remember what he said

that was." at that time."

"...."

"I'm man. And I admit I've fallen for Farrand more

the love I have felt for others. But I can't either

accept the reality that blows me away like this."

"..." - ".Dion was busy, confused. He didn't

had a single word on his head to say to Linga.

"Tell me, Dion. What if you're in my shoes right now.

You also loved Farrand and were his girlfriend, right? Say

to me! Did he ever say this to you? Or maybe even you

who took his first experience?"

Dion gawked at what Lingga had said to him. Dion knows

if he is not a good man, he will leave Farrand

just like that. But to frown on Farrand's chastity, he thought he was still quite sane

to do what he thinks is ruining Farrand's future.

"What makes you say that? You know, your words are like

accuse me if I'm not a good man." Dion.

"If not you then who? After all, you're all I know

ever been in a relationship with Farrand."

"I was in a relationship with him, but that doesn't mean I

also did that to him, didn't he?"

"No one can guarantee you don't do that."

"I told you I didn't do it."

Linga speechless. He bent his knees and buried his face there.

"OKs. Forget our discussion about it. But really, for whatever sake

I could've sworn I never touched her that far."

Dion.

"..."

"And as for your problems, I want to ask you something, Linga."

"Sany."

"And I hope you answer my question with honesty."

The phallus is weak.

"Do you love her."

Linga nodded back.

"And you've also expressed your feelings for her, haven't you?"

Linga nodded, again.

"I think if you love her, you'll accept anything

the lack, no."

This time Lingga could only be silent and not nod like before.

"Love is not just about giving, Linga. But love is also about

accepts. You decided to love Farrand. And that means you too

must decide to accept all the shortcomings that exist in him."

"..."

"Listen, Lingga. Farrand may have an advantage over

her beauty, her skill in cooking, and also her intelligence in terms of

automotive, in this case is a race car. And I think that's a point

more he has."

"..."

"But I think maybe you forgot something. That there is every

the advantages that stand out, there are significant shortcomings. And I guess, that's

his shortcoming which I believe with a heavy heart he tells you. You didn't

know how hard it is to tell something we crave to someone else

so easy. If he tells you, doesn't that mean he believes

at you?"

The phallus is still fixed and silent. But in his heart, he confirmed

the whole word of Dion.

"Isn't Farrand human? That means he has flaws too

don't you? And whatever the reason, I don't think you have the right to hate Farrand or

disappointed in him too much. You know, if maybe I was in Farrand's position, then,

I must definitely muster up some great courage to say that

to the man who told me love. Don't you think it's more

well, if you hear it directly from Farrand than you hear it from

anybody else? You know, Farrand just doesn't want you to be disappointed."

This time, Lingga nodded back. His heart throbbed the pain of hearing

quotes from Dion. Dion was right, and he felt that everything Dion said

that was true. He deeply regretted his act of neglecting Farrand

just like that. He should not have to be carried away by emotions for a moment and act like

this is Farrand.

"You're carrying an umbrella, aren't you?"

Linga nodded again,

"Then wait, especially? Go after him and bring him home together

like that time." Added Dion.

Linga was surprised, how Dion knew if he and Farrand ever came home

together in one umbrella?

"I know where that comes from it's none of your business. Don't

ask me anything more. Because it's clearly in your eyes."

The phallus wasted no more time, he immediately went up and went from there,

I want to bring Farrand home together.

"It seems I really should give up Farrand for Linga."

Monologue Dion after seeing Linga running away from him.

Arriving at his place earlier, he looked left and right meant

looking for Farrand's whereabouts. Nil. He can't find Farrand anywhere,

even until he turned around and searched the whole hallway he did not find it.

He's late, maybe Farrand has gone home first without

waiting for anyone by breaking through the rain like that time. Or maybe

has anyone picked it up first?

'Sial,' maki Lingga in the heart. Fear runs through his heart. It

afraid if Farrand really breaks through the rain and ends up sick to

a few days ahead.

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Farrand arrived home with his condition soaked. He was relieved, after

breaking through the rain earlier, his burden lifted slightly as he spilled

all his frustration and tears amidst the heavy rain that flushed his body.

"Farrand, are you okay? Why did you just break through the rain? If

you call me, I'll pick you up." Arasya. Audible

a worried note from his words. He was wiping Farrand's car

he just left his job and ran towards Farrand

looks depressing.

"Sorry, I'm making you worry. But trust me, dad. I didn't

anything at all. Really am. You know I'm a strong boy?"

Arasya nodded, a little bit he confirmed Farrand's words.

"Hurry to shower with warm water and after that change clothes with

a warm shirt. I'm gonna make you some porridge and some warm tea so you don't get sick."

Farrand nodded. After that, go to the room and do what you

his father ordered for him. He smiled, remembering how much his father was

loved him from before until now.

After Farrand finished his activities, he approached Farrand

sitting speechless while playing his phone on the front porch. He had previously

worried because lately Farrand looks moody. But now, he's not

again he saw a disheveled face approaching Farrand.

"Ne, Farrand. You want to hone your driving skills by using

your new car? I can help you." Arasya said with a smile.

"Dad you mean, you want to teach me?"

"Yes.take it like that."

"Did you have enough time to teach me?"

"Dad will try, at least dad will teach you twice

in a week."

"really?"

"Of course it's true."

Farrand nodded in excitement. Finally, after everything that happened

finally he can be taught again by Arasya as before.

"But I'll teach you to be in front of you in the car

daddyh. Whatever the outcome, you should be able to learn for yourself what you are

look." look."

Farrand nodded. For him, Arasya wants to teach him again

more than enough to make him happy.

"And we'll do it in the morning 3."

***tbc***