Love On Asphalt

Love On Asphalt
Episode 20's



Lingga still faithfully accompanied Farrand who daydreamed beside his seat.


Every now and then he lyrics Farrand's face, he's curious about what he thinks.


Is it about him, or about the car that was displayed earlier? Well, they


not coming home after the exhibition. And now, here they are


sit on one of the park benches under the Sakura tree.


"Are you still thinking


that car?" Lingga breaks the silence. He was tired of being in a situation


monotony like this continues. Because ever since they got home from the fair, Farrand


he did not open his voice at all.


"Well, actually it is.


a little right."


"If that's a little true, then


where's a lot of his fault?" canda Linga. Actually, his heart wanted


giving some light jokes that could make Farrand smile a little


or even laugh. Or at least at least he can make Farrand


smile though thin. But in fact, he couldn't even make Farrand


changed expression. If this is the case, he's like a guy who doesn't just connect if


at the chat.


"I thought, if


I borrowed your money, the most I can buy is just ae86."


"He? You don't like car types


that?"


"Hn"


"I thought you liked cars


legends like that. You know, that car has its own unique legends and stories


by itself."


"Indeed the car is a drift legend and has its own story


nor the advantages that can make some street racers amazed. But really, there's not the least bit of interest from me in that car."


"I've heard that


the car can teach the driver because the car is a little difficult


piloted."


Farrand sighed softly, Linga


thats right. But he still doesn't like the car.


"That's it. There won't be


it's over if we're talking about cars. I'm not too yet either


good at driving." Farrand. He smiles. And Linga replied


his smile.


"Ok, talk about the problem


automaker. After all, you haven't forgotten anything else, have you? The thing about you promising me


learn to love me?"


Farrand nodded, confirming


lingga Words. But honestly he also forgot about it a little because too


focused on the car. Hehe….


"Then, come on. Kuejak


you're going somewhere my favorite." Lingga. He stood up and stretched out


his hand was on Farrand who was still sitting on the garden chair.


"Where?" Farrand


looking up, dania looked at Lingga with her curious gaze.


"A place on the border of the City


Malize. I found it while planning to run away from home."


"You're crazy."


"Yes.I'm crazy. Crazy because


dad always demanded that I always be who he wanted to be."


Farrand giggled slowly. He likes


seeing an expression like this. He looks funny, but impressed


cold at the same time.


"Come on.. " Lingga


he moved and extended his hand to Farrand. Farrand smiled, and he


caught the hand of the phallus outstretched at him.


Huppp...


The pull of the Linga is too strong that its body is attracted to the chest of the field belonging to the Lingga.


Not wasting time, Lingga was immediately clutching Farrand's small body. It


sip deeply into the scent of lily emanating from his body. Relax, that's it


her mind. And after that what Lingga felt was his pounding heart


strenuously.


"Ling, your heart."


"What's wrong with my heart, Fa."


"I can feel the thump


your heart is so tight. It feels like your heart wants to jump out of the chest


your chest."


Farrand leaned his head against the chest of the phallus. His height is only limited


the chin of the Linga makes it easy to bring his right ear to the chest of the Linga and


near his heart.


"You know very well if I


loving you. And this is what it would feel like if I were with you. Be close


with you. My heart will beat fast. And there is happiness in my heart


it seemed to burst into fullness filled every corner in the heart."


Wombal!


"..." - ".And Farrand could only faintly smile at it.


"I love you Ru, how hard I resist this feeling, this feeling


staying around. I used to love racing and not the slightest intention


to have love in the middle of a time like this. Until I decided to


get out of the house because dad told me to leave this racing world. But


once I know you, I love you more than this racing world. Andaipun father


telling me to stop racing, I was willing to stop. As long as I can


with you and love you like this."


Farrand is getting stronger


his embrace of the Linga. His heart warmed, the space of his previous heart


empty now feels filled after the declaration of love - I don't know how


this time - from Lingga. But when he increasingly wants to remember Lingga alone,


dion's shadow flashed. Want him to say sorry to Lingga, but let it be


this is how it is. Didn't he promise to learn to love the phallus


after this?


"I'm sorry, Dion."


The concubine's whisper may be. He hoped the phallus would not hear it.


"Come, we don't


wasting more time. A long journey awaits us."


"But I want to go home


apartments. Can't be if I go in this dress? At least


let me wear more casual clothes. It's not comfortable if we


the streets and I wear formal dress like going to attend an event like


it's." it's."


"I have a pair of clothes


relax you might wear. You can change your clothes in the toilet."


The phallus drew Farrand's hand


towards car. He entered, and after that handed over the clothes that were still


wrapped up to him.


"You're suspicious."


Farrand looked at the Linga


full probing. He wondered how Lingga could have a woman's shirt


for her?


"Don't look at me like


that, Fa. Yesterday I was going to buy you a shirt. I thought that shirt could


I'll give it to you on our first date. But I didn't think I'd give it to him


this fast for you. But let. Consider this our first date. And assume


also the statement on the beach that time is the day we made it."


“Hey, where can it be?”


“Can, Fa. And I'm stressing that on you. Don't refuse and just accept it


it's because I don't accept rejection from you.”


Farrand's cheeks meet. He didn't


ever thought that the Linga would go that far to her.


"Put that shirt as a gift


from me to you." The phallus smiled, again. Ah, next to Farrand


all this time can make his cheeks linu due to smiling too much. But


let it be, he smiled because it made him feel happy.


For him now, Farrand was the source of his happiness.


"Wait for you here.


Hurry up, or do you want me to take that shirt for you, Fa?" Candanya.


"Basic!" farrand's Gerrick.


He picked up the shirt, turned around and immediately ran over with a faint smile


lipped.


.


.


.


The phallus sits itself


under the tree that grew shady while staring at the vast expanse of grass


in front of him. While Farrand, he just stood beside Lingga while


enjoying the breeze that blows slowly stroking strands of her hair. It


feel peaceful. And slowly he was swept away by his atmosphere until he closed his eyes


and a little hum. Not too hard, even the Lingga


besides, I didn't hear it clearly.


"Sit here, Fa."


Farrand turned, stopping


his name and glanced at Lingga.


"Sit where?"


"My lap."


Farrand frowned in wonder. He said? Did he not hear wrong?


The phallus saw Farrand


he fell silent and began to run out of patience waiting for her to answer. Immediately he


stretched out his hand and pulled Farrand's hand until he sat on the lap of the phallus


in a position to back him.


"I told you so


to sit on my lap, you're still thinking too long for that."


"You're a bitch, Ling."


"No problem. If with


my annoying nature can get you close to me, I'm willing to be a bitch


as long as it's."


"You always


put everything to me. What you're really thinking is other than


me, Ling?"


"There is only you. Really, really,


I don't even know what else to think but you."


"Your mouth asks for gagging, yes,


so as not to talk a lot of quality talk like that continues."


"Origin with your lips,


I'm willing."


"Eat my shoes."


Puk! A shoe floated to the face of Lingga and the thrower just put up


a face like you know nothing.


"You're evil, Fa. What if


will I have amnesia and forget my love for you?"


"Just be wild! And, Oh. You


have to put my evil nature into your memory so you don't mess around


with me." with me."


Sretti...


The phallus hugged Farrand from behind and placed his head on Farrand's shoulders.


He closed his eyes, then scooped up as much air as possible while sipping


lily's scent emanated from Farrand's body.


"Please, shut up and


let me like this stuff for a moment. I want to enjoy it more


"After this, you don't


can be close to any woman. Because if you're close to another woman,


I'll make sure I tie you up and teach you a lesson." Reply Farrand.


"certain."


"And I will punish you


and make you regret."


"I'll look forward to it, Fa."


"Persion....."


"Sttt. I still am


want to enjoy this moment as long as possible."


Farrand. It directly


just follow the word Lingga.


'I don't think being with him is bad


also' Inner Farrand.


The phallus removes the mane strands


long belongs to Farrand and kisses him slowly. Farrand squealed, snorting


upset over the treatment of Linga which he thought was too sudden it was up to


it brings out a strange sense of excitement in his body.


"You don't want to go home? If


we've been here too long, we're gonna be home late." Linga Whispers.


"Dad told me if


he's not coming home tonight. So it doesn't matter to me if I go home


too late."


"Is that so?"


"Heem."


"Fa, don't you fear


if I could do something to you?"


"What do you want


do me?"


"Ehm," Linga cleared her throat


slow down. He was confused as to where to start the conversation


a little more serious.


"You know I'm a man, don't you?" Added.


"yeah. Even though I didn't


making sure in person, I'm sure for sure if you're a man."


"And I'm not a child either


small, Fa."


"yeah. I also know if you


I'm a teenager."


"And you know how


hormones of a teenage boy?"


"I know."


"Then there is no fear


from you if I could've.


destroying you? Destroying your life or your future, maybe?"


"No."


"Why are you so sure, Fa?


You can definitely feel my heart beating in this close distance of us."


"Then?"


"Not just my heart, though,


something in my body also rose up if we just two with you like


it's." it's."


Farrand smiled hearing


explanation Linga. Not that he didn't know what the Linga meant. Very well know, only


only he had faith in something until he believed in the Linga.


"You said if you


love me, don't you?" Lingga nodded at Farrand's question.


"And I'm sure, if you


truly love me sincerely from your heart, you will think twice


to do that to me."


"Why can you be sure


that me?"


"I believe you."


"You're naive, Fa. You know, you know,


sometimes if you trust others too easily, others will


misusing your trust and destroying you by trust


which you gave him."


Set..


The phallus turned Farrand's face, laid him on his lap and instantly


scooped Farrand's lips with a slight pulverization. Farrand did not react. She kept quiet


only when Lingga did that to him.


"Do, Ling. If that is


can make you satisfied over me. I believe you, because you have said


if you love me. And I also said to learn to love you. Then


from that there's no reason for me not to trust you to take care of me and myself.


Because I believe that love keeps. Not to hurt." Farrand


gentler.


The phallus was stunned at Farrand's words.


He regretted, regretted having doubted Farrand and made him like a man


jerk-off. He did not think that Farrand would just resign for what he


do so. He thought, Farrand would stay away from him and reject outright on what


what he did earlier.


"I'm sure you're not a man


that jerk who could do such a bad thing to me." Farrand


smiling, his hands outstretched and carrying the pensive Linga inside


her hug.


"I think I'm starting


love you, Ling. Maybe it's too soon for me to say it, but I'm not


lying about my heart right now. Don't you feel my heart


pounding like you?"


Linga nodded slowly as if


justifying the words of Farrand. He was calm in Farrand's arms.


"Ling, you said if


you love me, don't you?"


Linga nodded again.


"Do you accept me with


all the flaws I have?"


"..."


"Will you stay


love me, even if I have lost something precious


for me?"


"What do you mean?"


"I have lost my chastity,


Ling." Farrand's gaze scowled, staring at the little-looking Lingga


shocked at what he said.


"What do you mean, Fa?"


"You know exactly what


I mean. I'm not as good as you've thought about me all this time."


Pandangan Lingga yang semula


the heat has now cooled. He was disappointed in what he had heard


from Farrand's mouth.


"Do you still want to


accept me for what is?"


"...." - ".Linga was silent


not answering. His tongue seemed like it was a joke to say a few words


replies.


"I beg you, Ling. Say


something's. Don't leave me like this."


"..."


"You're disappointed in me, aren't you?


Or do you feel like I'm a bad woman?"


"No." Lingga.


The cold tones were tucked away in the words that he uttered in response to the


farrand's Questions.


"Don't lie to me. I


can see your disappointed look at me."


"..." - ".And again, again,


The phallus is still silent.


"You can leave me


after this. And I promise I won't bother you. You can ignore me, and


I think it's your right if you want to step down and after this leave me."


A single tear slid down from Farrand's smooth cheek. His heart felt sore.


Actually he had expected this, but he still forced himself and


this is the outcome.


'It really does experience it


it hurts more than just imagining it.' Inner Farrand.


"Let's go home. We're gonna


late for dinner if we delay our return. I'll cook a meal


nightly. What do you want me to cook?" Farrand asked in a soft tone.


Ignoring her heart that hurt Linga's inertness and wiping her tears


coarse.


"No need to bother.


I have an appointment with Madhiaz tonight." Lingga.


Farrand's mind hurts.


Though from earlier he had strengthened his heart and tried to reduce the turmoil


his heart if he gets cold treatment from the Linga. He knows, Linga only


he tried to avoid it by saying he had an appointment with Madhiaz.


And Farrand was convinced that the Linga had no promise with Madhiaz.


The phallus rose from his seat, he


looking at Farrand who was sitting with a difficult view. Her heart


feels chaotic. Farrand's statement shook his mind until he felt


bad like this.


"Let's go home." Say


chilly. Farrand got up, with shaky steps and with his head lowered


walking followed the Lingga that had moved first to his car. Lingas


just shut up, and he's sick of it.


During the return journey


they could only be silent without a word coming out of their lips


each one was like when they left. No greeting and jokes


light from the Linga to Farrand who was next to him. Occasional Farrand


glancing at the Lingga who was driving in a serious position and not trying to steal


look at it for a moment. He knew it, and then he decided


to lean his head against the window. Trying to take away the pain


by looking at the scenery he passed.


'I'll wait what it looks like


your treatment of me after this, Ling. And whatever your decision is, I'll accept it


with pleasure.' Inner Farrand.


"I know you're listening to me.


And I'm sure you're disappointed in me. But know, I'm still holding


your words that say you love me and won't let me go."


Stunned phallus. It indeed is


heard Farrand's words. And he admitted that he was shaken because he


he was reminded of his love for Farrand. He was worried, worried


with her still disappointed. And without realizing it, the corner of his heart


he said he shouldn't have ignored Farrand like he is today


just because Farrand had lost something valuable. And isn't it,


if he loves Farrand, isn't that a problem for him?


***tbc***