
Lingga still faithfully accompanied Farrand who daydreamed beside his seat.
Every now and then he lyrics Farrand's face, he's curious about what he thinks.
Is it about him, or about the car that was displayed earlier? Well, they
not coming home after the exhibition. And now, here they are
sit on one of the park benches under the Sakura tree.
"Are you still thinking
that car?" Lingga breaks the silence. He was tired of being in a situation
monotony like this continues. Because ever since they got home from the fair, Farrand
he did not open his voice at all.
"Well, actually it is.
a little right."
"If that's a little true, then
where's a lot of his fault?" canda Linga. Actually, his heart wanted
giving some light jokes that could make Farrand smile a little
or even laugh. Or at least at least he can make Farrand
smile though thin. But in fact, he couldn't even make Farrand
changed expression. If this is the case, he's like a guy who doesn't just connect if
at the chat.
"I thought, if
I borrowed your money, the most I can buy is just ae86."
"He? You don't like car types
that?"
"Hn"
"I thought you liked cars
legends like that. You know, that car has its own unique legends and stories
by itself."
"Indeed the car is a drift legend and has its own story
nor the advantages that can make some street racers amazed. But really, there's not the least bit of interest from me in that car."
"I've heard that
the car can teach the driver because the car is a little difficult
piloted."
Farrand sighed softly, Linga
thats right. But he still doesn't like the car.
"That's it. There won't be
it's over if we're talking about cars. I'm not too yet either
good at driving." Farrand. He smiles. And Linga replied
his smile.
"Ok, talk about the problem
automaker. After all, you haven't forgotten anything else, have you? The thing about you promising me
learn to love me?"
Farrand nodded, confirming
lingga Words. But honestly he also forgot about it a little because too
focused on the car. Hehe….
"Then, come on. Kuejak
you're going somewhere my favorite." Lingga. He stood up and stretched out
his hand was on Farrand who was still sitting on the garden chair.
"Where?" Farrand
looking up, dania looked at Lingga with her curious gaze.
"A place on the border of the City
Malize. I found it while planning to run away from home."
"You're crazy."
"Yes.I'm crazy. Crazy because
dad always demanded that I always be who he wanted to be."
Farrand giggled slowly. He likes
seeing an expression like this. He looks funny, but impressed
cold at the same time.
"Come on.. " Lingga
he moved and extended his hand to Farrand. Farrand smiled, and he
caught the hand of the phallus outstretched at him.
Huppp...
The pull of the Linga is too strong that its body is attracted to the chest of the field belonging to the Lingga.
Not wasting time, Lingga was immediately clutching Farrand's small body. It
sip deeply into the scent of lily emanating from his body. Relax, that's it
her mind. And after that what Lingga felt was his pounding heart
strenuously.
"Ling, your heart."
"What's wrong with my heart, Fa."
"I can feel the thump
your heart is so tight. It feels like your heart wants to jump out of the chest
your chest."
Farrand leaned his head against the chest of the phallus. His height is only limited
the chin of the Linga makes it easy to bring his right ear to the chest of the Linga and
near his heart.
"You know very well if I
loving you. And this is what it would feel like if I were with you. Be close
with you. My heart will beat fast. And there is happiness in my heart
it seemed to burst into fullness filled every corner in the heart."
Wombal!
"..." - ".And Farrand could only faintly smile at it.
"I love you Ru, how hard I resist this feeling, this feeling
staying around. I used to love racing and not the slightest intention
to have love in the middle of a time like this. Until I decided to
get out of the house because dad told me to leave this racing world. But
once I know you, I love you more than this racing world. Andaipun father
telling me to stop racing, I was willing to stop. As long as I can
with you and love you like this."
Farrand is getting stronger
his embrace of the Linga. His heart warmed, the space of his previous heart
empty now feels filled after the declaration of love - I don't know how
this time - from Lingga. But when he increasingly wants to remember Lingga alone,
dion's shadow flashed. Want him to say sorry to Lingga, but let it be
this is how it is. Didn't he promise to learn to love the phallus
after this?
"I'm sorry, Dion."
The concubine's whisper may be. He hoped the phallus would not hear it.
"Come, we don't
wasting more time. A long journey awaits us."
"But I want to go home
apartments. Can't be if I go in this dress? At least
let me wear more casual clothes. It's not comfortable if we
the streets and I wear formal dress like going to attend an event like
it's." it's."
"I have a pair of clothes
relax you might wear. You can change your clothes in the toilet."
The phallus drew Farrand's hand
towards car. He entered, and after that handed over the clothes that were still
wrapped up to him.
"You're suspicious."
Farrand looked at the Linga
full probing. He wondered how Lingga could have a woman's shirt
for her?
"Don't look at me like
that, Fa. Yesterday I was going to buy you a shirt. I thought that shirt could
I'll give it to you on our first date. But I didn't think I'd give it to him
this fast for you. But let. Consider this our first date. And assume
also the statement on the beach that time is the day we made it."
“Hey, where can it be?”
“Can, Fa. And I'm stressing that on you. Don't refuse and just accept it
it's because I don't accept rejection from you.”
Farrand's cheeks meet. He didn't
ever thought that the Linga would go that far to her.
"Put that shirt as a gift
from me to you." The phallus smiled, again. Ah, next to Farrand
all this time can make his cheeks linu due to smiling too much. But
let it be, he smiled because it made him feel happy.
For him now, Farrand was the source of his happiness.
"Wait for you here.
Hurry up, or do you want me to take that shirt for you, Fa?" Candanya.
"Basic!" farrand's Gerrick.
He picked up the shirt, turned around and immediately ran over with a faint smile
lipped.
.
.
.
The phallus sits itself
under the tree that grew shady while staring at the vast expanse of grass
in front of him. While Farrand, he just stood beside Lingga while
enjoying the breeze that blows slowly stroking strands of her hair. It
feel peaceful. And slowly he was swept away by his atmosphere until he closed his eyes
and a little hum. Not too hard, even the Lingga
besides, I didn't hear it clearly.
"Sit here, Fa."
Farrand turned, stopping
his name and glanced at Lingga.
"Sit where?"
"My lap."
Farrand frowned in wonder. He said? Did he not hear wrong?
The phallus saw Farrand
he fell silent and began to run out of patience waiting for her to answer. Immediately he
stretched out his hand and pulled Farrand's hand until he sat on the lap of the phallus
in a position to back him.
"I told you so
to sit on my lap, you're still thinking too long for that."
"You're a bitch, Ling."
"No problem. If with
my annoying nature can get you close to me, I'm willing to be a bitch
as long as it's."
"You always
put everything to me. What you're really thinking is other than
me, Ling?"
"There is only you. Really, really,
I don't even know what else to think but you."
"Your mouth asks for gagging, yes,
so as not to talk a lot of quality talk like that continues."
"Origin with your lips,
I'm willing."
"Eat my shoes."
Puk! A shoe floated to the face of Lingga and the thrower just put up
a face like you know nothing.
"You're evil, Fa. What if
will I have amnesia and forget my love for you?"
"Just be wild! And, Oh. You
have to put my evil nature into your memory so you don't mess around
with me." with me."
Sretti...
The phallus hugged Farrand from behind and placed his head on Farrand's shoulders.
He closed his eyes, then scooped up as much air as possible while sipping
lily's scent emanated from Farrand's body.
"Please, shut up and
let me like this stuff for a moment. I want to enjoy it more
"After this, you don't
can be close to any woman. Because if you're close to another woman,
I'll make sure I tie you up and teach you a lesson." Reply Farrand.
"certain."
"And I will punish you
and make you regret."
"I'll look forward to it, Fa."
"Persion....."
"Sttt. I still am
want to enjoy this moment as long as possible."
Farrand. It directly
just follow the word Lingga.
'I don't think being with him is bad
also' Inner Farrand.
The phallus removes the mane strands
long belongs to Farrand and kisses him slowly. Farrand squealed, snorting
upset over the treatment of Linga which he thought was too sudden it was up to
it brings out a strange sense of excitement in his body.
"You don't want to go home? If
we've been here too long, we're gonna be home late." Linga Whispers.
"Dad told me if
he's not coming home tonight. So it doesn't matter to me if I go home
too late."
"Is that so?"
"Heem."
"Fa, don't you fear
if I could do something to you?"
"What do you want
do me?"
"Ehm," Linga cleared her throat
slow down. He was confused as to where to start the conversation
a little more serious.
"You know I'm a man, don't you?" Added.
"yeah. Even though I didn't
making sure in person, I'm sure for sure if you're a man."
"And I'm not a child either
small, Fa."
"yeah. I also know if you
I'm a teenager."
"And you know how
hormones of a teenage boy?"
"I know."
"Then there is no fear
from you if I could've.
destroying you? Destroying your life or your future, maybe?"
"No."
"Why are you so sure, Fa?
You can definitely feel my heart beating in this close distance of us."
"Then?"
"Not just my heart, though,
something in my body also rose up if we just two with you like
it's." it's."
Farrand smiled hearing
explanation Linga. Not that he didn't know what the Linga meant. Very well know, only
only he had faith in something until he believed in the Linga.
"You said if you
love me, don't you?" Lingga nodded at Farrand's question.
"And I'm sure, if you
truly love me sincerely from your heart, you will think twice
to do that to me."
"Why can you be sure
that me?"
"I believe you."
"You're naive, Fa. You know, you know,
sometimes if you trust others too easily, others will
misusing your trust and destroying you by trust
which you gave him."
Set..
The phallus turned Farrand's face, laid him on his lap and instantly
scooped Farrand's lips with a slight pulverization. Farrand did not react. She kept quiet
only when Lingga did that to him.
"Do, Ling. If that is
can make you satisfied over me. I believe you, because you have said
if you love me. And I also said to learn to love you. Then
from that there's no reason for me not to trust you to take care of me and myself.
Because I believe that love keeps. Not to hurt." Farrand
gentler.
The phallus was stunned at Farrand's words.
He regretted, regretted having doubted Farrand and made him like a man
jerk-off. He did not think that Farrand would just resign for what he
do so. He thought, Farrand would stay away from him and reject outright on what
what he did earlier.
"I'm sure you're not a man
that jerk who could do such a bad thing to me." Farrand
smiling, his hands outstretched and carrying the pensive Linga inside
her hug.
"I think I'm starting
love you, Ling. Maybe it's too soon for me to say it, but I'm not
lying about my heart right now. Don't you feel my heart
pounding like you?"
Linga nodded slowly as if
justifying the words of Farrand. He was calm in Farrand's arms.
"Ling, you said if
you love me, don't you?"
Linga nodded again.
"Do you accept me with
all the flaws I have?"
"..."
"Will you stay
love me, even if I have lost something precious
for me?"
"What do you mean?"
"I have lost my chastity,
Ling." Farrand's gaze scowled, staring at the little-looking Lingga
shocked at what he said.
"What do you mean, Fa?"
"You know exactly what
I mean. I'm not as good as you've thought about me all this time."
Pandangan Lingga yang semula
the heat has now cooled. He was disappointed in what he had heard
from Farrand's mouth.
"Do you still want to
accept me for what is?"
"...." - ".Linga was silent
not answering. His tongue seemed like it was a joke to say a few words
replies.
"I beg you, Ling. Say
something's. Don't leave me like this."
"..."
"You're disappointed in me, aren't you?
Or do you feel like I'm a bad woman?"
"No." Lingga.
The cold tones were tucked away in the words that he uttered in response to the
farrand's Questions.
"Don't lie to me. I
can see your disappointed look at me."
"..." - ".And again, again,
The phallus is still silent.
"You can leave me
after this. And I promise I won't bother you. You can ignore me, and
I think it's your right if you want to step down and after this leave me."
A single tear slid down from Farrand's smooth cheek. His heart felt sore.
Actually he had expected this, but he still forced himself and
this is the outcome.
'It really does experience it
it hurts more than just imagining it.' Inner Farrand.
"Let's go home. We're gonna
late for dinner if we delay our return. I'll cook a meal
nightly. What do you want me to cook?" Farrand asked in a soft tone.
Ignoring her heart that hurt Linga's inertness and wiping her tears
coarse.
"No need to bother.
I have an appointment with Madhiaz tonight." Lingga.
Farrand's mind hurts.
Though from earlier he had strengthened his heart and tried to reduce the turmoil
his heart if he gets cold treatment from the Linga. He knows, Linga only
he tried to avoid it by saying he had an appointment with Madhiaz.
And Farrand was convinced that the Linga had no promise with Madhiaz.
The phallus rose from his seat, he
looking at Farrand who was sitting with a difficult view. Her heart
feels chaotic. Farrand's statement shook his mind until he felt
bad like this.
"Let's go home." Say
chilly. Farrand got up, with shaky steps and with his head lowered
walking followed the Lingga that had moved first to his car. Lingas
just shut up, and he's sick of it.
During the return journey
they could only be silent without a word coming out of their lips
each one was like when they left. No greeting and jokes
light from the Linga to Farrand who was next to him. Occasional Farrand
glancing at the Lingga who was driving in a serious position and not trying to steal
look at it for a moment. He knew it, and then he decided
to lean his head against the window. Trying to take away the pain
by looking at the scenery he passed.
'I'll wait what it looks like
your treatment of me after this, Ling. And whatever your decision is, I'll accept it
with pleasure.' Inner Farrand.
"I know you're listening to me.
And I'm sure you're disappointed in me. But know, I'm still holding
your words that say you love me and won't let me go."
Stunned phallus. It indeed is
heard Farrand's words. And he admitted that he was shaken because he
he was reminded of his love for Farrand. He was worried, worried
with her still disappointed. And without realizing it, the corner of his heart
he said he shouldn't have ignored Farrand like he is today
just because Farrand had lost something valuable. And isn't it,
if he loves Farrand, isn't that a problem for him?
***tbc***