Love On Asphalt
Episode 18's
Linga enjoyed the atmosphere in front of her at this time. The summer
bright, a gentle breeze blew away her dark strands and also
farrand's long dark hair. He enjoyed it, enjoyed the situation where
he was sleeping on Farrand's lap. Farrand's face looks so pretty
with a slightly tapered cheek and a sweet smile etched on his face.
Farrand's hand was outstretched, wiping the dark strands belonging to the Lingga
her lap. Sometimes his eyes seem closed, trying to enjoy the breezy
wind and bright sunlight that pokes on the leaves of trees
shelter.
"Papa." A girl who is about 7 years old
shaking the hand slowly Lingga. The phallus was aghast, it quickly sat down
and look at the little boy.
"Why? Mama's food is so good." Said with tone
blissfully.
"Thank you Luna. Papa wants to sleep a little while in mama's lap."
I don't know what makes Lingga suddenly say that, he doesn't know.
His tongue just moved to say it.
He looked at the little girl next to him. The hair looks like and
iris shade similar to Farrand, as well as facial features like
her and Farrand's. If it's deeper, isn't it a little girl
that was so perfect being her daughter? Uh, wait a minute. Her daughter? Really it?
"What's up, baby?"
Farrand's soft sound was heard shortly after Lingga sat down
any more. He looked at Farrand's face, it looked more mature from the last moment
the time he remembered. But, didn't they just do dinner
together? It's just an assumption in his head. But Linga felt that she was
dreaming at the moment.
"It's my dream, right?" Said slowly.
"Darling, you didn't forget
wasn't he? If we're planning on taking Luna to the beach tomorrow afternoon?" Some more!
Farrand's voice sounded so softly greeting his sense of hearing.
"Papa. Luna wants to learn to dive with mom, right? Luna wants to see
coral reefs and Nemo up close." Said the little girl. Linga Heart
warming up, he did not know if only with a small interaction like this was already
it can make her happy thinking.
Lingga nodded, as if he had just agreed to the request of a little girl
she called him Luna. Farrand chuckled for a moment. And look towards the Linga
by putting on a smile that according to Lingga is the sweetest smile that
he had seen it from Farrand.
"You are the source of my happiness." Sluggishly.
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Drtts........
The sound of the mobile phone shakes belonging to Lingga that he put next to his head would not be
want to make Linga wake up. He rubbed his eyes slowly, and saw a
the notification that was shown on his flat screen. As soon as his eyes were round, he
remember something. Last night he planned to take part in the morning exercise before sunrise
along with Madhiaz, Nadeen, and also Farrand. It's 8:00 now.
It's a holiday indeed. But it was too late to follow him.
'Sial.' meaning. The three of them must have left him when he
slept earlier.
He was pensive and sitting on the edge of the bed he currently occupied. It
spread his gaze to the guest room in Farrand's apartment. Well, yeah,
they agreed to stay here and he slept with Madhiaz,
nadeen slept with Farrand. He still remembers his dream. Sweet dream
what he hopes to become true. And he prayed that reality would
approach him when the time comes.
Cprts., ck.,
The bedroom door opens and features a lazy figure of Madhiaz walking towards the Lingga.
He yawns slowly. It seems like the state of the Linga that has been built does not make it
surprised at all.
"Your sleep is very good. So I couldn't wake you up and finally
we're just going all three." Madhiaz. He has shed the body that has been
wet by the sweat it basket with the position of the feet hanging and located
beside Linga. The phallus did not answer with a voice. In exchange, he only
just nod his head.
"Take a walk we talked about a lot of things. Included
yourself."
"Me?"
"Yes. And I think Nadeen has an interest in you."
"I don't know."
"Yes. You must not know. Because all you have in your sight is Farrand
and you're also pretty insensitive around you. Right so?"
The phallus was silent again. It is true what Madhiaz said about
himself. About his only views on Farrand, his insensitivity, and
about his ignorance of Nadeen's feelings.
"I don't know what you did to Farrand. I watched him
during our conversation, it was like he was avoiding talking about you. Or
even when Nadeen passionately told you, he pretended not to
heard it."
Linga. He knew that his actions last night would have had an impact
the one for Farrand. A little guilt in his heart. However
for now he is confused as to how.
"I made a mistake before you came." Acutely.
"May I know?" Madhiaz is still loyal to his position
looking at the ceiling of the room he and Lingga occupied. At least he didn't
want to see the expression of the current Linga. Although he was actually curious about
that's.
"I have kissed his lips."
"What?" Madhiaz's eyes fiddled at the brief statement of the Linga.
He was shocked, he really did not expect Lingga would say that. So surprised
he even tiptoed and changed his position to sit down.
"I'm sorry. But I was really a reflex back then. Seeing Farrand
approaching me makes my soul shaken."
"Farrand approaching you?"
The phallus is weak. "He thinks there's a mosquito on my face. But
it was just an ant." Said later.
"And you just kissed her after that?"
Linga nodded, again.
"Unconsciously my hand grabbed her nape, and I kissed her that way
just."
"You know if Farrand will keep your distance after this
ain't he?"
"...." - ".Linga nodded.
"And you should also know that you have to apologize to him in order to
your relationship is improving again."
And again, Linga responded to Madhiaz's question with just a small nod.
"I've said it just after tasting it."
"That's not gonna be enough. You know for yourself that Farrand's heart now
still not completely good. Dion's betrayal has not yet been eliminated
from heart. And I'm sure he still loves Dion."
"I know."
"You know if your job is to make Farrand love you, it won't be easy
ain't he?"
"I know."
Phew......
The phallus sighed like an age-eaten grandfather.
His mind was heavy, he did not expect if things that he considered trivial could be
it's fatal like this. If it were to be complicated, it would be
will not attach importance to his own ego at that time and suppress his desire to
not tasting Farrand's lips..
"We plan to go to the beach after this. I think you should
using it."
The look on the face of the phallus turned bright, as if he was going to find something
interesting to do.
"really?"
"Eh."
"I'll be ready." The phallus immediately grabbed his stick and prepared
with a smile that did not come off her lips. Falling in love can
reversing someone's mood very quickly, huh?
"But wait, what do we ride on? Dhi?"
"I've thought about it. You just calm down. I had Nadeen set up
Farrand took your car in the workshop. Later me and Nadeen will drive
my car. You and Farrand are driving your car. Don't worry about Nadeen, I
already have a good reason for him to be with me later."
"thank you very much for
your help, I won't know what to do if you don't help me
by far. " The phallus smiled and continued its steps
that was delayed.
"I wouldn't have expected more, but I support uncle's choice when
these. I will pray, may my little brother find his happiness with the Linga."
Madhiaz Monologue. This was indeed his own choice after Farrand's father
declared his agreement over the Lingga to him. And therefore, he meant
helping the Linga to get as close to Farrand as possible.
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The phallus is still silent in its awkwardness. Actually a lot of words
he wanted to say it to Farrand, but somehow it got stuck
just throat. Sometimes he glanced at Farrand who was silent while driving
his car with his eyes. His heart was racing, and as much as it could
maybe he muffled it.
"I heard from Dhiaz, your car's not saved." Lingas
let out a sigh of relief. He was grateful for this moment, grateful for Farrand
been willing to talk to him.
"Well, I might be able to drive it at a normal speed. But
if it's for racing, I think it's impossible."
"Truly bad huh?"
"Yeah, but I'm grateful I'm alive for now. At least
this injury doesn't make me permanently disabled."
"Is it still sick?"
"Little bit. Maybe next week I'll control the doctor again. If
allow maybe I can already take it off when we attend the exhibition
later."
Farrand gawked, he forgot about it. Didn't they plan to go
car show together? And wasn't he the one who invited the Linga himself?
"Please don't tell me you forgot, Fa." Guess Linga. Farrand
a little grinning, he was embarrassed to admit that he had forgotten the promise.
"No. I didn't forget. I just remembered something. "
elak Farrand's.
Linga smile. He knew that Farrand was just dodging and giving an excuse
will it. The corner of his heart warmed. He was glad Farrand was back
showing its familiarity with Lingga even though it is only a grin like that.
"Ano..... The Fa. I'm sorry."
"Sorry?" Farrand glanced at Lingga who was looking down beside him
that's. Appears as guilty as Lingga because he has silenced
the young man was long enough.
"On last night's incident. My hands just reflect."
"It's okay. Let's just say last night you never
doing it."
"Why? What do you expect from that?"
The phallus lowered its head in silence. He was told to forget
that just happened? Of course he won't be able to. Considering he has fallen
heart to the girl beside him.
Farrand parked the Lingga's car after he felt he had found the place
suitable for stopping. He did not care about Madhiaz who had driven first
with Nadeen.
"I know I'm nothing to you. But I just want you to know if
l loved you. Don about my kiss that time, I'll never forget it.
Because it was my first kiss and I did it with the person I love. I know
if I tell you this too soon, but I'm really serious over
my words."
The Lingga car had stopped, but Farrand's hand was still clutching tightly
the steering wheel in front of him.
"You know exactly whose heart belongs to whom." Said with tone
chilly.
"I know. But can't you allow me to change your heart?
You can't be together anymore, can you?"
"But I still love him, Ling."
"No problem. Just so you don't stay away from me and try to accept me that already
more than enough for me to survive."
A single tear escaped Farrand's tiny chin. The phallus stared at him
sad, he's not a good entertainer. And he doesn't know how to
consoling him. Moreover, he realized that Farrand's cry was because of him
who scraped Farrand's old wounds.
"You must know that you're gonna get hurt because of this" Farrand said
interrupted his sobs.
"I know. But I'll stick to my stance."
"I don't want to hurt anyone."
Isakan Farrand is becoming. The phallus doesn't know how
face it. He let out a rough sigh and after that opened his seat belt.
Cup..
He kissed Farrand's little lips again. His eyes are breaking. Got another kiss from
The phallus makes his heart feel uncomfortable and moves faster.
The phallus releases its pupation. He united their foreheads and the hands of the phallus
stroking Farrand's long hair.
"I'm not letting you go. And I will try my best to
take your heart." His whisper. After that what Lingga did was to kiss
farrand's lips are interspersed with small mosses. Linga continued
doing so, though Farrand's tears still flowed and soaked their kisses.
"Cry if it can make your heart relieved. But promise me
then smile for me." The phallus stops the clump, and
his outstretched hand wiped the trail of Farrand's tears flowing down his cheek.
Farrand didn't know what else to do, his heart was too scared to just
answer the Linga statement. He's confused. On the other hand he wanted to receive the phallus,
but there was also Dion. It's not easy for him to forget about Dion and
the memories just like that.
"May I try? At least forgive me if I hurt
your heart." Disconnect later.
Linga smiled at Farrand's decision. She's happy. There's still hope
for him with Farrand. He promise. Promise to make Farrand
fall in love with him.
"I will always wait for you to open your heart to me."
Farrand rubbed the rough of his cheeks which still contained traces of wet tears. It
sigh. Linga was right, after being satisfied crying her heart felt a little
more relieved. He has now established his heart to try to receive the Linga and
learn to love him after this.
"I'm gonna learn to love you, too, but you need to know if I don't
likes sharing. And I don't want you to be close to anyone but me."
Lingga nodded at Farrand's words. Doesn't matter. It will always
clinging to Farrand so Farrand can only see himself.
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Nadeen gave a rough snort seeing Lingga and Farrand walking towards him
and Madhiaz with a big smile on their faces. Madhiaz
who saw him sigh in relief, he was grateful because the Lingga managed to utilize
the opportunity he gave her.
Nadeen snorted at Farrand's synthetic body. He envies. Farrand's Body
looks perfect with her sexy bikini even though the bottom she covers with
the glove fabric was knee-length. But once glanced towards Lingga, his eyes
sparkled. He did not expect that the body of the Lingga was also no less smooth. The Linga muscle
not perfectly formed like bodybuilding, he was still amazed to see it. Especially muscle
her stomach…. Oh, so he compared the Linga's abdominal muscles to k-pop artists
real name jong…. Jong.. ah, who the hell is that.
"Surray!!" Madhiaz shouted as his eyes looked at the silhouette of a woman
blond in two pigtails were walking leisurely on the beach. Seeing things
that Farrand smirked happily. He knows who that woman is.
Bruck..
Madhiaz was plunged and fell into the sand before him as Farrand
push it hard. He laughed with satisfaction at the loss of Madhiaz
his charisma is in front of Suresh, the woman Madhiaz likes.
"Felt." Farrand Fizz.
"I don't know how vengeful you were for me until you were
it's embarrassing to me like this in front of me, Rand."
"That's what you did."
"Hey. You should have thanked me. Not even harming me
like this."
"Ups...thank you, the handsome Dhiaz is unmatched." Madhiaz
clucked annoyed to hear the tone of Farrand's speech that seemed contrived.
Suresh approached Madhiaz and rubbed his remaining forehead gently
some beach sand. Behind him were his sisters, Dion and Denny
who stood looming while holding his chest.
"Long time no see, Farrand." Greet Denny. Farrand
nodding slowly and his eyes turned towards Dion who was standing speechless
looked at.
"It's nice to meet all of you, the successors of Birawa." Lingas
embracing Farrand's shoulder and smiling mockingly towards Dion who was looking at him
with a probing look. He feels winning. Win from Dion Birawa
because Farrand was silent about the action.
While Dion, his teeth were slowly clapping to see the intimacy of the two. But he
also do not deny if he feels happy about it because Farrand already seen
more alive than the last time he saw. Let it be, if it can be Lingga
giving happiness to Farrand, he would let it go. He's already been anyway
let go if the relationship between the two will not get the blessing of his father until anytime.
"Farrand, aren't you swimming?" Nadeen managed to shake off the tension
among them, evidently, all the attention of the eye was now on him.
"I'll take a walk for a while. If you want to swim, then,
swim." go." Farrand then broke up.
Dion's eyes narrowed sharply. He knew the real reason Farrand didn't want to
swim in. As soon as possible, Farrand has Thalassophobia*. And he's sure
if Farrand is currently hiding his nervousness. It is impossible if
Farrand admitted blatantly that he hated the sea, didn't he?
Thalassophobia is an
a very strong and persistent fear of the sea. Easy, those who
having Thalassophobia will be very horrified to be in the sea or ocean because
their thoughts caused terrible things to threaten their lives.
"I'm coming along." Dion.
"No. I'll accompany him." Cut Linga. Farrand
sighing, he had to decide something or some things would happen in between
them.
"Liar Linga is with me, Dion. You don't have to bother
accompany me." Farrand then broke up.
With a smile engraved with the lips of a phallus, he felt victorious again. I don't know,
he felt like Farrand had opened his heart a little for him.
"Come, Lingga." Farrand. He was holding the right arm of the phallus
and dragged the young man away without looking at Dion.
Grep...
"I'm coming along." Dion's check on Farrand's hand made him stop
the move. He looked up, and looked at Dion.
"Don't make things difficult for me, Dion." Sluggishly.
Dion took his hand and lowered his head. Suresh, Madhiaz, Nadeen and Denny
had left them and gone swimming, so their situation was no longer
someone is watching.
Afterwards Farrand went with Linga without Dion. Dion's heart melted
sick, yet he still knows enough himself not to pursue the woman he once was
fill those days. Let him go, at least he can be a little
calm down now that Farrand already has the other guards.
***
Farrand was sitting on a fallen log on a lonely beach with Lingga.
He had walked a long distance and found this place. And now, now,
the atmosphere of silence still enveloped the two of them because of one of them
some dare to take the conversation.
"I'll lend you my shoulder if you need it." Speech from Lingga
made Farrand look at him. He felt more guilty about the Linga because
it makes her an escape from her love.
"I'm sorry for dragging you this far."
"You're wrong, I'm the one who chose to go inside
your life and trying to follow you."
"And again I hurt you, Linga."
"To be honest I'd rather you call me Ling instead. Like moments
that's."
"Can?"
"Of course, the Fa. And I think it's our special call."
Farrand chuckled, a special call? What special call?
Calling is like taking only the shortest call
just from the name?
"As much as I'd like you to call me that." Sluggishly.
"You don't want to have to."
"Pusurgery, huh?"
"If by force I can make me with you, then I will
until you fall on my arm."
"Then stand up."
"Huh?" The phallus frowned in wonder, standing up he said? But even though he
confused, he stood up following Farrand's orders.
Bruukkkc.
Farrand immediately plunged himself into the field belonging to Lingga. Thankfully no
too loud. If it was hard, it was certain he would whine and maybe even
he fell due to the condition of his legs that have not healed completely. Phallus
outstretched, gently rubbed long strands belonging to Farrand and peeked at the top
her head. Farrand's height which is only limited to his chin makes it easier for him to
did that.
"I promise I will always try not to hurt you more deeply.
So please help me learn to love you." Lirih Farrand's.
"I know this sounds naive. But will you hold me longer
again?" Farrand nodded weakly. The phallus tightened his embrace, and
a drop of tears fell again on Farrand's smooth cheek. And it certainly is without
lingga.
"Let me learn to love you, Ling." His whisper.
Tbc
