Love of a Ustadz

Love because of God

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

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"The tea?"

Dea looked at Yuli while holding tightness in her chest. "What's wrong?"

"You must be patient this is a test from God, to test your patience in the face of domestic problems."

Dea fell silent, the tears she was holding finally falling as well. Wetting her cheeks, no sound came out of her mouth. But only tears flowing from his eyes.

"Cry, I am there for you. But you have to remember debay!" yuli exclamation also priatin see the condition of Dea.

Without lingering Dea squandered Yuli's embrace. "Thank you Yuli, I understand how I feel."

"Sama-sama Adea, but the one who knows better about this is big brother."

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The guest room.

Ustadz Azmi invited Dion to sit down, and he sat opposite Dion. A liverache? Of course, Azmi's ustadz world instantly collapsed hearing Dion's statement. However, with faith and determination, he resisted the extreme pain. And I know that God is testing it.

"I really still love Dea, Bang. But I didn't mean to hurt you, Bang." Said Dion felt guilty, he was a human who had feelings. So he could feel what Ustadz Azmi was feeling right now.

"It's okay, Dion, for me it doesn't matter. The most important thing is that you're being honest." Ustadz Azmi smiled as sweetly as possible, as if nothing had happened just now.

Dion who saw that, was astonished. So patient is ustadz Azmi? Still acting normal, despite the hurtful statements he just faced. If other men were of course Dion battered, but this time the story is different.

"Sorry Bang, forgive me!" Dion got up from his seat kneeling at the feet of Ustadz Azmi.

"It is not like this, remember the test given by God there are various." Ustadz Azmi led Dion back to sit on the sofa.

"I promise I will forget Dea completely Bang, I also hope Brother won't hurt her."

"Thank you for understanding, insya'allah."

In the midst of their conversation, suddenly shocked by Andre who was looking for Yuli's whereabouts.

"There's in Adek's room" exclaimed ustadz Azmi.

Andre nodded in understanding, then he turned to look at Dion.

"He came to see me." Ustadz Azmi who understood with Dion's gaze.

"Oh ..."

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After Dion said goodbye, Ustadz Azmi made breakfast for Dea in aid of Yuli. When he finished, he brought breakfast into the room. Since then, Dea has not been out of the room.

"Dad?" call ustadz Azmi put a napkin on the nightstand. "Breakfast first Dek," he continued while touching the back of Dea who was behind him.

Instantly, Dea turned to face Ustadz Azmi. She hugged the body of her husband tightly. "I'm just for the mas, so take it easy."

Ustadz Azmi smiled widely, it felt so relieved to hear Dea's words. But in his mind it still revolved around Dion's words.

You haven't loved Bang Azmi.

Sometimes we have someone we love, but we don't know their heart. This is how Ustadz Azmi felt. It was true that Dea was only for him, but Dea's confession did not exist until this moment.

"Are we all a little?" dea's scourge ripped Azmi's ustadz out of his reverie.

"Let's have breakfast together, it's a lot." Bring Dea.

Ustadz Azmi nodded. "Yes, Deck."

"What did Dion say?" asked Dea in between her meals.

"Don't think of the Deck, remember the same debay." Answer ustadz Azmi.

"Hm ..." Dea just cleared his throat, then returned the pocus on his breakfast.

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The next day, Ustadz Azmi accompanied Dea at home. Dea's health condition has recovered, but has not been allowed to do homework. So that's what makes ustadz Azmi worried.

Ustadz Azmi walked over to Dea, who was sitting relaxing in the living room. The housework was completed an hour ago. But Ustadz Azmi was still hesitant, and confused how to convey to Dea, about what he was feeling at this time.

Since her marriage, Dea has never expressed her true feelings for Ustadz Azmi. Even mentioning the name of Dea's ex never. Honestly, Ustadz Azmi is very grateful for that. However, on the other hand he was also worried that Dea would leave him at some point.

Ustadz Azmi loved Dea as a wife, as did the sunah of the Prophet. He felt that he was able, so he carried out the sunah of the Apostle. By marrying Dea. He also loved Dea because of God, who was always there in every prayer.

"What's wrong?" dea asked as he saw Ustadz Azmi approaching him.

"Mas wants to ask you one thing!" Ustadz Azmi replied gently, but firmly.

"What?"

"Does Adek love mas?" ustadz Azmi asked back, while staring at the sticky Dea.

Dea was silent a thousand languages, for how many minutes in the living room where Ustadz Azmi and Dea sat became silent. There was no chatter, Dea was still thinking about what to say.

"Where's Deck?"

Dea took her eyes off the ring attached to her ring finger. From then on he just stared at the ring, thinking.

"A—aku," said Dea nervously.

"Don't be nervous about the deck, relax!" Ustadz Azmi. "She has to be honest with Adek's current feelings." Further.

Dea nodded as she clenched her lower lip. "All right, I'll be honest with you."

"Yes Deck," Ustadz Azmi smiled stiffly. Whatever Dea says, he will accept it. After all, one's feelings should not be forced. Despite the heartache, Ustadz Azmi remained firm. He knows this is a test from God.

"Sometimes we have to give up the happiness of others. To achieve our happiness." The words that Dea uttered, followed by a heavy breath.

"Mas knows Adek has not loved mas," ustadz Azmi lowered her head. Although Adek has not loved mas, but the name Adek always mas mention in the prayer Deck.

"It's true, I haven't loved you yet."

"Nothing Deck, hopefully as time goes by Adek will love mas. But remember love for God"

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Sorry, but not yet updated. Because not only the story characters in the novel that get a test from Allah swt. 'ana also tested yes.

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